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Lauren

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About Me

a work in progress..

My Interests

laughing till my sides hurt, dancing my ass off, motorcycles, guns, chicks with guns, tight pants, high heels, tattoos, chicks with tattoos, fast cars, girls who drive fast cars, surfing, snowboarding, reading, writing, movies, playing poker, traveling, my family, my friends, falling in love, honesty, honor, respect..HOOP EARINGS(even though she swears it wasn't her),feathered hair, you're fucking killing me..butterflies..still..everything about her makes me smile..what interests me most is my beautiful lady and her crazy kid and working hard to make an amazing life for us all..

I'd like to meet:

anyone who can make me laugh, make me cry or sufficiently challenge my beliefs..anyone who makes me wanna dance. Lil Bit in the afterlife.

Music:

willie nelson, johnny cash, robert johnson, led zepellin, the rolling stones, white stripes, radiohead, coldplay, ac/dc, concrete blonde, the black keyes, journey, the pretenders, the clash, foreigner, NIN, the stooges, slayer, iron maiden, nirvana, pj harvey, diana ross, dolly parton, prince, pink floyd, lynryd skynrd, the killers, the yeah yeah yeahs, detroit cobras, the kills, franz ferdinand, N.W.A., black sabbath, the beatles, bauhaus, siouxsie and the banshees, sisters of mercy, nick cave, joy division, the police, lionel richie, big business, dead meadow, opeth, dr. dre, ez muther fuckin'-e, kanye west, public enemy, epmd... blah blah blah..too many to list..music makes life worth living..

Movies:

Little Miss Sunshine, American Movie (funniest shit ever), Napoleon Dynamite, Whose Afraid of Virginia Wolfe, The Hunger, Lair of the White Worm, Pretty Woman, Urban Cowboy, Foxes, Taxi Driver, Punch Drunk LOve..WALK THE LINE!!!!!, garden state, wings of desire, angel baby, goonies, my fair lady, death and the maiden, the ice storm, but i'm a cheerleader, best in show, harold & maude, eraserhead, repoman, the rose, at close range, top gun, grey gardens, Over the Edge, Running on Empty, the Heart is Deceitful Above all Things...Happy Feet

Television:

design on a dime...it's cheezy but all i want to do with my free time is decorate our cute little house.

Books:

i love books. currently writing my own book...the title is still a secret, but trust me its gonna be great..read my blog.

Heroes:

Anyone who realizes that at the end of the day the only thing that matters is how hard you tried to help..someone, anyone but yourself.

My Blog

breathless

my head woke me up again today...the harsh, cold, unloving voice of radio bullshit...the years, the fears, the future..all out of my control. this is my truth. my heart broke again this morning..pictu...
Posted by Lauren on Mon, 12 May 2008 12:34:00 PST

poem by mia miller

why my amazing niece Mia has me in tears right now.  If only I could I would  protect her from all the hurt in the world.  Would it be insane of me to beg my sister to move to californi...
Posted by Lauren on Fri, 07 Mar 2008 10:54:00 PST

Grand Theft Auto

     People say everything happens for a reason.  In hind-sight I can always come up with a reason that might match the thing that happened, but I don't believe this cliche.&n...
Posted by Lauren on Fri, 15 Feb 2008 01:25:00 PST

Pomona "La Surena"

Pomona wasn't the beginning, or the end, but it's a good place to start.  I was sixteen when Amy and I moved into our first apartment.  I guess I was a runaway.  I certainly didn't see ...
Posted by Lauren on Tue, 15 Jan 2008 08:30:00 PST

Love at First Sight

three years ago i saw her for the first time.  i sat in a room with two thousand other people, not wanting to be there, not understanding the point.  she walked across the room, 20 yards awa...
Posted by Lauren on Sun, 02 Dec 2007 03:10:00 PST

the regal 2

He wanted me to cross and uncross my legs.  He preferred for me to wear panties and a skirt that fell just above my knees.  He sat on the other side of the glass, sometimes leaning in close,...
Posted by Lauren on Wed, 31 Oct 2007 01:11:00 PST

Vampires

the night i met gary we were wearing matching wigs.  I was in the middle of recovering from my days with a shaved head.  I'm not sure what his excuse was.  We met in a dark smoky goth c...
Posted by Lauren on Tue, 23 Oct 2007 01:04:00 PST

Cousin

What's the craziest thing you've ever done?  I'm not talking about cooky, quirky, nutty.  I mean down right nuts, "one flew over the cuckoo's nest", lock me up and throw away the key crazy.&...
Posted by Lauren on Fri, 19 Oct 2007 09:53:00 PST

the regal

My favorite was a handsome young black guy with dread locks.  We'll call him "handsome guy with dread locks".  "Mr. Dread Locks" was a mystery to me.  He was hot, he was smart.  He...
Posted by Lauren on Thu, 18 Oct 2007 12:26:00 PST

five years

so today its been five years since i had a drink or a drug....that feels like a long time and yet seems like i can close my eyes and remember like it was just the other day.  i remember that desp...
Posted by Lauren on Sat, 02 Dec 2006 04:41:00 PST