stacey; you so crazy! [RIP Joseph♥]

About Me

the girl with kaleidoscope eyes..
call me Stacey! I'm better than most. I'm stranger than most. I'm allergic to marijuana. I'm a huge flirt; yes, even with girls. I'm addicted to Red Bull and peanut M&M's. I'm a sucker for anything acoustic. I'm also a sucker for sweet talkers. I can't let go of the past. I love coloring; especially in restaurants. I make sure to tell those I'm closest to that I love them; every day. I read too much and prefer music & books over television & films. I like playing board games and having Nerf wars; especially capture the flag style. I like staying up late and sleeping until noon. I work too much and rarely ever take a day for myself. I want to do too much and don't have enough time. I will change the world; just watch me. =]

"It's hard to stay mad when there's so much beauty in the world. Sometimes I feel like I'm seeing it all at once, and it's too much; my heart fills up like a balloon that's about to burst. And then, I remember to relax and not try to hold on to it. And then it flows through me like rain, and I can't feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my stupid, little life. You have no idea what I'm talking about, I'm sure. Don't worry... you will someday."

My Interests

life.

I'd like to meet:

I've already met the one person I need in my life.
my best friend, my fucking backbone. =]

Music:

Lily Allen.
August Burns Red.
the Beatles.
Ben Folds.
Bright Eyes.
Johnny Cash.
Kelly Clarkson.
Eminem.
the Good Life.
Holiday Parade.
Buddy Holly.
Jimmy Eat World.
John Mayer.
New Found Glory.
Sean Paul.
Rascal Flatts.
Rhianna.
Regina Spektor.
Tegan & Sara.
Tupac.
Weezer.
and everything in between.

Movies:

Across the Universe.
Boondock Saints.
Fight Club.
Garden State.
Goodfellas.
History of the World: Part I.
The Notebook.
The Princess Bride.
Pulp Fiction.
Reservoir Dogs.
Say Anything.

Television:

I don't really watch TV.

Books:

A Long Way Down.
Catcher in the Rye.
The Da Vinci Code.
Fahrenheit 451.
Haunted.
A Million Little Pieces.
My Friend Leonard.
The Perks of Being a Wallflower.
Sex, Drugs & Cocoa Puffs.
War All the Time.
You Get So Alone at Times That It Just Makes Sense.

Heroes:

Joseph Anthony Verdi Savage.
05.29.89-04.06.07
My inspiration to be a better person. I never saw this boy without that beautiful smile of his and he never let me leave without that warm hug. He was there for me through the toughest couple of months I've ever encountered, and I will never, ever forget him. He constantly put a smile on my face and never lost faith in me. I love you and miss you so much, Joe.

"Live each day as if it were your last."

My Blog

this is life.

I am a student. I have commitments in my classes that are very important ... commitments that I am paying a lot of money to keep. However, I know that sometimes it's more important to bring one of you...
Posted by stacey; you so crazy! [RIP Joseph♥] on Thu, 23 Mar 2006 07:46:00 PST

just read this. you will be amazed.

I hate it. I give up. I could compete with her till death but what would it prove? I mean we're all just trying to be accepted by something we want to be a part of. We're fucking fueled by trends. And...
Posted by stacey; you so crazy! [RIP Joseph♥] on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

i want a boy..

I want a boy a boy whose eyelashes curl in just right. who can wrestle with me & let me win. who I can talk to about anything. who laughs at my jokes. a boy who puts my cold hands in his warm hoo...
Posted by stacey; you so crazy! [RIP Joseph♥] on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST