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Joy

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About Me

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To thine single eye be true.
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Like most of the others, I was a seeker, a mover, a malcontent, and at times a stupid hell-raiser. I was never idle long enough to do much thinking, but I felt somehow that my instincts were right. I shared a vagrant optimism that some of us were making real progress, that we had taken an honest road, and that the best of us would inevitably make it over the top.
At the same time, I shared a dark suspicion that the life we were leading was a lost cause, that we were all actors, kidding ourselves along on a senseless odyssey. It was the tension between these two poles - a restless idealism on one hand and a sense of impending doom on the other - that kept me going.

The Rum Diary, Hunter S. Thompson _________________________________________________________

My Interests

light, books, writing, photography, dance dance dance, redwoods, gardens, children, doggies, the beach, santa cruz, hermetic philosophy, roomservice, kundalini yoga, qabbalah, northwest washington, england, painting, brazil, places i've been and those i haven't, melting, balance, massage therapy, energy work, rock climbing, the ineffable plan, family, my cuz, autonomy, strong women, grrrrr, 600 thread count, sleep, cozying, design, feng shui, singing songs along along, ascension... CURRENT MOON lunar phase

I'd like to meet:

people, folk, etc.

(young drifter, san francisco, 2/16/07)
photo and story by Tom Stone

he says san francisco is twisted.

says he can see it in their eyes on their way. before they stop. bad intent. no shame. like they can buy anything. have anything.

they can't.

yet there's no end to them. and the things they ask. and expect.

joe's been panhandling.

he reads people. says that most people who give can't afford to give. many are people who were once where he is. people who've gotten out.

but those who can afford to, don't.

he's sitting on the sidewalk by a puddle.

as i sit, he apologizes for any smell. he hasn't had a shower in some time.

he split home when he was 14. hopped a freight train and joined the circus. used his brother's id. he's been on the street a year longer than he's been alive.

says he "was always a rebel." and quickly "still am."

a picture?

"you're not going to down me, are you?"

disparage him and his condition.

"no i'm not going to down you."

Music:

erykah badu, tori amos, ani difranco, radiohead, jolli holland, fiona apple, oasis, bjork, sneaker pimps, rickie lee jones, pj harvey, the yeah yeah yeahs, nirvana, knox ziegler, portishead, morcheeba, silver sun pickups, arcade fire, cold war kids, kate nash, joanna newsome, rufus wainwright, alice smith, nelly furtado, devendra banhart

Movies:

the station agent, breakfast at tiffany's, the usual suspects, roman holiday, interview with a vampire, eternal sunshine of a spotless mind, easy rider, alice in wonderland, gia, witches of eastwick, woman on top, amelie, the incredibles, the professional, love in the afternoon, reservoir dogs, bottle rocket, wristcutters: a love story, everything is illuminated, into the wild

Books:

osmosis

My Blog

reminders to self and others

Smell the fires in the hills Are we moving faster now Or sliding back in Retrograde The appearance of a slow lurch Backwards Check the contents, The substance Our minds Will draw back and a...
Posted by Joy on Wed, 25 Jun 2008 11:23:00 PST

days of greatest light

I stand at the corner of two winds How loudly do they call you? I call to them Loudly   Sun beam on star shoulders My ancestress moon gaze The cross between Two winds Tug of war In ea...
Posted by Joy on Fri, 20 Jun 2008 01:56:00 PST

salted

Trust in me For I am your one and only   Blank sheet waiting to be filled, Cup over flowing   The lamp's been out for weeks now As maps and oracles are consulted   The balderda...
Posted by Joy on Wed, 21 May 2008 10:42:00 PST

apple eyes

there is a day along the waywhen little shells will openand children will eat applesand remove the pebbles from their eyesthese new onesvisited upon me a divine lightin wake and sleeptime kissesi noti...
Posted by Joy on Wed, 30 Apr 2008 03:23:00 PST

end to ladders

i am through with ladders,earthly or spiritual.what if i chose to stand outside,remove myself,refuse to participate.i want to shake the ladderwatch it crumble to the groundsee the Authority lose its a...
Posted by Joy on Wed, 19 Mar 2008 09:24:00 PST

opportunities for growth

Our souls and higher selves contracted for this lifetime the karma or lessons that we are to learn during this incarnation. Each person's trials in life manifest in order to teach so an individual can...
Posted by Joy on Sat, 08 Mar 2008 12:46:00 PST

miles and miles

reading,and the night gets a little eerie.not yet late night,not yet dream time.who comes to me in dreamseach a bit differentas real as waking or moreit don't have to be prettysliced up and bubble wra...
Posted by Joy on Mon, 03 Mar 2008 06:35:00 PST

demon days

lazy bones knows, as the trouble growsand the color goes from one to the otherthe problem with peanut butterand halcyonand a body occupiedby opposing forceswho wins out at any given momentand the seco...
Posted by Joy on Wed, 13 Feb 2008 02:04:00 PST

all together

backlashflashbackturn it round againand purify what needs purifyingget your head straight, and your heart rightnot on a sleeve or strapped to a bootwe are all nearbyin my skin, in my headevery atomget...
Posted by Joy on Tue, 05 Feb 2008 10:39:00 PST

of noble heart

we have the same look you and i it is something in the jaw line or a cheek bonefreck enough, a caramel coloringsavor dayswho is whoi count on you to separateas i do the meldingthis is the dancecelebra...
Posted by Joy on Tue, 08 Jan 2008 08:12:00 PST