man got to sit and wonder why, why, why |
Dieting (again)Stopped smoking cigarettes (again)Rocking the gym shorts (again)Started taking the big W (again)Repeating myself over and over and over and over, but today it doesn't seem so hopeless.Y...
Posted by on Mon, 23 Jun 2008 18:58:00 GMT |
getting better is overrated |
awake is the new sleepfatigue is just depression minus the urge to step out into trafficmiss the rush of a double dose... blurring days, blah blah blahwirk, werk, workanxiety gave me a reason tobetter...
Posted by on Sat, 07 Jun 2008 17:56:00 GMT |
i miss the way we used to argue... |
It isn't necessarily Joel that I miss anymore, but the idea of him, the memory of him. Memories unearth and shake my core briefly for a moment. I cried in the shower today.It's been 5 years since I ...
Posted by on Tue, 29 Apr 2008 16:27:00 GMT |
An anxious wait |
It's not a competition.It's a comparison.constant.constant.comparison.The everyday doesn't get to bethe hero,the fantasy,the image on the screencause everyday is every day.it's realityit's conflictit'...
Posted by on Tue, 22 Apr 2008 12:01:00 GMT |
No one gives it to you. You have to take it. |
Entitlement is bullshit, and laziness is not an excuse. That's the problem with people these days. Everyone thinks they are fucking owed something. Everyone figures that as long as there is someone...
Posted by on Fri, 18 Apr 2008 08:17:00 GMT |
sometimes you forget to forget |
There is a vacancy in thepushand pullA silence, neither deafeningnor sweet.Something is invading.No soulful climb to the summit,No sunset dissolving into the hillswith peaches and lilacs.Trek along th...
Posted by on Tue, 15 Apr 2008 08:10:00 GMT |
ick. |
To celebrate my birthday as best a masochist can, I have decided to detox as a way to start my new year. I am currently trying to rid my body of the following (as best I can): Nicotine, Caffeine, Mea...
Posted by on Mon, 07 Apr 2008 19:42:00 GMT |
Thermodynamics can explain this? |
In thermodynamics we rely on three laws that can be applied to the universe: - In any process, the total energy of the universe remains at large. Energy cannot be created or destroyed. - The entropy ...
Posted by on Wed, 02 Apr 2008 11:09:00 GMT |
FATE IS ENTROPIC |
So the last few months I have been reflecting on some of the decisions I have made. It’s not that I sit there and regret these things. It’s more of a "what the hell was I thinking... hin...
Posted by on Mon, 31 Mar 2008 17:56:00 GMT |
The craziest 8 months of my life |
So I realized it’s been forever and a day since I checked my myspace page, and forever and a day since I posted anything new. Lame lame lame. Don’t take it as any offense: it’s jus...
Posted by on Sun, 30 Mar 2008 16:03:00 GMT |
