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&& i've been to HELL & BACK
i spill shit -
i trip -
&& i embarrass myself
i cant just flutter my eyes
& get that boy
my life is messed up
ive been through more shit
than you see on tv
NOBOBY'S PERFECT
ive been [lied] to
&& cheated on
&& my heart stolen
&& crushed ♥
IVE FUCKED UP
FUCKED PEOPLE UP
&& BEEN FUCKED UP
but every hit was worth it
because i felt it
i knew it was real
life is real
&& im living it WRONG EVERYDAY
im fucking up royally
&& doing everything opposite
// but do i regret one thing?
[NEVER}
because at one point
what i did was what i wanted
& i got my fucking
[SATISFACTION]
♥ ♥ ♥
my life is mine
&& no stuipid BiTCHES
or immature BOYS can
FUCK IT UP FOR ME
ANYMORE
im the real deal
& i'd love to see you try and FUCKING BREAK ME

I'd like to meet:



Music:

Insane Clown Posse, Poe, Adema, Justin Timberlake, Fergie, Nelly Furtado, and so on...

Movies:

Overnight Delivery
Cruel Intentions
Walk The Line
Shop Girl
Freeway
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
Election

Television:

WWE Raw, Smackdown, & ECW; America's Next Top Model, Janice Dickinson Modeling Agency, The Agency (can you tell I am obsessed with the morbidly thin?)

Books:

'Election' by Tom Perrotta
'Darkly Dreaming Dexter' by Jeff Lindsay
'One of Those Hideous Stories Where The Mother Dies' by Sonya Sones

Heroes:

OH I MEAN MY JAS♥N

My Blog

Engagement

So I am getting engaged... for real. A real proposal. A real ring. A real wedding in my future. Not like what I hae with my ex-fiance... something real. Something that HE planned and HE thought about....
Posted by the future mrs... ♥ on Thu, 26 Jun 2008 02:15:00 PST

Fire


Posted by the future mrs... ♥ on Thu, 26 Jun 2008 09:20:00 PST

Pocket Pickles

So its always crazy here. I opened today at work and now I am closing, because for some reason people like to just call and say "oh I'm not coming in!" and then poor Jen (our awesome manager) has to c...
Posted by the future mrs... ♥ on Mon, 16 Jun 2008 06:41:00 PST

[untitled bullshit]

I'm sorry... but I have no idea how this will turn out....
Posted by the future mrs... ♥ on Tue, 03 Jun 2008 10:03:00 PST

[pieces]

I'm here again A thousand miles away from you A broken mess, just scattered pieces of who I am I tried so hard Thought I could do this on my own I've lost so much along the way Then I'll see your ...
Posted by the future mrs... ♥ on Mon, 26 May 2008 09:50:00 PST

Just Like Heaven

So my Jasey finally got a job. I am so proud of him. I love him so much. Wow has been crazy for me. But its cool, it keeps me busy, motivated, money in my wallet, and I am actually losing weight haha....
Posted by the future mrs... ♥ on Fri, 23 May 2008 09:54:00 PST

WHATCHAMACALLIT

Yes, I am hella bored and writing a random blog. Everything in my life is wonderful right now... and the same as it was before... I am just hoping Jason gets on his feet soon so we can get a place wit...
Posted by the future mrs... ♥ on Thu, 15 May 2008 11:36:00 PST

In Love and Loving It

Yeah, I fell... he is so amazing... man oh man. I used to cry wondering when I would find my one and only... and I found him. Everything is perfect. Wow, I thought I was in heaven when I was with Lose...
Posted by the future mrs... ♥ on Tue, 29 Apr 2008 10:22:00 PST

F a l l i n g....

I swear I am going crazy. I have never felt like this before... and never have I ever tried so hard to make myself belive that I am not... falling in love... There are moments when he just looks at me...
Posted by the future mrs... ♥ on Mon, 21 Apr 2008 07:02:00 PST

Update

So I've been working at Subway now for about a month and it is going really well. I am getting more hours than everyone else and I am in charge of the weekend shift. I really enjoy it there and the pe...
Posted by the future mrs... ♥ on Fri, 18 Apr 2008 09:23:00 PST