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Bonita .M

Decent people shouldn't live here..

About Me


nothin much...

just a simple person
with simple life
just an ordinary person
with an ordinary life

People don't know about the things i say and do they
don't understand about the shit that i've been through
it's been so long since i've been home
i've been gone, i've been gone for way too long
maybe i forgot all the things I miss
somehow I know there's more to life than this
I said it too many timesand
i still stand firm
you get what, you put in and people get what they deserve
still i ain't seen mine
No I ain't seen mine
I've been giving just ain't been gettin'
I've been walking down that line
So I think I'll keep walking with my head held high
i'll keep moving on and only God knows why

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My Interests

beer, stars, night, solitude, be quite please, music, kisses, unnormal people, freakiesh song, gloomy soul, hugs, feel safety and warm..

I'd like to meet:

Aku ingin terjaga disaat yang lain tertidur....
Agar tak ada yang mengganggu atau menyakiti....

Movies:

beautiful mind, LOTR trilogy, Harry Potter trilogy, taking lives, lost in translation, never been kissed, life is beautiful, kill bill, jackass, american pie trilogy, dude where's my car, john-Q, a walk to remember, serendipity

Television:

wild on, oprah winfrey, ananda lewis

Books:

a child called it, the lost boy, a man named dave, harry potter, LOTR, pemerkosaan atas nama cinta, jakarta undercover, agatha christie's novels, dee's supernova, torey hayden, 24 wajah billy, ku tahu matiku, 5 cm, chronicles of narnia,

Heroes:

:: MOM ::

My Blog

= Personality Disorder Test!!!! =

http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv Your Results: Disorder Rating Information Paranoid: High click for info Schizoid: High click for info Schizotypal: Moderate cli...
Posted by Bonita .M on Thu, 20 Oct 2005 07:06:00 PST

Seseorang yang mencintaimu

Seseorang yg mencintai kamu, tidak bisa memberikan alasan mengapa ia mencintaimu.Dia hanya tahu, di mata dia, kamulah satu satunya.Seseorang yg mencintai kamu, sebenarnya selalu membuatmu marah / gila...
Posted by Bonita .M on Mon, 29 Aug 2005 07:41:00 PST

DIGITAL BATH

you move like I want to to see like your eyes do we are downstairs where no one can see new life break away tonight I feel like more tonight I you make the water warm you taste foreign and I know you ...
Posted by Bonita .M on Mon, 22 Aug 2005 10:57:00 PST

HANDS DOWN

Breathe in for luck. Breathe in so deep. This air is blessed, you share with me. This night is wild, so calm and dull. These hearts, they race, from self-control. Your legs are smooth, as they gr...
Posted by Bonita .M on Mon, 22 Aug 2005 10:55:00 PST

ONLY ONE

Broken this fragile thing now And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces And I've thrown my words all around But I can't, I can't give you a reason I feel so broken up (so broken up) And I give up (I gi...
Posted by Bonita .M on Mon, 22 Aug 2005 10:53:00 PST

the SADDEST song

Only two more days, until your birthday Yesterday was mine Youll be turning five I know what its like, growing up without your father in your life So I pretend, Im doing all I can And I hope someda...
Posted by Bonita .M on Mon, 22 Aug 2005 10:51:00 PST

the spirit has gone

dunno what to say.. semuanya berasa flat bgt... my spirit has gone.. gone away to neverland.. :( need to move on from this shit! need to heal those pain.. need to recover the wounds.. *geez* ...
Posted by Bonita .M on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

missing

i miss u
Posted by Bonita .M on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

life boring?

gee...i'm so f*ckin bored with my life. go to school or work didn't make me feel alive anymore. i miss my soulmate..dunno where he is rite now. he seem so far away. the last time i met him was on apri...
Posted by Bonita .M on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

my confession

I have been blind, unwilling to see The true love you're giving. I have ignored every blessing. I'm on my knees confessing That I feel myself surrender Each time I see your face. I am staggered by you...
Posted by Bonita .M on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST