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Steponme

Kiss me with brass knuckled fists, hate me because I left you bleeding. Love me with your violence,

About Me



There's glass between us.

Less than 5% of the cosmos is composed of the same elements that composed human life.

'What will your obituary say?' at QuizGalaxy.com

I live a life of prerequisites. I am the ground zero ex-friend you ordered disgused as a hero to get past your borders.
I know when I'm wanted I'll leave when you ask me to mind my own business and speak when I'm spoken to.
I am the tower around which you orbited.
I am not proud I am just taking orders.
I fall to the groud within moments of impact.
I hit back when hit and attack when attacked.
I am an accident waiting to happen.
I'm laughing like mad while you strangle the captain.
My place may be taken, but make no mistake;
from a little black black box I can say without shame that you've lost.

My Interests

Raves.
Shows.
Movies.
Cities.
Festivals.
MUSIC.
Turbojam.
Books.
Drinks.
Food.
Art.
Opera.
Love.
Poetry.

I'd like to meet:

Someone who likes to eat.

Cause I like to cook.
Match made in heaven. hah.

Will my number come up eventually, like love's some kind of lottery? It's scratch and see what's underneath... It's sorry. One cherry. Play again.Get lucky.

Music:

Think you're ready for this? You're never ready.

Strauss.
Rakhmaninov.
Wagner.
Bizet.
Tchaikovsky.
Chopin.
Beethoven.
Bach.
Mozart.
The Divorce.
The Blood Brothers.
Say Anything.
Mason Jennings.
Harvey Danger.
Muse.
Outkast.
Modest Mouse.
Sublime.
Black Eyed Peas.
Cascada.
Aaron Simpson.
Dresden Dolls.
Louis XIV.
Nerf Herder.
New Found Glory.
Fall Out Boy.
Finch.
Further Seems Forever.
Tool.
Schoolyard Heroes.
Gatsby's American Dream.
Franz Ferdinand.
The Rapture.
The Black Keys.
Electric Six.
IMA Robot.
Mon Frere.
The Gossip.
Yeah Yeah Yeahs.
The Catch.
Glassjaw.
Queen.
The Beatles.
Ryle.
Melee.
The White Stripes.
Brendan Benson.
Panic! At the Disco.
Bad Love Sessions.
MxPx.
Marilyn Manson.
Poe.
The Fall of Troy.
One Carper Green.
Sahara Hotnights.
The Donnas.
Smoosh.
Eve 6.
Octoberbean.
Patsy Cline.
Reel Big Fish.
Frank Sinatra.
Kidneythieves.
Michael Buble.
Harry Connick, Jr.
System of a Down.
Pretty Girls Make Graves.
The Pale Pacific.
Hole.
At The Drive-In.
The Mars Volta.
Cursive.
The Doors.
Jefferson Airplane.
A Perfect Circle.
Foo Fighters.
Persephone's Bees.
Jimni Cricket.
Paul Oakenfold.
Prodigy.
Screeching Weasel.
Darci Cash.
Jellyneck.
Bright Eyes.
Phantom Planet.
Violent Femmes.
Hot Rod Circuit.
Treble Charger.
American Hi-Fi.
Blink 182.
Something Corporate.
Brandnew.
Mewithoutyou.
Cabriletto 13.
The Lashes.
Deftones.
Death Cab for Cutie.
The Postal Service.
Planes Mistaken for Stars.
Funeral for a Friend.
Nothing or Double.
A Static Lullaby.
The Refused.
Powerman 5000
Wallpaper.
The Intelligence.
The Pharmacy.
Owl City.
Rocky Votalato.
The Weakerthans.
DJ Swamp.
Radiohead.
Naha.
Hyperfunk.
We Are Scientists.
Dethklok.
Flyleaf.
Nine Inch Nails.
Gigi D'agostino.
Ilona Mitrecey.
Pendulum.
Above and Beyond.
Super Happy Story Time Land.
Kyaustic.
The Moldy Peaches.
Kimya Dawson.
Every Avenue
David Cook
All Time Low

Oh, I could go on forever...

Movies:

Dawn of the Dead.
Fight Club.
Nightmare Before Christmas.
Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas.
Boondock Saints.
Zoolander.
I ♥ Huckabees.

I love movies, but these are tops.

Television:

Forensic Files.
Cold Case Files.
The New Detectives.
Power, Privilege & Justice.
Law & Order.
Bones.
House.
Good Eats.
Mythbusters.
History's Mysteries.
Modern Marvels.
Man, Moment, Machine.
South Park.
MadTV.
Comedy Central Presents..
Comic Remix.
Premium Blend.
Futurama.
Family Guy.
Robot Chicken.
Moral Orel.
Aqua Teen Hunger Force.
Sealab 2021.
The Simpsons.
Daria.
The Daily Show with Jon Stewart.
The Colbert Report.

Books:

Desperation.
Ender's Game (and the rest of the series.)
Illustrated Guide to Forensics.
Fight Club.

Nothing else that really moved me yet.

Heroes:

Jimmy Curran.

My Blog

more ramblings of a daydreamer

When I think about it, snow really inspires me.It can give off a lot of different engergy.A gentle snow can be calming and create a sense of rest. Mother Nature protecting herself, preparing for hiber...
Posted by Steponme on Wed, 16 Jan 2008 02:52:00 PST

Why I hate Dr. Phil.

well, not really Dr. Phil...Just whoever is in charge of our promotion that he advertised on his show.He advertised that we're giving away X amount of Blackberry Curves with free service til March or ...
Posted by Steponme on Wed, 05 Dec 2007 12:46:00 PST

another useless blog

No really, it's useless. Just some random poetry I found from a few years back.Years   Elapse            Leaving     ...
Posted by Steponme on Wed, 21 Nov 2007 01:38:00 PST

To love and be loved (let’s not shit ourselves)

There is nothing I want more than to love someone. To just... look at them and feel whole. To not be afraid of what they think, or ever doubt again. I'm tired of feeling worthless. I'm tired of being ...
Posted by Steponme on Mon, 22 Oct 2007 04:28:00 PST

new/old [new to you, but I wrote it last year or so...]

I'm going somewhere, but it ain't home.I'd blow this whole world to pieces to not be alone.10 seconds to detonation...Thoughts flood my mindI drown in hypocrisy9 seconds to detonation...I'm set on thi...
Posted by Steponme on Mon, 24 Sep 2007 01:07:00 PST

It’s not just that I’m selfish and scared...

and it's not just that I'm so unprepared.It's just you'd think I'd grow out of this... wouldn't you?I can't help it. These moods come on without warning.I get so overwhelmed.I want to scream. I want t...
Posted by Steponme on Thu, 30 Aug 2007 02:20:00 PST

Things that go bump in the night...

I was on my way to my mom's house tonight and I took a back road through Snohomish. It was all dark and quiet when I started to think (as I have on many occasions driving or walking through there) of ...
Posted by Steponme on Fri, 27 Jul 2007 01:13:00 PST

I don't know what to do with myself.

I know what I want. It looks like it's within reach, but is it really?I have a feeling that this is going to be a situation where I think I'm making progress but in the end it all goes to hell.What ca...
Posted by Steponme on Thu, 19 Jul 2007 01:03:00 PST

"... if I'd only thought of something charming to say."

I love it when things happen that make me change my perspective on things. I feel like I'm getting to know myself better. It's cheesy, but self reflection is an important part of growing as a person. ...
Posted by Steponme on Mon, 28 May 2007 04:31:00 PST

What are you saying?

I was mostly happy before this. Yes, I was lonely. I still am.Only now I'm worse off because I've been told there is someone who cares.There isn't. I don't know what to do to make this work....
Posted by Steponme on Mon, 14 May 2007 04:06:00 PST