"Without leaving your home, you can know the whole world. Without looking through the window, you can see the ways of heaven. The further you go, the less you know. Thus the wise man knows without traveling, Sees without looking, Works without doing."
Mr. A was born in the city of B, raised by hardworking middle-class parents who only wanted the best for Mr. A, spent wonderful Indian summers with loving grandparents, graduated with honors, saw the world, settled down, Married C, had little D's and E's. Ok...so this isnt my life but I am having fun with it. Most people embrace a history of themselves for the very reason that it is embraceable. My life is roughly divided into three parts: Being different and hating it. Being different and accepting it. Being different and, well, embracing it. The embracing began with the words "I am Gay" to everyone I know and love. Thats right. I am gay and if you have a problem with that...please leave now.
My name is Tim. I have Epilepsy.I am a fraternal twin(not identical).I am a walking Contradiction.I can be Sarcastic at times.I am very shy.I dont take kindly to people staring at me.Take a Picture.It'll last longer!I dont fit into any labels.So what if I listen to Manson.I wear Skate Shoes.I wear Black Make-up and a Tie sometimes.Funny how it doesnt go together.Confused?-Point Made-I am a very deep person. I love people who make me laugh.I am the boy you never talk to. Maybe criticize, judge, even analyze. But Never speak to.My taste changes rapidly.Enough for me to lose track of.I dye my hair way too much.I change my myspace layout a lot.Get use to it!
I have a small amount of Real friends.If you dont like me...I dont care.It's your loss. STFU!
Dear Myspacers:
I accept everyone's friend request.
I am sorry if I dont respond to your messages or comments as quick as you would like me to.
I try my best to comment everyone of my friends as soon as I can.
Remember,like you I have a life of my own and cant always be on here to respond right away.
Just give me some time and I guarantee you will get something from me.
If you dont,please feel free to send me something letting me know and I will get back to you ASAP.
Remember my dear friends.
This is just Myspace.
Dont take everything to heart or too seriously.
I love you all!!
xoxo Timmy :o)
On A Side Note:
I add random people deal with it!
If I like your page or I think you have an interesting pic...I will add you.
Im a fan of words. I enjoy putting them together and taking them apart (not the words themselves.. more like forming sentences, and novels.. and soliloquies). Im also a fan of literacy. In which case, please refrain from using u and ur when engaging in an e-exchange of words (hate mail included). Im very aware some people like to think using shorthand saves time. Well, if you cant spell out a full word you happen to use everyday, dont bother sending a message. It will save your time, and mine. This includes, but is not solely subject to, the proper use of your, youre, there, their, and theyre. Reading and writing is taught in school for a reason, enjoy it while you can. I dont expect you to be a mastermind, just THINK before you SPEAK.Please dont waste my time
with dismal attempts to insult me.
The game of hate mail is for children.
I wont denigrate my dignity by responding to you,
I think too high of myself
to ever degrade myself to that level.
Make fun of me if you want...I dont really care at this point in my life.
I am myself, there is no changing that.I love taking pictures of things and other people but hate getting my picture taken.I love and hate as does all.I have a past...just like anyone else. Don't judge me for the things I have done and the mistakes I have made. Because my past and my mistakes have brought me this far and has made me the person that I am today. I am perfectly content with myself. The more mistakes the more you learn... The more you hurt the stronger you'll get...is what I believe.
Friendship: One attached to another by affection or esteem.
Never ever give up your friendship for someone or something else. True friends leave footprints in your heart.
"Why is it that as a society we are more comfortable with two guys holding guns than holding hands?"
riddle me this.
riddle me that.
this personality is on sick leave.Honest, high level of integrity, trustworthy.
I don't take shit from anyone.
If you betray my trust once, you've lost it forever...
though, sometimes I can be a spineless piece of shit and forgive
...but rumor has it...
that the second you forget is the second history will repeat itself.
So I don't.More alacrity than a varsity cheerleader.
More effulgent than MS. TEQUILA SUNRISE herself.What a badass!
I wish I could be myself once in a while.
Headstrong.
Stubborn.
Untouchable.
Vain.
SO Vain!
Old habits die hard.
I am not ashamed to cry,bleed,laugh,get heartbroken, or any other emotion you can think of.
By showing these emotions and feelings I am showing I am still alive.
"I was suppose to be a Girl but I got stuck being a Gay Man. "[i'm so motivated it seems, when i do these things]
[i'm so smart when i do the things that kill]"no matter how straight the gate
no matter how many sins on the scroll
i am the master of my fate
i am the captain of my soul".
I am a casket full of mystery but a bottle full of clues.
I am happy with the way my life is going right now.
Things seem to be falling into place.
I enjoy being busy and feel lazy if I get time to relax.
I know what I want from life and I intend on achieving my goals and living each day as if it were my last.Anyone who knows me well...will KNOW that the fastest way to get ahold of me...is through myspace. It's sad, but true.I'm a GIVER, not a taker...but give me too much rope, and I'll run with it.
So don't.I'm ambitious, egotistical, and the biggest sweetheartall at once.[cover your mouth...cover your eyes]I'm too nice for my own good.
Play with fire and you're bound to get burned.
Be a friend.
And remember...silence is golden.
I think violence is a repeating pattern.I believe if this pattern continues it will only cause more violence.That is why I am a pacifist. I'm a glutton for the truth, even though the truth hurts. Words I disperse are here to free minds. Just cause you cant see your cage doesnt mean you are free. I love and hate as does all. It takes a lot for me to hate someone but only a little to love someone. I'm nice to everyone...no matter if I know you or not, unless you give me reason not to. I'm shy and quiet when not comfortable but open and loud when I am. I'm easy to pick on but I also can take a joke unlike some people. I have a personality and a sense of humor and I intend in using them and surrounding myself with people who do also.
Everyone hates a homophobe...so stop trying to be cool. I never know what I want. I don't realise what I've got until I've lost it. im single, i write, i breath, i see, I AM ALIVE The lie is my expense The scope with my desire The party blessed me with its future And i protect it with fire I am the nina, the pinta, the santa maria The noose and the rapist, the fields overseer The agents of orange The priests of hiroshima The cost of my desire Sleep now in the fire.
Sometimes you gotta dig deep, when problems come near Don't fear things get severe for everybody everywhere Why do bad things happen, to good people? Seems that life is just a constant war between good and evil The situation that I'm facin, is mad amazin to think such problems can arise from minor confrontations Now I'm contemplatin in my bedroom pacin Dark clouds over my head, my heart's racin Suicide? Nah, I'm not a foolish guy Don't even feel like drinking, or even gettin high Cause all that's gonna do really, is accelerate the anxieties that I wish I could alleviate But wait, I've been through a whole lot of other shit, before So I oughta be able, to withstand some more But I'm sweatin though, my eyes are turnin red and I'm ready to lose my mind but instead I use my mind. Actions have reactions, don't be quick to judge. You may not know the hardships people don't speak of. It's best to step back, and observe with couth. For we all must meet our moment of truth a black man or a white man or an asian or a mexican or an african or a south african or a serbian or a libyan we're all one race, the human race just a different smile for a different face. Ignorance is venemous, and it murders the soul Like a virus running rampant, but out of control.
Write it down and remember that we never gave in The Mind of a child is where the revolution begins because even though we survived through the struggle that made us, we still look at ourselves through the eyes of people that hate us. Just cause you cant see your cage doesnt mean you are free... We all get those crazy bad times every now and then. Where everything you believe in , or think is right, when you doubt it, cause of something that happens. Like when you feel like everything is sort of just getting messed up.Like all you can think about is how bad this or that is. You feel ugly, and kinda alone I guess.You know... kinda like.. when this person is mad at you and this happened or when you say something stupid. And it consumes you. And you feel like you cant get back up, but we all can get back up. And things will get better. I know it sounds so easy to say and so hard to feel, and it's hard to wait for the outcome. But when things do get better, you'll forget about what it felt like to wait, because the happiness overcomes the sadness. Pain is temporary.But pride and joy is forever.
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