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Im as real as it gets kthanksbye..<ə٨٥٦>

About Me


Bombing For Peace Is Like Fucking For Virginity.
Add me on hotmail [email protected]
Whore. Slut. Cunt. Hoe. Prostitute. Skank. Satanic bitch. Trash. Scene Kid. Emo Hoe. Fast. Easy. Loose. Stupid. Crazy. Fat. Ugly. Subhuman piece of shit. White girl. Wanna be nigger. Porch monkey. Nigger. Psycho. Anorexic bitch.
Throughout my lifetime, I've been called these things. I‘ve been rejected, excluded and deserted so many times, I‘ve lost count. But one thing I can honestly say is…You’ll never meet a mother fucker quite like me. So go ahead, call me what you want to call me. Try to bring everything you‘re not, down. Try to diminish my individuality with your stares and comments. All you can do is try, because you won’t change a mother fucking thing. When I’m gone, you’ll still remember me. I’ll be the one who still lives on. I’ll be the one everyone wishes they could’ve met or talked to. I’ll be the one everybody wished they could be. I’ll be the one who’s words of wisdom are instilled in your brain. I’ll be the one, because I am the one.
- I can scream you a song.
- I can make you need me.
- I can make you smile on your worst day.
- I can bring you down on your best.

Some people call me weird, most call me crazy. I call it Emily.
Ima lil kid with big dreams. I LOVE laughing so hard my jaw gets sore and i start to get a mild heart attack :D. I have NO idea where my life is heading, and i honestly could care less. I never regret. You'll always see me with a smile on my face. The best feeling in the world is hearing somebody say they love you. I honestly feel like my life is slowly putting itself together. I ignore most ignorant remarks about me. I get knocked down constantly, but i always pick myself up. I'm almost always on myspace. I sleep with the fan on every night. I'm overly obsessed with vanilla candles. The smell of lavender makes me sick to my stomach. I text more then any normal person should. Im very self conscience with my body. Theres few people i feel comfortable around. Im soo random, you have no idea. I love singing, but i sing horribly. Writing is my passion. Don't give me your opinion if i didn't ask for it. I hate repeating myself. I dont have patience for LIARS, FAKES, or WHORES. I could care less what you think of me. Hello Kitty is my everything. Ive been a fan of hers since I was 5. I am an addict when it comes to Flaming Hot Cheetos and Sunny D. I'm pretty much nocturnal I wake up at 6pm and go to sleep at 9am. I have a hard time following rules, I break them daily. I'm a vegetarian, become one. I’m pretty sure you already have 20 negative things to say about me, but you can take your already fucked up perception and shove it up your ass.
I Don't feel like being alive,
but yet I still survive.
This is disgusting how fuzzy
life has become..
Today, Tomorrow and all thee above.
So many questions run through
my mind. I can't stand the thoughts
of suicide

they're here all time.
All I need is love and
to forget about my past
Which haunts everything I do
thats why I crash....
Do shrinx really work?
I wanna find out..I wanna
Get that Cure.
Why are razors so hungry for my
blood?.No, I think it's just
because I wanna cut.
Aheh
(slim and sleek)
Insanity is always there.
Obscured My looks become.
Confusing me of what I am.
Died I will be shunned(or become).
Things I Love♥♥♥
My Husband♥♥
Acting
Underachieving
The lion kinggg
Mickey and Minnie Mouse
Starbucks
Dashboard Confessional
Piracy
Sunny Days
Rainy Days
Cold Days
Poetry
Pomegranates
Ripped Jeans
My Friends
Pokemon
Care Bares
Eyeliner
Tequila
Vitamin Water
Monster
Red Bull
Rockstars
Pretty Much Any Energy Drink
Pancakes
Music
Screamos
Horror Movies
Rocky Horror Show
being outside
Your mom
Being fucked Sideways
Affection
Simple Pleasures
The Wonder Pets
Diet Soda
Getting Hugged From Behind
Hoodies
Intelligence
Winter
Hickies
Autumn
Watching People
Tattoos
Piercings
Mascara
Romantic Sweet Caring guys
the Word Rawr
Optimism
Humanitarianism
Cannibalism
Meaningful Conversations
The Warm Sunshine On A Cold Day
Urban Outfitters
Chucks
Stalkers
Outcast
Smilie Faces I Use Them Alot :)
And Lots More.
Things That I Absolutely Fuckin Hate!
GINGER KIDS!!!!!
Clowns
Pigeons
War
Being Hung Up On
Plastics And Fakes
Onions
Bananas
Fattie Foods
Fattie Cakes
Stupidity
Violence
Menthol Cigarettes
Light Cigarettes
Country Music
Most Rap Music
Math
School
Whores
Cheaters
Liars
Goodie Goods
Scene Kids
Waffles
Chocolate
America
The Army
Annoying Kids
Most Little Kids That Can Talk
Boredom
Being Tired
Ignorance
Abortions
Drug Addicts
Racism
Summer
My Father
FANNIE PACKS!!
Anger
Fights
Bitches Who Dont Know What Theyre Talking About
Spelling
Grammer
People Who Act Black But Are The Whitest People In The World
People Who fight And Kill For No Reason
Bitches Who Dont Finish Shit That They Start
And Much Much More

My Interests



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Myspace Games

I'd like to meet:



Vegetarianism!

give it a try?


Music:

The Distillers, Lola Ray, Pink Floyd, The Faint, The Dead Kennedys, NOFX, The Offspring, The Vandels, Black Flag, Anti-flag, Shiny Toy Guns, The Clash, Rancid, Streetlight Manifesto, Bad Religion, The Transplants, Garbage, Mindless Self Indulgence, t00l, The Cranberries, Nightmare of You, Chiodos, Drop Dead Gorgeous, Hole, PlayRadioPlay, The Spill Canvas, Bloodhound Gang, tATu, Meg and Dia, Flyleaf, Green Day, A Perfect Circle, System of a Down, Slipknot, Cold, Marilyn Manson, Smile Empty Soul, Evanescence, Jacks Mannequin, Hollywood Undead, Bright Eyes, Panic! at the Disco, Tokio Hotel, The Birthday Massacre, Start Trouble, Sum41, Brand New, The Medic Droid, Rob Zombie, All Time Low, Fall Out Boy, Job For A Cowboy, Flobots, Suicide Silence, Sugarcult.

Movies:

Thirteen, Life is Beautiful, SLC Punk, Phantom of the Opera, Edward Scissorhands, The Notebook, Pirates of the Caribbean trilogy, Nick of Time, The Butterfly Effect, Batman Begins, Saw trilogy, Not Another Teen Movie, Family Guy: The Untold Story, Happy Feet, Matchstick Men, Surfs Up, Lord of The Rings trilogy, Harry Potter trilogy, Across the Universe, August Rush, The Breakfast Club, Pump Up the Volume, Juno, Superbad, I Am Legend, Charlie Bartlett, Chocolate, The Secret Window, Dead Silence, White Men Can't Jump, Blade, Surfs Up, SuperTrooper

Television:

Invader Zim, Family Guy, Aqua Teen Hunger Force, South Park, Robot Chicken, Tom Goes to the Mayor, Futurama, Blue Collar TV, 12 oz mouse, Iron Chef, Perfect Hair Forever, Sponge Bob

Books:

Soldier X, Running with Scissors, Give A Boy A Gun, The Thief Lord, Wayne, The Truth About Forever, The Luckiest Girl in the World, Wasteland, Inside Out, Cut, The Best Little Girl in the World, Kerosene, Shattering Glass, Please Stop Laughing at Me, HP, The Burn Journals, Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse, Chicken Noodle Soup, Crosses,

Heroes:

I like to set my own goals and my own standards, thanks.

My Blog

I Couldnt Think of Anything Better For a Name

Tears roll off her cheeks As raindrops trail down her windowHer room is where she hides nowWhere she prays she wasn't so weakToo many times she's been this wayShattered, cold, and aloneHis harsh words...
Posted by Z»Candle Light °Ø®gåsm"«]1k on Mon, 01 Sep 2008 06:10:00 PST

The Mask

This mask I wear,she serves me well,she hides my pain,so they can't tell.They see her smile,never my tears,she shows no sorrow,she fights all my fears.They believe she is me,if only they knew,that she...
Posted by Z»Candle Light °Ø®gåsm"«]1k on Mon, 01 Sep 2008 05:17:00 PST

Blade of Happiness

Once you said those words I just stared at my floor.Unable to move or cryI just think about what you said to me before"Stupid" i whispered to myselfThen the tears just started to pour outAnd I couldn'...
Posted by Z»Candle Light °Ø®gåsm"«]1k on Wed, 02 Jul 2008 11:50:00 PST

Wish

If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lip...
Posted by Z»Candle Light °Ø®gåsm"«]1k on Sun, 29 Jun 2008 03:00:00 PST

A Prayer To The Lost

Lying in your room under the watchful eye,Staring out the window at the fire in the sky,Your secret life hides behind all your lies,Living in vain, and not allowed to cry,|Your effort means nothi...
Posted by Z»Candle Light °Ø®gåsm"«]1k on Fri, 27 Jun 2008 01:57:00 PST

Your Lies

Funny when things never change Even when you say they will But while your off s(rewing her My life is standing still You tell me that you love me When I go to leave You tell me I'm your only one...
Posted by Z»Candle Light °Ø®gåsm"«]1k on Fri, 27 Jun 2008 01:36:00 PST

Overpass

Have you ever just wanted to scream to the world at the top of the tallest overpass human has ever stumbled upon? Just drag those heavy heels over the edge and float away? Fly...
Posted by Z»Candle Light °Ø®gåsm"«]1k on Fri, 23 May 2008 11:45:00 PST

Worst wrriting ever done by me

I still have a lil fucked up pictureOne of me and youWe both look happyBut that pictureIs just going to go in the bookWith all the other picturesI have to learn to forget youBut its so hard to..You wo...
Posted by Z»Candle Light °Ø®gåsm"«]1k on Tue, 13 May 2008 06:37:00 PST

Saturday..

She Smiles The thoughts deep inside her burn. They burn and produce a fire. You can only see the fire in the r...
Posted by Z»Candle Light °Ø®gåsm"«]1k on Mon, 28 Apr 2008 10:25:00 PST

Queen of (broken) Hearts

Pick a card, any card. Open your eyes, let down your guard. The Queen of Hearts? Well I'm sorry, Son, That's one's broken. Pick another one. You want to continue? Well, if that's your desire, But don'...
Posted by Z»Candle Light °Ø®gåsm"«]1k on Mon, 28 Apr 2008 10:27:00 PST