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Hot Toddy

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About Me

I'm the guitar player for Garblejunk, which is acoustic death metal. We've also been called "coffee shop rock at a meth lab." Add us! I've been playing guitar for about 7 years now. I'm also a composer. Layout Provided By FreeCodeSource.com - Myspace Layouts

My Interests

music, movies, [adult swim], fun, piercings, tattoos, guitar, swords, mind-altering situations.
You Are 76% Open Minded
You are so open minded that your brain may have fallen out!
Well, not really. But you may be confused on where you stand.
You don't have a judgemental bone in your body, and you're very accepting.
You enjoy the best of every life philosophy, even if you sometimes contradict yourself. How Open Minded Are You?

I'd like to meet:

Bands, other composers, and anyone who loves music, plays music, and/or writes music. Otherwise, cool people. Oh yeah, and girls.

Music:

Tool, Primus, A Perfect Circle, System of a Down, Lamb of God, Slipknot, Smashing Pumpkins, Stone Sour, Snow Patrol, Rage Against the Machine, Pink Floyd, Nirvana, Flogging Molly, film scores

Movies:

Grandma's Boy, Dazed and Confused, Shaun of the Dead, Pirates of the Caribbean, Lord of the Rings, Finding Neverland, Napolean Dynamite, Last Samurai, Koyaanisqatsi, Kill Bill

Television:

METALOCALYPSE!!! [adult swim], Futurama, Family Guy, Aquateen Hungerforce, Mythbusters, Dirty Jobs

Books:

Harry Potter, Lord of the Rings

Heroes:

Tool, System of a Down, Hans Zimmer

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You Are Absinthe
You are a sloppy drunk, purposely so
If drinking doesn't make you feel crazy, it's not any fun
Truth be told, you tend to prefer drugs to drinking
But you'd never pass up any absinthe that came your way! What Alcoholic Drink Are You?
Your Quirk Factor: 70%
You're so quirky, it's hard for you to tell the difference between quirky and normal.
No doubt about it, there's little about you that's "normal" or "average." How Quirky Are You?
You Are 42% Evil
You are evil, but you haven't yet mastered the dark side.
Fear not though - you are on your way to world domination. How Evil Are You?

My Blog

A poem/song I wrote last night

Temporary happinessIt is wonderful to be happy,One way or another,But what's it like when you know,You know it won't last?It has been far too long,Too long since I was this happy,But I know that far t...
Posted by Hot Toddy on Sat, 11 Aug 2007 07:24:00 PST

My life at this point in time

I am in Georgia at the moment visiting Megan. I'm happy for the first time in over a year. I'm not looking forward to Tuesday because I will be leaving. I don't think I'm going to be able to handle it...
Posted by Hot Toddy on Sat, 11 Aug 2007 07:19:00 PST

Another poem

I am sitting here thinking about what we had, Passion and love filled our embrace, The world could have come to an end, But the love that we had would have withstood the devastation, We looked into ea...
Posted by Hot Toddy on Sun, 01 Apr 2007 12:58:00 PST

Why am I here?

I wish I knew a good answer to this question. I really do. I'm so fed up with everyone and everything. What is the purpose of even trying anymore? Nothing has meaning, especially life. We live, w...
Posted by Hot Toddy on Thu, 22 Mar 2007 09:37:00 PST

Another poem

I cannot feel anymore, I am haunted, By this ghost of what used to be, Cherished memories, Moments of exuberant joy, Are all fading, The longer it has been, The long the days get, Am I a condemned per...
Posted by Hot Toddy on Wed, 21 Mar 2007 12:50:00 PST

New poem, written last night

Ever since you left, My fears have awakened, I have been spiraling out of control, For eight months. Nothing makes sense, Without you here, My vision has been twisted, Darkened by life. I can only hop...
Posted by Hot Toddy on Mon, 12 Feb 2007 07:10:00 PST

I just give up

It seems like everytime that I like a girl, they're either in a relationship or they're interested in someone else. Why the fuck does this always happen to me? I just want to be happy again, but I don...
Posted by Hot Toddy on Fri, 09 Feb 2007 06:47:00 PST

Coming to terms

I am coming to terms with the fact that girls aren't or don't want to date me. After 22 years on the frontlines, attempting to make headway with girls, I've decided to just retire from active duty. No...
Posted by Hot Toddy on Thu, 12 Oct 2006 09:14:00 PST

Damn, I'm sick of this

Today would have been six months, a half a year, with Megan. But it wasn't. Instead, I'm here, all alone, almost wishing that something bad will happen to me. Fuck this fucking world.
Posted by Hot Toddy on Fri, 14 Jul 2006 09:07:00 PST

Life sucks

My life is in utter shambles right now. Everything is falling apart and there is no way to keep it together. I don't understand why my life has to fall apart right when things are starting to look up....
Posted by Hot Toddy on Tue, 27 Jun 2006 05:51:00 PST