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Phage

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About Me


"...the fibre of my being"
[unforgivably ugly on the inside]
Myers-Briggs : i N T j
someone once said to me:
"you have inside of you a kind of absence, a lacking that draws people in"
::: born of half Hungarian half Welsh/Indian descent living in Australia. introverted and detached, bordering sociopathy yet coming across as cool, calm and collected I am a rather antisocial person with subsequent antisocial/self-destructive behavior. cynically reserved, selectively shallow with a sadistic sense of humor I am often very judgemental despite how little I am intrapersonally involved with the world around me. most people conclude me to be an arrogant narcissistic cunt.
::: I work as a technician in corporate support as well doing occasional commissioned illustration/oil work and modelling. although I like and am good at what I do, my indecisive aspirations are far too removed from where I am now. main media interests are in anything sci-fi/cyberpunk/post apocalypse/chemical; I do not watch TV. I am a comic book geek, gamer geek and junkie white trash loosely integrated within goth/emo/rave and cyberculture scenes but ultimately a perpetual interloper.
::: I love things that epitomise the destrudo and displace the ego, remove the attachment to the material and nullify emotion. realising the impermanence of everything in an autonomic existance.
currently playing: Monster Hunter Freedom 2
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My Interests

:::interests
0.0: illustration
0.0: painting
0.0: design
0.0: animation
0.0: minimalism
0.0: installation
0.0: pop-art culture
0.0: post structuralism
0.0: nihilism
0.1: comics
0.1: games
0.1: IT & T
0.2: modelling
0.2: body mods
0.2: chemicals
0.3: space opera
0.3: science fiction
0.3: futurism
0.3: retro-futurism
0.3: dark sci-fi
0.3: dieselpunk
0.3: cyberpunk
0.3: splatterpunk
0.3: post apocalypse
0.4: hungary
0.4: russia
0.4: india
0.4: japan

Music:

:::genres
1.0: Industrial
1.0: Oldschool Industrial
1.1: Noise
1.1: Breakcore
1.1: Speedcore
1.1: Power Noise
1.1: Power Electronics
1.2: Experimental
1.2: Avante Garde
1.2: Classical
1.2: Ambient
1.3: Glitch
1.3: Electro
1.3: Electroclash
1.3: Dark Electro
1.4: Dark Psi
1.4: Hardstyle
1.4: Drum 'n' Bass
1.5: Hip-Hop
1.6: Gabber

Movies:

:::titles
2.0: Blade Runner
2.0: Johnny Mneumonic
2.1: The Fifth Element
2.1: Event Horizon
2.1: Frank Herbert's Dune
2.2: Tron
2.2: A Clockwork Orange
2.2: 2001: a Space Odyssey
2.3: Gattacca
2.2: Soylent Green
2.2: Westworld
2.3: Twelve Monkeys
2.4: Requiem for a Dream
2.4: Ghost in the Shell
2.4: Battle Angel Alita
2.5: American History X

Television:

// Lexx
// Ergo Proxy

Books:

:::titles
3.0: Frank Herbert's Dune
3.0: Chapterhouse: Dune
3.0: The Butlerian Jihad
3.0: The Machine Crusade
3.1: Do androids dream of electric sheep?
3.1: Blade Runner: Replicant Night
3.2: Neuromancer
3.2: Count Zero
3.2: Pattern Recognition
3.2: A Scanner Darkly
3.3: Aeon Genesis
3.4: Less than Zero
3.4: Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance
3.4: Geek Love

Heroes:

x.x Jan Svankmajer
x.x Franz Kafka
x.x Roland Barthes
x.x Trevor Goodchild
x.x Raphael Sorel
x.x Roy Batty & Pris
x.x Elexis Sinclair
x.x Simon Phoenix
x.x Jean Reno
x.x Takeshi Kaneshiro
x.x Durham Red
x.x Ma Jae-Yoon
x.x Rain(Jung Ji-Hoon)

My Blog

»» neglected blogging

"it's all about this constant addiction"-1070 re-awaken the genius0 discover the lost art, accomplish0 never allow my self-defining confidence in who and what I am failTAKE OVER THE WORLD.these next f...
Posted by Phage on Sun, 27 May 2007 05:28:00 PST

»» day 02 +++[edit] : update!

of not smoking4 hours sleepconstant level of stresstoday will be interesting+[edit] : Gollies was awesome, despite being not++[edit] : 01 week, still going strong cold turkey+++[edit] : urge to kill r...
Posted by Phage on Tue, 13 Mar 2007 04:19:00 PST

.. bit scat

confused impatient frustrated inactivefeeling unsure connected waitingglazed wanting obscuring studiedfailure strategy intuition correctwhats the worse that could happen? ...
Posted by Phage on Fri, 03 Nov 2006 04:03:00 PST

» my issues have been addressed

___friday at work out of the blue I was abruptly requested to attend a meeting with my manager and one of the other floor managers.  there had been no prior mention of the meeting and I knew it w...
Posted by Phage on Sun, 22 Oct 2006 06:23:00 PST

» last w/e...

___fridayI swapped for a saturday shift with a workmate and subsequently had friday rostered off, I spent most of it hanging out with Kris and geeking it up, and icing it up. I wont give details as th...
Posted by Phage on Sun, 22 Oct 2006 05:33:00 PST

Body: Adult Questions! So run along now Kiddies!!

Body: ADULT QUESTIONS HERE. IF YOU CAN'T TAKE IT, DON'T READ! Most surveys on myspace are pointless and childish, there's nothing different about this one......lets see what kinda balls (or eggs) ya...
Posted by Phage on Sun, 19 Feb 2006 06:48:00 PST