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SuicidalLabRat

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Nothing but pure concentrated evil...

The Buddhists say there are 149 ways to God. I'm not looking for God, only for myself, and that is far more complicated. God has had a great deal written about Him; nothing has been written about me. God is bigger, like my mother, and easier to find, even in the dark. I could be anywhere, and since I can't describe myself I can't ask for help. ...I have met a great many pilgrims on their way towards God and I wonder why they have chosen to look for him rather than themselves. Perhaps I'm missing the point -- perhaps while looking for someone else you might come across yourself unexpectedly, in a garden somewhere or on a mountain watching the rain. But they don't seem to care about who they are. Some of them have told me that the very point of searching for God is to forget about oneself, to lose oneself for ever. But it is not difficult to lose oneself, or is it the ego they are talking about, the hollow screaming cadaver that has no spirit within it?I think that cadaver is only the ideal self run mad, and if the other life, the secret life, could be found and brought home, then a person might live in peace and have no need of God. After all, He has no need for us, being complete.


About Me

Born 1973. Known as 'Marc the Bastard'. Three of my guardians died violent deaths and my tutor was murdered. I am an out-of-doors man, a hunter, a soldier, fierce and despotic. Uneducated. I have few graces...

My Interests

General stuff, things, situations, scenarios
Music I'd shoot a yodler in the face!
Movies The Thin Man (1934), Delicatessen, Casablanca, Ran, Dr. Strangelove, anything with Elvis 'Ash' Cambell
Television Dont have a TV machine...
Books Hmmm... would that I paint a portrait of pretension; at any rate, I went to school with John Glenn and Lincoln -we didnt have books back in the olden days...
Heroes Heroes eat babies
City Constantinople

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uhh... meet or meat?

Kickin' my details to the curb

Status Single
Here for That, my friend, is the million dollar question
Orientation Straight
Body type Mostly Water
Ethnicity Pod people dont have racial or cultural ties
Zodiac Sign Cancer
Children You mean, for keeps?
Education Grade School
Occupation VP Product Development
Income Three Paraguay Guarani a minute

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Music:

I'd shoot a yodler in the face!

Movies:

The Thin Man (1934), Delicatessen, Casablanca, Ran, Dr. Strangelove, anything with Elvis 'Ash' Cambell

Television:

Dont have a TV machine...

Books:

Hmmm... would that I paint a portrait of pretension; at any rate, I went to school with John Glenn and Lincoln -we didnt have books back in the olden days...

Heroes:

Heroes eat babies

My Blog

Oh, my fricken, Lanta!

I fear I have mis-reasoned my place. With life riding in the curl, I still find only the adulterant.  Is this the hole, the place people try to fill?  Is this the whole, the peek of endeavor...
Posted by SuicidalLabRat on Wed, 26 Apr 2006 04:58:00 PST

How will we survice!?

"I'm the decider, and I decide what is best. And what's best is for Don Rumsfeld to remain as the Secretary of Defense." George W. BushOh - my - fricken -Lanta!  Cant a capitolist dork afford a...
Posted by SuicidalLabRat on Sun, 23 Apr 2006 05:01:00 PST

A party in the city

I gave may-apples to vagary this day; and she, with her probity, so soft, so calm, yet eloquent; blows zounds upon timorous slopes too steep for debility; on, of and for this, a tree, stripped of its ...
Posted by SuicidalLabRat on Sun, 23 Apr 2006 08:14:00 PST

too frustrated

Now that physics is proving the intelligence of the universe what are we to do about the stupidity of mankind? I include myself. I know that the earth is not flat but my feet are. I know that space is...
Posted by SuicidalLabRat on Sun, 23 Apr 2006 08:06:00 PST

I was almost cool, for a second...

I decided to exercise the new raise today; by smoking my glass pipe and then heading down to the local Porsche dealership and ordering an 07 911 turbo; oh, and as if that werent cracky enough, I also ...
Posted by SuicidalLabRat on Sun, 23 Apr 2006 08:39:00 PST

Market Snakers wont control my money

Heh, if the london deal goes through, I get to ride to school on the short bus for the rest of the week.If it doesnt go through I get to ride to scool on the short bus for the rest of my life, heh....
Posted by SuicidalLabRat on Sun, 23 Apr 2006 12:51:00 PST

Im tired *sigh*

Flying sucks!  Boston greeted me with awesome weather, and the meetings went good, but I have decided that flying isnt worth the trouble unless I have a couple kilos of china white strapped to my...
Posted by SuicidalLabRat on Sun, 23 Apr 2006 01:17:00 PST