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~*~DOnT..lOOk..TWicE~*~

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so first thangs first duudes....the name is mariA motha fuckin zayEd....im exstremly sarcastic, so you best have a good sense of humor if your gonna chit chat wit me. i love to say things that gets people to look at me in disbelief like OMG did that grl just say No way! i love all animals, but my fave would have to be dolphins and monkeys (yes its a tie) im exstremly loving to pretty much everyone, unless you have done something to me to make me distrust or dislike, then i put my priorites straight and i may not give you the same amount of attention (but hey it happens) it bugs me when people think they have a right to judge me.....il do what i do and you can keep on doin what you do....if we happen to meet up somewhere down the line, beautiful, if not....i belive things happen for a reason. i have learned to take each day as a blessin...a new chance to achieve new goals...to make someone smile.....to make someone pissed....to make someone feel loved, even hated.....i figure we will all get what we deserve....either now or later.....i may come off "too nice" but i got me, i dont allow anyone to walk over my kindness....time is valuable, i dont like waiting around for things to happen.im more of a "lets do this now or never" cant wait around for life just cant, its too damn short!especially when you have to take a chance that things will turn out the way you wish them to, its hard for me to trust people and their intentions, its even harder when they got you all kinds of twisted. i am oppinionated to a fault, i dont enjoy taking orders from no one, i hate hearing i told you so. but i love to make my own mistakes, and belive me i have made sum pretty hasty decisions in my time...but i have learned my lessons my way. this is me, if thats not enough...kiss MY ass cause i didnt care to begin with.......much love either wayi have come to realize that i am a truly blessed individual and i could never ask for a better support group....to my family, i would never want to experience this world without you..thanx for teaching me to be strong, sarcastic, loving and for being rebelious to a fault!...to my friends, thank you for having the balls to stick around...but HEY im cute right? all joking aside i have been blessed with some very good friends, you know who you are, and i must say these last few years wouldnt have been the same without you by my side- to the drunken late conversations...the years of being utterly depressed with life/love/family the days spent inside our heads with music to tie us together.....the night conversations on the phone that easily became morning conversations (omg is 9:01) thanks for always being the best dicks a chick can have :) i love you guys more then il ever be able to describe..:) to you AMO- you have been by far the biggest inspiration to my life, you have always known what to say to put a smile on my face, and you have always seeen me for me and nothing else. i cant even express to you in words what you meant to me, and i consider myself a very lucky laddy to have had the honor in knowing you...RIP my amo.... Mr. Byron....my dear i have never given up hope, i know i will see you again soon. i cant belive its almost a year...you will always remain in my heart, my thoughts, and my prayers. ~*~send transmisson to the one armed scissor~*~ lets bring them trooops home! no more pointless death..no more children being sacraficed in the name of...how can we all just sit back in comfort with our multi-million dollar distractions. and here i thought we were all better then this. pssh what a disapointment.....we are a pretty greedy nation...lets re-teach ourselves the value in life and not to waste it so easily. now then with all that being said......umm im mariA motha fucking zayEd......if your not happy..move on. ******AIM comeasyouare444
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My Interests

poetry, writting, music, movies...ppl.....pretty much anything thats mind stimulating. ii love being vulgar and loud....somewhat sarcastic....i love it the most when i can learn the little insecurities of others and teach them to just "laugh it off"... i liek gettin people to look at me with the face of "surprise" like "no way did that chick just say that........what the fuck is wrong with her" or "i didnt know a girl could be smart"
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Name: mariA zAyed
Birthdate: april, 8th, 1988
Birthplace: chicago
Current Location: oswego
Eye Color: brown
Hair Color: myabe its more a dark brown these days
Height: 5'6
Piercings: 4
Tatoos: 1
Boyfriend/Girlfriend: SINGLE
Overused Phraze: HEY NOW
FAVORITES
Food: pizza or humus
Candy: laffy taffy or circus penuts...mmm
Number: 5s (5, 15,25,ect)
Color: red or black and pink
Animal: dolphins and monkeys
Drink: prolly anything highly caffinated
Alcohol Drink: jager and monster
Bagel: asiago cheese
Letter: F
Body Part on Opposite sex: eyes and lips
This or That
Pepsi or Coke: coke
McDonalds or BurgerKing: bk lounge
Strawberry or Watermelon: strawberrys
Hot tea or Ice tea: ice tea
Chocolate or Vanilla lol chocolate (its just soooO good)
Hot Chocolate or Coffee: cofffffe
Kiss or Hug: both
Dog or Cat: dogs but i like cats 2
Rap or Punk: ahh neither unless its lke anti-flag
Summer or Winter: summer i need sunshine babby
Scary Movies or Funny Movies: funny, but i lke to be scarred to
Love or Money: what is money without love?
YOUR...
Bedtime: around 3am
Most Missed Memory: sitting outside on our lunches at skewl....complaining about politics and the sick food.....i miss yah byron
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Goal for this year: survival
Weakness: its hard for me to trust ppl im pretty stubbourn......i dont let people in......im hot headed..im sure alot more
Fears: pssssssh me?! nothing thank you.
Heritage: 100% PALASTINIAN
Longest relationship: almost 2 years
HAVE YOU...
Ever Drank: yep
Pot: yep way back in the day (which by the way was a wednessday)
Ever been Drunk: yep
Ever been beaten up: yep
Ever beaten someone up: yep its called a rock show.......go enjoy
Ever Shoplifted: yep got busted to
Ever Skinny Dipped: nope
Been Dumped Lately: who me? lol like that ever happens
IN A GUY/GIRL
Favorite Eye Color: brown/black/green/blue
Favorite Hair Color: brown/black/red (who doesnt like the irish look?)jk..
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Height: 5'7 and up cant be taller then you
Style: hmm anything really that shit dont matter
Looks or Personality: personality.......im a talker....you better be interesting
Hot or Cute both....theres a time and a place for everything
Drugs and Alcohol: alchohol (good way to get me to not wana be around)
Muscular or Really Skinny: muscular but not supper muscular.......i dont wanna feel like a sleep next to a brick)
RANDOMS
Number of Regrets in the Past: more then i know.
What country do you want to Visit: palastine or eygpt or in case of emergency CANADA
How do you want to Die: i already know how im gonna die thank you my wants dont matter
Been to the Mall Lately: pssssssh! fuck that shit
Do you like Thunderstorms: yeah....if the company is good
Get along with your Parents: yep.
Health Freak: me? i could honestly live on chocolate doritos pizza and my red pop and be just so content
Do you think your Attractive: yes of course, but who wouldnt?
Believe in Yourself: yes i do
Want to go to College: im in college
Do you Smoke: yes
Do you Drink: busted
Shower Daily: twice usually and sometimes even 3X
Been in Love: yes, i guess there is a first for everything
Do you Sing: lol in my car and in the shower
Want to get Married: im not sure prolly one day
Do you want Children: yeah perhaps one day
Have your future kids names planned out: JR lol poor jr
Hate anyone: not really

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PROUD TO BE
i like meeting new people.......i like hearing new thoughts and new ideas......people never fail to keep me interested. life is to short to be cruel....all sarcasim and joking aside...i despise cold people...i never understood how we can hurt each other so easily, its really sad to think of the power we have and how easily we abuse it. ~
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ILL NEVER LET YOU GO JACK!
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dont spend time worrying so much, sometimes its best to just live.

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someone who could remind me of me
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Music:


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anything heavy or semi alternative soulfly kittie deftones stp marilyn manson tool otep system of a down coal chamber hatebreed.........many more but who has that kinda time?

Movies:


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crash, 11:15 ,spun, requiem of a dream, not to mention my Collectics of pornography.......i personally enjoyed the one with the two womans ramming there............JK
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Television:

LAW AND ORDER: SVU babbby

Books:


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your words leave me in a daze as i plan on fadding out for the moments that dwindle as your words linger.
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Heroes:


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anyone that knows how to stand up for themselves....especially woman....cause motha fucka we come a long way laddies.....dont let some jerk off guy push ur happy ass around.... "no i cant leave him...hes got my cds in his truck" (dane cook)prolly my mom is my biggest heroByron you are my biggest hero of all....thank you
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My Blog

some fuckers love to scew you and others scew you to love you

trusest of truth. never let that guard down, there are people that would love to watch you fall. never show your weaknesses cause then you just spoon fed your defeat to the enemy. i cant know what els...
Posted by ~*~DOnT..lOOk..TWicE~*~ on Mon, 21 Apr 2008 11:40:00 PST

april 17th

so as most of us know, Byrons bday is coming up....and hes still not home. in a few weeks, he will have been missing for a year. its hard to belive that i havent heard his bright expressive voice in a...
Posted by ~*~DOnT..lOOk..TWicE~*~ on Mon, 14 Apr 2008 01:59:00 PST

whats up fuckers!

maria’s words of the weeek: fuck it all with no regret! i cant know you guys, its not always easy to follow your heart,  especially when your hard headed as i. its sometimes hard to trust i...
Posted by ~*~DOnT..lOOk..TWicE~*~ on Mon, 31 Mar 2008 01:11:00 PST

umm yeah three cheers for being an arab woman!

so herrrres the scoop..........im not fuckin perfect. i swear alot. ive been drunk. i smoke like its going outta style. i date. ive loved. ive hated. ive moved out. dont act like you dont do like me. ...
Posted by ~*~DOnT..lOOk..TWicE~*~ on Wed, 19 Mar 2008 11:57:00 PST

this is how i do it.....even better then YOU

so heres what i gotta spill out these days......not much has got me angry......i dont feel so hasty.......which makes things harder to flow......im happy.....sometihng i never knew how to put into wor...
Posted by ~*~DOnT..lOOk..TWicE~*~ on Wed, 12 Mar 2008 02:51:00 PST

DONT FLY THOSE STARS AND STRIPES FOR ME!

it baffles me to think that people are still screaming "anarchy, anarchy"......way to be intellegent fuckers!   dont worry, i got these eyes of mine pointed up to the sky....cause im a daydreamer...
Posted by ~*~DOnT..lOOk..TWicE~*~ on Wed, 20 Feb 2008 10:55:00 PST

sum dreams are better left in bed

a little bit of this...a little bit that....lets keep this interesting....i wont spill a word....allow you the privilege of speech......(when i finally do speak....its clumsy and dull) so dont fret......
Posted by ~*~DOnT..lOOk..TWicE~*~ on Thu, 24 Jan 2008 12:54:00 PST

duuude

lessoned learned dont be too trusting....and never let that gaurd down...
Posted by ~*~DOnT..lOOk..TWicE~*~ on Thu, 13 Dec 2007 02:09:00 PST

yeah im arab so?

         The wind blows a chill seeps to the bone another reminder...... those summer days are thing of the past the fall has always brought about change from t...
Posted by ~*~DOnT..lOOk..TWicE~*~ on Sun, 28 Oct 2007 05:41:00 PST

battle ready!!

dude people can suck big fuckn monkey balls!!!!!!!!!!! blow ME~!words lie and usually mean nothingif only to see the truth withinto understand the thoughts that have been thought outcrawl away, your t...
Posted by ~*~DOnT..lOOk..TWicE~*~ on Fri, 21 Sep 2007 02:15:00 PST