----->YeAh It'S Me NiCkO<----

About Me

PEOPLE COME IN AND OUT OF OUR LIVES FOR A REASON..... I LIKE TO LIVE LIFE LIKE THIS......YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT COULD COME OUT OF SOMETHING IF YOU DONT TRY... LIVE LIFE AS ITS YOUR LAST DAY HERE.... I MAY NOT KNOW WHAT COULD COME OUT OF SOMETHING BUT ILL NEVER KNOW IF I DONT PUT MYSELF OUT THRE.... YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN.... IF I COULD SUM UP EVERYTHING I VE LEARNE ABOUT MY JOURNEY THRU THIS LIFE TIME IS THAT ********** IT GOSE ON************ THINK ABOUT THIS..... WOULD YOU RATHER GO ON KNOWING THE OUT COME OF A SITUATION.... OR WOULD YOU RATHER GO ON LIVING IN REGRET AND ALWAYS WONDERING WHAT IT COULD HAVE COME OUT OF THAT SITUATION... ALOT OF PEOPLE INCLUDING MYSELF LIVE IN REGRET.... NOT REGRETING DOING SUMTHING...... BUT REGRTING THAT WE DIDNT DO SUMTHING.... CANT BELIVE THAT WE DIDNT TAKE THE CHANCE.... BUT HEY THINK OF IT LIKE THIS... DONT BE SCARED TO GET HURT BECAUSE YOU MIGHT LET THAT ONE THATS MADE FOR YOU PASS YOU BY.... AND WHO KNOWS THAT SOMEONE COULD BE STANDING RITE IN FRONT OF YOUR FACE..... OR SITING RITE NEXT TO YOU... LET YOUR HEART FEEL THE WARM EMBRACE OF BEING LOVED.... PAIN DOES NOT CHASE OUT FEAR... ONLT LOVE CAN DO THAT.... SO WHEN YOUR FEELING THAT TERRIBLE DOUBT THAT YOU CANNOT BE WITH ANYONE BECAUSE YOUR SCARED OF GETTING HURT THIS IS WHAT YOU DO.... CRY YOURSELF A RIVER.... BUILD YOURSELF A WALL.... AND GET OVER IT.... AND ONCE YOUR OVER THAT WALL YOUR HEART WILL FEEL THAT BEAUTIFUL FEELING THAT IT IS LOVED..... DONT BE SCARED TO TAKE THAT RISK.... TRUST ME IT ONLY MAKES THINGS WORST.... AND ALWAYS REMEMBER NOT TO LOOK AT EVERYONE AS THEY ARE GOING TO HURT YOU.... THEY ARENT THE ONE THAT HURT YOU IT WAS WHOEVER HURT YOU....... TAKE THE CHANCE TO BE LOVED......wut up? first of all im 25 yrs old i live im oxnard i go to school full time ot oc. im in a great relationship with the cutest lil boy in my life. im only on myspace for friends and networking. But ill chop it up with any-1 so hit me up!!!!!!!!
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My Interests

going to the beach of course, chilling with friends which i don't really have many, due to just moving in where im currently living dont know ne1 in the area either, so if you're local hit me up

I'd like to meet:

an out going girl who isn't afraid to be themself around me and wont let me have my way all the time, just sometimes, LoL and likes to go to the beach cuz im taking up surfing this summer or the next couple of weeks

Music:

RoCk!!! love my RoCk, like for ex. Korn, System of a Down, Mega death. hip hop, R&B, Old School, oldies, Rap, Underground,house, tecno, trance, the list goes on............

Movies:

comedy, action, suspence, horror of course.............

Television:

don't watch it really
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Books:

school books! Lol studing for diploma or ged and medicalWhy are we here?Before coming to the Fellowship of NA, we could not manage our own lives. We could not live and enjoy life as other people do. We had to have something different and we thought we had found it in drugs. We placed their use ahead of the welfare of our families, our wives, husbands, and our children. We had to have drugs at all costs. We did many people great harm, but most of all we harmed ourselves. Through our inability to accept personal responsibilities we were actually creating our own problems. We seemed to be incapable of facing life on its own terms.Most of us realised that in our addiction we were slowly committing suicide, but addiction is such a cunning enemy of life that we had lost the power to do anything about it. Many of us ended up in jail, or sought help through medicine, religion, and psychiatry. None of these methods was sufficient for us. Our disease always resurfaced or continued to progress until in desperation, we sought help from each other in Narcotics Anonymous.After coming to NA we realised we were sick people. We suffered from a disease from which there is no known cure. It can, however, be arrested at some point, and recovery is then possible.

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