paige panic

i am tired of drama & bullshit. i've got nothing to hide.
this is either going to be the worst winter, or the best.
i have so much more to change. but. i am. ready.
i am opening my eyes and i am feeling better.
no hesitations, no regrets, but i may be learning to apologize.

school photoblog
journal
mattbell's photos of me

" we have lost even this twilight.
no one saw us this evening hand in hand
while the blue night dropped on the world.

i remembered you with my soul clenched
in that sadness of mine that you know.

where were you then?
who else was there?
saying what?

when will the whole of love come on me suddenly
when i am sad and feel you are far away?"
- neruda