vincent

http://waiveringaloof.blogs.friendster.com/a_nonchlance_waiv ering_al/ ANAL retentive(sometimes) an "INVERTED" snob(i tried to be). But most of the time, comtemplating schizophrenic confused HARDLY a conformist(isn't it ironic?!) and searching. I mean, people wonder about LIFE death karma samsara and the ultimatum; NIRVANA all the time, don't they? Or do they? Damn aren't we a big bunch of DISILLUSIONED phucks.. Is there an afterlife etc. all that "I-was a-PINK-coloured-hair- egyptian-papyrus-WHORE-farmer-in-my-past-life" kind of BULLSHIT "Is it scary, the moment you close your eyes And you know you will not open them to a FAMILIAR light When you wake up in a different WORLD That you would not know before you go into it Why do you fear DEATH, when you are already DEAD? Or does the UNCERTAINTY of where you're going grip you Like a pair of UNSEEN hands around your neck Choking the blood to your brain" What i am trying to say is that there's already the INEVITABLE human phemonema of pain and SUFFERINGS, sorrow blah blah blah.. in this world enough to occupy us and our little over-populated earth for quite some TIME till the fat lady sings, then it all goes spiring back into a vicious CYCLE. So i say, just cut some slack and carry on living partying MAKE MERRY. UTOPIA? Big time kick ARSE crap.. if there happens to be one, i bet its selling fast with fastfood chains sprouting as ever and just maybe you could bid for a piece of it online? Welcome to the JUNGLE. Maybe i just had to write something (which is why they have this column here right?) or maybe, i simply had NOTHING better to do and not to mention TOTALLY out of lurve with this IMPENDING sense of DOOM over-shadowing me hinting that i'd better reserve a place with the old folks home, but of course.. twin sharing with a view, JACUZZI, lotsa booze cigs, pay-per-view and a personnel nurse and masseur. Ultimately i would be joining the confraternity.. Didn't i mentioned that i'm pretty CONFUSED but definately a CEREBRAL person...NOT! The big guy up there must have be fooling around with the COSMOGONY so meanwhile just kick back, smell the cuppacino and live life. FARK the FORMANITIES. CHEERS!