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Melissa

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About Me

If you think you know who I am, you just might be surprised! I have changed quite a bit in the last year after losing my little brother. I have a reputation that precedes me. I stand up for what I believe in and voice my opinions and beliefs, even if you don't agree with what I have to say. I am not one of those people that need others. I have a few close "true" friends and a lot of acquaintances. I have a good heart, even though I may not come across that way at times. If you are unsure of what my intentions are, or you might wonder about my thoughts, just ask! I am brutally honest, almost to a fault. I love my family intensely and realize each day how special they are to me, I am truly blessed!

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My Interests

I like to read interesting books (when I have the time),dancing and I will do it all by myself if no one wants to join in,I love to shop, and sleep. Oh I forgot art, so I had to put that in here. I've been to the Louvre and the Pompidou. I just can't say enough about it, it makes my head spin!

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I'd like to meet:

My secret twin!

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Music:

I like just about anything...oh except not a big fan of the country music scene...just to damn depressing for me (oddly enough...I seem to know the old shit). Love the Dead (followed them before Jerry died), 3rd Eye Blind, Nika Costa, Mad Season, Bob Schnider, old Tupac, Gwen, Dave Matthews, Jewewl,Portishead, Sublime, all kinds of techno.

Movies:

About A Boy,Virgin Suicides,& Rules of Attraction.
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Books:

I love to read but my most favorite book of all time is the childrens book ...The Giving Tree! It has such a good message. It is my most absolute favorite ever!!!

THE GIVING TREEOnce there was a giving tree who loved a little boy. And everyday the boy would come to play Swinging from the branches, sleeping in the shade Laughing all the summer’s hours away. And so they love, Oh, the tree was happy. Oh, the tree was glad.But soon the boy grew older and one day he came and said, "Can you give me some money, tree, to buy something I’ve found?" "I have no money," said the tree, "Just apples, twigs and leaves." "But you can take my apples, boy, and sell them in the town." And so he did and Oh, the tree was happy. Oh, the tree was glad.But soon again the boy came back and he said to the tree, "I’m now a man and I must have a house that’s all my home." "I can’t give you a house" he said, "The forest is my house." "But you may cut my branches off and build yourself a home" And so he did. Oh, the tree was happy. Oh, the tree was glad.And time went by and the boy came back with sadness in his eyes. "My life has turned so cold," he says, "and I need sunny days." "I’ve nothing but my trunk," he says, "But you can cut it down And build yourself a boat and sail away." And so he did and Oh, the tree was happy. Oh, the tree was glad.And after years the boy came back, both of them were old. "I really cannot help you if you ask for another gift." "I’m nothing but an old stump now. I’m sorry but I’ve nothing more to give" "I do not need very much now, just a quiet place to rest," The boy, he whispered, with a weary smile. "Well", said the tree, "An old stump is still good for that." "Come, boy", he said, "Sit down, sit down and rest a while." And so he did and Oh, the trees was happy. Oh, the tree was glad.

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And on and on...

I have been working on a way to find myself in much better place these days. This past year has been extremely difficult and I am trying to let go of some of the unhealthy emotions that I have been f...
Posted by Melissa on Sat, 19 Apr 2008 11:52:00 PST

Its almost been a year...

I just wanted to thank all of Kenny’s friends that have kept  his memory not only in their hearts, but also on their skin! I don’t have pictures of them all (I would like to ....hint....
Posted by Melissa on Sat, 15 Mar 2008 10:35:00 PST

Kenny...my little brother!

Artist Title Soundtrack ------------------------------------------------------------ --------------------* Free Cell Phone Ringtones * Wilco - Sky Blue Sky lyricsArtist: Wilco lyricsAlb...
Posted by Melissa on Tue, 26 Feb 2008 09:59:00 PST

A little update...

So, an update. Things did not work out as planned with school. I drove to Huntsville and got all the papers turned in, got advised, and tried to get my class schedule locked in. Then bam! Come to find...
Posted by Melissa on Tue, 15 Jan 2008 02:51:00 PST

Shit, fuck, damn!

So yes, here I am 10 years later from when I began attending college (well somewhere close to that anyways). My husband hugged me the other night and I just started crying uncontrollably. He...
Posted by Melissa on Mon, 14 Jan 2008 08:58:00 PST

Christmas Wish List

1. I wish that 2008 will be better than 2007. (no one is allowed to die on me until 2008...4 funerals in 1 year is enough) 2.I wish that Lori & Brian find jobs soon. (So send some good vibes their...
Posted by Melissa on Sun, 16 Dec 2007 11:36:00 PST

Really it’s not even worth reading...no I am serious!

Okay, I finally realized that it has been a while since I put anything on here. I guess there is not much to say when you spend all your time working.  ...Anywho...Christmas is almost h...
Posted by Melissa on Tue, 11 Dec 2007 11:22:00 PST

Tara this is for you~!

I have to say that I am so happy for family! I love family! I love you Tara...I am glad that we got to talk tonight! Love YOU!
Posted by Melissa on Thu, 11 Oct 2007 11:18:00 PST

Just a thought...

I started out on the wrong footNow i'm not myselfI am Jekyll, I am HydeFound this place to hide Come seek meOh, so up and downSO back and forthSo insecureCan't get this taste out of my mouthSwallow it...
Posted by Melissa on Wed, 19 Sep 2007 08:03:00 PST

A little soapbox self-help...

Oh, I am sooo tired! I just did not sleep well last night. It was one of those times when you sleep really lightly and keep waking up. I know that I experienced R.E.M. bc I was having really crazy dre...
Posted by Melissa on Fri, 24 Aug 2007 08:38:00 PST