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About Me

I'm a believer in existence being an entity unto itself; insomuch as nothing we do during our time on this Earth will warrant us eternal bliss or condemn us to eternal damnation. Why raise your children to avoid "danger" for fear of hell? Why raise your children to believe that doing good deeds only have value if others recognize them?
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My Interests

Sketching people who exist only in my mind Eating groceries I purchase with my paycheck Smelling my fingernails--- what IS that smell?

I'd like to meet:

Anyone who has the slightest idea what the fuck we're going to do.

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Music:

Current infatuations: Tilly and the Wall, Regina Spektor, old school Kate Bush, START BZOINK.COM SURVEY CODE
Your Life: The Soundtrack
Opening credits: Original Sin- Meatloaf
Waking up: Lonely Day- Phantom Planet
Average day: Somedays- Regina Spektor
First date: Building a Mystery- Sarah McLachlan
Falling in love: Down in the Harbour- Tom Waits
Love scene: Wild is the Wind- Cat Power (David Bowie cover)
Fight scene: Drain the Blood- The Distillers
Breaking up: Ruby's Arms- Tom Waits
Getting back together: Stay Awake- Suzanne Vega
Secret love: Damned Ladies- Rufus Wainwright
Life's okay: Letter from an Occupant- New Pornographers
Mental breakdown: Wild women with Steak Knives- Diamanda Galas
Driving: The Flower Duet- Lakme
Learning a lesson: Prisoners- Regina Spektor
Deep thought: Not Only Human- Heather Nova
Flashback: This Side of the Blue- Joanna Newsom
Partying: Yoshimi Battles the Pink Robots- The Flaming Lips
Happy dance: Quand la musique est Bonne!- Jeanne Jacques Goldmann
Regreting: Petals- Hole
Long night alone: My Lagan Love- Kate Bush
Death scene: Hope There's Someone- Antony and the Johnsons
Closing credits: Down to London- Joe Jackson
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Life's Lyrics
Love
Lyric: I fell in love with love one night when the moon was full~~ I was unwise with eyes unable to see~~ I fell in love with love everlasting~~ but love fell out with me
Song/Artist: Falling in love With Love- Rogers and Hammerstein
Hate
Lyric: I'm a tree that grows hearts~~ one for each that you take~~ You're the intruder's hand~~ I'm the branch that you break
Song/Artist: Bachelorette- BjÃ¶rk
Anxious
Lyric: In my cell I'm tattooing myself with mermaid and swallows and though I do swallow my mama thinks I'm grown but I'm really just little...and someday I will remember
Song/Artist: Prisoners- Regina Spektor
Relaxed
Lyric: Let me be weak~~ Let me sleep~~ and dream of sheep~~ oh, their breath is warm, and they smell like sleep...they take me deeper and deeper~~ like poppies, heavy with seed~~
Song/Artist: Dream of Sheep- Kate Bush
Happiness
Lyric: If I die today I'll be the Happy Phantom~~ and I'll go chasing the nuns out in the yard
Song/Artist: Happy Phantom- Tori Amos
Depression
Lyric: I'll walk the plank and I'll jump with a smile... ... ... you've left me with nothing, but I've worked with less
Song/Artist: Dilate- Ani DiFranco
Fear
Lyric: Oh, I'm scared of the middle place between life and nowhere
Song/Artist: Hope there's someone- Antony and the Johnsons
Confusion
Lyric: There's something moving under the ice, moving under ice, through water, trying to get out of the cold water, someone help them, it's me....it's me...it's me
Song/Artist: Under Ice- Kate Bush
Dirty
Lyric: He's exploring the taste of her
Song/Artist: Venus as a Boy- BjÃ¶rk
Crushed
Lyric: If my heart's soaking wet, boy your boots can leave a mess
Song/Artist: Hey Jupiter- Tori Amos
Giving up
Lyric: Tugging at the seatbelt~~ I'm jumping out the saddle~~ I'm shuffling my feet around~~ I'm kneeling at the Steeple
Song/Artist: Bad Education- Tilly and the Wall
Numb
Lyric: Take the field and take the field~~ for a war would be much more fun than this numbness
Song/Artist: Numbness- Tori Amos
Rejected
Lyric: i'll make everyone pay and you will see~~ you can kill yourself now because you're dead in my mind
Song/Artist: Man that you Fear- Marilyn Manson
Satisfied
Lyric: You got us lost but at the next cross you said, 'I don't care where we are...I'm in the right car."
Song/Artist: Magnolia Street- Catie Curtis
Lonely
Lyric: I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do~~ and I hurt myself by hurting you
Song/Artist: Hurt- Christina Aguilera
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Movies:

Shakma, The Killing Of Satan, The ManitouT*U*R*B*U*L*E*N*C*E!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*****Me & You & Everyone we Know*****::Palindromes::Audition, Amelie, Dancer In The Dark, Magnolia, City of The Lost Children, Imitation of Life, A Scanner Darkly

Television:

Family Guy, What Not To Wear, Top Chef

Books:

1)Heartbreaking Work of Staggering Genius 2)Vurt (and/or) Nymphomation 3)Still Holding 4)Invisible Monsters 5)Choke 6)Requiem For A Dream 7)One Pill Makes You Smaller

Heroes:

Blanche Devereaux

My Blog

Zero

Hope can't be lost if you have no point of reference to where it last wasYou can climb your way up out of the pit, but the dirt's just gonna keep on filling in the spaces around youOptimism is only as...
Posted by Sick Sad Moocow on Sun, 26 Aug 2007 10:35:00 PST

part of my long night

In the lobby there are hundreds of people; faces that I recognize-- my parents, my friends, people that I love, people that I see everyday at the mall-- A man; the concierge maybe-- he announces that ...
Posted by Sick Sad Moocow on Thu, 05 Jul 2007 09:24:00 PST

Oxygen Mask

No heroics; no terrorists and enraged AmericansNo wistful phonecalls to be played forever on DatelineNo Great American StoryThe plane is going downengine failureor something routineno drama; no sense ...
Posted by Sick Sad Moocow on Mon, 11 Jun 2007 02:28:00 PST

The Great Hate (or; How I learned to adore my rage)

Have you ever met someone that you immediately disliked?Perhaps for a reason; maybe they were a raging dick the first time they met you....they punched your granny in the gut and spat in your face.......
Posted by Sick Sad Moocow on Sun, 06 May 2007 02:46:00 PST

You can't draw a circle around yourself in the sand without your footprints ruining part of it

More often than not, I feel like quitting my job.The main problem is that I need to have the structure that work provides in my life...and there's no other job that will pay me as well for the time be...
Posted by Sick Sad Moocow on Mon, 09 Apr 2007 11:43:00 PST

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I'm watching youlike tethered ends of a cordwe are symetrically apartand I'm watching youwithout wordswe draw closer to a meeting pointwith feet unmovingwe're drawnand I'm watching youyou're cryingyou...
Posted by Sick Sad Moocow on Sun, 25 Mar 2007 01:53:00 PST

Lithium

**Read the following set of lyrics carefully-- if you already know the song, don't try to sing it...just read the words like poetry**Im so happy cause todayIve found my friends ...Theyre in my headIm ...
Posted by Sick Sad Moocow on Sun, 25 Feb 2007 06:52:00 PST

The news horribly marrs another infant catastrophy

Tell me if this headline makes you laugh: "GREASY, CRYING BABY FOUND IN OVEN."Are we really so jaded that "BABY FOUND IN OVEN" isn't shocking enough? It seems like a madlibs game to me:Joani: Richar...
Posted by Sick Sad Moocow on Mon, 22 Jan 2007 10:16:00 PST

already into 2007 and....

I've been meaning to write this since the day it happened-- when I couldn't sleep and surfed continuously through channels 46-73 (there's always something on-- a Lifetime movie, a makeover show, young...
Posted by Sick Sad Moocow on Sun, 07 Jan 2007 02:21:00 PST

AM profundity

entrenched in morning the three hands of slumber smacking my face-- pointing accusatory fingers into the frigid, still airand such darkness-- not even the royal blue-purple of impending sunrisejust in...
Posted by Sick Sad Moocow on Sun, 17 Dec 2006 04:41:00 PST