There is something about this music that runs itself through my heart. |
I am so powerful I blind myself with lies. I must take a negative of the world and search for the answers in the holes.
I prayed for you the other day. a prayer to us... Posted by alicia del mar on Sat, 16 Dec 2006 01:52:00 PST |
the symphony |
So at work today i got to go to the symphony. i got a free ticket, was on the clock and got tipped like fifty bucks for driving the cutest old ladies to newport. it was absolutely the most amazin... Posted by alicia del mar on Sun, 15 Oct 2006 12:42:00 PST |
this house is to big for the one of me. |
i should be going to bed because i have to wake up early tomorrow. but i just can't seem to get myself to want to.
my mom is out of town for the night, so i'm in the big house all by myself which i di... Posted by alicia del mar on Fri, 13 Oct 2006 10:42:00 PST |
hindsight bias |
do you ever make things about yourself when they really have nothing to do with you? apparently i do that a lot.
i'm finally over the idea of being with more than one person. who ever thought it would... Posted by alicia del mar on Sun, 08 Oct 2006 11:13:00 PST |
appreciate |
just a place to leak thoughts i guess...
I'm starting to do better. moving back home has been weird.
I must say i have some of the most incredible frineds. we all are going through the muck, but... Posted by alicia del mar on Fri, 06 Oct 2006 07:58:00 PST |
mental vom... only a little. |
i went to portland to meet my newborn cousin, josiah. he isn't stable enough to take surgery on his heart, and so he will probably die. family drama that i can't even explain i witnessed yesterda... Posted by alicia del mar on Sun, 03 Sep 2006 12:24:00 PST |
the sky is so very black here |
the trees i used to run through are now gone and i finally understand how small my forest was, but i remember the endless new i used to find.
i stood on the back porch to see what he saw. i slept in h... Posted by alicia del mar on Thu, 31 Aug 2006 03:22:00 PST |
early morning. |
so i woke up at five this morning from the birds and then i couldn't get back to sleep, i knew that i wouldn't fall back asleep but i tried for a while. i'm going out to whole foods today, hopefully t... Posted by alicia del mar on Wed, 17 May 2006 05:59:00 PST |