thinking |
so im fucked up lol i miss the good days...endless partyin...staying out late at night...summer...walking around tripping balls...or just walking around with my close friends...i miss the stupid shit ...
Posted by Ben on Tue, 08 Jan 2008 12:36:00 PST |
gf application |
GIRLFRIEND APPLICATION 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5. Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE ...
Posted by Ben on Sun, 16 Sep 2007 07:29:00 PST |
23 days n counting |
i am sick to my stomach and disgusted by this so called "family"...we took their kids cuse no one else that was fucking blood related would step up...kept the kids out of foster care...and now its cau...
Posted by Ben on Mon, 30 Apr 2007 04:06:00 PST |
vent |
i wish i had some more mary jane...everything sucks stress is so high and im tense and so is everyone else in this house....we have 2 new additions to the house a 3 yr old n a 4 yr old now live with u...
Posted by Ben on Thu, 12 Apr 2007 07:56:00 PST |
same old shit |
You would think that over time arguments would change things would get better....yet somehow its like im trapped in the same situation over and over like someones hitting rewind time and time again af...
Posted by Ben on Thu, 21 Dec 2006 09:38:00 PST |
i need to get away.... |
why does it always come down to that one thing it always does..i love how its thrown in my face...i love how the expectations i had do apply to my brother and davie when i was there age....i love how ...
Posted by Ben on Wed, 13 Dec 2006 03:52:00 PST |
pain re-paid |
Hate Scabs my eyes The Scent of Blood Guides me The Victims cries, bones breaking Feed this desire, feed this anger Cut the skin What lies beneath Cut the skin Let the fear bleed out &...
Posted by Ben on Mon, 04 Dec 2006 12:51:00 PST |
path that prevails |
My thoughts cloudedthese nightmares repetitivemy senses numbed for a single moment of clairitythe path that prevails me uncertain and darkwhile at radiating her smile and loveafraid of whats to come, ...
Posted by Ben on Sat, 28 Oct 2006 11:39:00 PST |
breaking |
Left To My Ambitions I Find Myself FeelingShort Of Breath And Losing Hope AgainWhen Will I Be FreeWhen Will I Feel AliveI Am At My End And I Cant BreathI Can't Breathe Everything I Do Is UselessI Can'...
Posted by Ben on Mon, 23 Oct 2006 10:44:00 PST |
killswitch engage |
So i just downloaded their 5 song sampler and wow..its so fuckin good it deserves a blog posting...this cd is gonna be fuckin amazing...:)
Posted by Ben on Fri, 13 Oct 2006 05:12:00 PST |
