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About Me

Okay, so there's not much to me. I have 2 babies- which you'll see in my pix that I love with all my heart My bf and I have been together for years we're working on 5 years this Christmas and hopefully one day we'll get married.I'm one walking contradiction. I'm a cameleon and a ghost. I like attention but I don't like to be the center of attention. I like to have fun at parties and bars, but I don't go out and actively seek ppl to meet. I like passion in my life but I won't appear as a nympho. I like to call myself a neo-tradional feminist... go figure... I like chivalry but I don't want to be domesticated, I want to be strong but I don't want to be treated like a man, I like to work hard for my money (no gambeling) but I also like to take my rests, I'm shy and quiet yet outspoken and opinionated, I'm generous and selffish. List goes on and on...

My Interests

I love art, anything like sculpture, painting (in any media), sketching, etching, list goes on. I mostly focus on erotica and realism. I'd like to learn impressionism.

I'd like to meet:

Any strong-willed woman. I just need more female friends to lean on and call to for leisure. BTW, I'd like to know your opinion on how I look plz take my poll:
Poll Answers

Music:


Movies:

I pretty much like anything that's not western, or war. My preferred are horror movies- well made horror movies. I dont like them when they're low budget with bad special effects.

Television:

Lost, Futurama, Simpsons, Family Guy, Drawn Together

Books:

Pete Hamil's Flesh and Blood and Sybil by Flora Schreiber.

Heroes:

My mother

My Blog

Clouds

I look up at the sky and watch the sun peek out from the clouds that cover her.The clouds raced by me to cover her.I feel like I'm going to get swept away with the darkness that they bring.I look for ...
Posted by ©Æ8BDi on Sun, 18 May 2008 09:46:00 PST

Change

When I look at myself, I think of what I could change. When I look back, I think of everyone I knew.I wonder why they changed, how they changed.I think of how and why I changed...I changed in a differ...
Posted by ©Æ8BDi on Sun, 18 May 2008 09:42:00 PST

Poetry IV

I have believed that I'm in a world of oblivion.I have believed that I can't hurt myself any longer.I have believed that I wanted to be alone.But when no one knows you breathe, when no one knows ...
Posted by ©Æ8BDi on Sun, 18 May 2008 09:36:00 PST

It’s Only You

It's only you who lights up the night sky with candle lit stars at night.When it rains, it's only you who makes the lightning burst through the clouds. Afterwards, it's only you who can make the cloud...
Posted by ©Æ8BDi on Thu, 15 May 2008 10:49:00 PST

Punch

When I thought you left me for the last time, I felt my heart sink and my mind whither.Then I thought I couldn't handle it, my blood began to boil, my soul began to shake... I knew I couldn't han...
Posted by ©Æ8BDi on Thu, 15 May 2008 10:41:00 PST

Rain

Don't you love the way the beads of rain hit the clear glass? I do, I love the way the rain makes it glossy.I love the way rain darkens the skies and makes the clouds speak. Don't you love how fi...
Posted by ©Æ8BDi on Thu, 15 May 2008 10:33:00 PST

Poetry

Darling please don't leave me alone. I have a feeling deep inside me, hurting me. You first came into my life and swept me off my feet with your love that stung like a  papercut. Now that yo...
Posted by ©Æ8BDi on Mon, 12 May 2008 06:27:00 PST

Poetry III

When one loves, their mind will not wander. Their love will engulf the other, and then their lives will change on the good thing that's found. When there is love and one can see it, those lo...
Posted by ©Æ8BDi on Mon, 12 May 2008 06:19:00 PST

My 1st Gay Experience

So this past weekend I went to my first gay event in Galveston, TX. It was a party called "Splash" I went with a few friends and it was located right on the beach. Even though I'm not gay, it still wa...
Posted by ©Æ8BDi on Thu, 08 May 2008 10:34:00 PST

Poetry- Kinda crappy

We were drawn together like two magnets, we stuck together until we fell down under the pale moonlight. You held onto me while I felt your heart break and I couldn't tell you what was on my mind. I on...
Posted by ©Æ8BDi on Thu, 08 May 2008 10:25:00 PST