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About Me

I was born and raised in the Philippines. I grew up in a farm and i love to be around with animals. I love my grandpa so much! He's my ultimate bestfriend and a good adviser to me. I won't be embarass to shout that "MY GRANDPA IS THE MOST WONDERFUL PERSON IN THE WORLD!" I am uncomfortable with the fact that I am too comfortable with my life right now. WHy?! to be honest with you, I cannot find the answer why. SOmetimes, i feels like there's something that i'm looking for that i cannot find. I feels like there's something missing in my life that i myself i dunnoh what. I just want to explore anything that interest me and find the right way. But sometimes i thought that i'm doing the right way but after all, i am completely wrong! I want to travel and to live in a place that nobody knows me in the future. Obviously, I love music & i'm the type to read into a lyrics of a song & figure out what they really mean. I can easily mingle with people & tend to be a loner sometimes. I am sentimental at heart, and appreciate the simplier things in life, something made, or written is worth more than any Tiffany. I have learned in this life that no matter how much I care some people are just A$$HOLES! It's hard to trust people nowadays, but the select few that I do trust I love with all my heart. I'm the type of person that, if you gain my trust, I WILL DO ANYTHING FOR YOU! Unfortunately, that has HURT me in the past. My life one time seemed hopeless. Everything felt like it was at a loss. I felt like I was sinking deep in sorrow. I wanted to end it all. I felt so alone and very neglected. I cried by myself every night. There's a saying that "PAST iS PAST". I have to face my future not my past. Friendship for me is very important. I tend to keep my friends till my last breath. I believe that "FRIENDS are qiuet angels who left us to our feet when our wings have trouble remebering how to fly". I really want to thank all my friends that iv'e been able to have over these past 1 year. Thank you also to my myspace friends and my co-worker. You guys are awesome! I love you guys with all my heart! Through the good and bad, iv'e learned a lot about myself and other people. Thank you for being there, and making my life that much more enjoyable. You know, sometimes when I just sit back and reflect... that's when I realize how lucky I really am to have a true friends like what i have now. I'm a big believer in everything happens for a REASON whether it's good or bad.
The White Tiger describes a lot about me
The White Tiger

My Interests

I like fantasy, it wakes up the brain cells. Fantasy is a necessary ingredient in living. It's a way of looking at life through the wrong end of a telescope and that enables you to laugh at all of life's REALITIES.

I'd like to meet:

Friends, Friends, Friends.... A friend that reminds me to relax, to smile, and how to listen. A friend who won't be afraid to tell me when i'm out of line. A friend that I can call on to be my companion, my confidant,and my best friend.

Music:

I really love all types of music, and it's really hard for me to pick just one.

Movies:

Lord of the Rings, Narnia, Ice Princess, Brother's grimn, March of the Penguins, etc.img src="http://i37.photobucket.com/albums/e100/Bunnys_grl/anima ted%20gifs/cowgirlhorse.gif"

Television:

Survivor, 24, CSI, etc...

Books:

A Twist in the Tale, Esperanza Rising, etc.

Heroes:

You...

My Blog

"Vocabulary Words"

..   ANTIBODY? - against everyoneARTERY - the study of fine paintingsASPHYXIA - get a "Butt Job"BACTERIA - back door to a cafeteriaBENIGN - what you be after you be eightBOWEL - letters like a,e,...
Posted by ♥ηighτmαre♥ on Tue, 05 Dec 2006 06:44:00 PST

"Attempted Suicide"

  October 31, 2006- I was depressed at that day. Heart problem, family problem and school problem and work problem, it's too much for me. I cannot handle it.  My parents were mad...
Posted by ♥ηighτmαre♥ on Mon, 06 Nov 2006 08:05:00 PST

"You"

 "I wonder if you knowhow special you are to meI dont know how to let you knowbut if ever I could control my destinyand choose the people who'll be partof my life forever..I would choose YOU""Th...
Posted by ♥ηighτmαre♥ on Tue, 31 Oct 2006 05:15:00 PST

Never Say I Love You


Posted by ♥ηighτmαre♥ on Mon, 23 Oct 2006 06:22:00 PST

The Fairy

                                     &n...
Posted by ♥ηighτmαre♥ on Mon, 23 Oct 2006 04:54:00 PST

Friendship

A friend is like a flower,a rose to be exact,Or maybe like a brand new gatethat never comes unlatched.A friend is like an owl,both beautiful and wise.Or perhaps a friend is like a ghost,whose spirit n...
Posted by ♥ηighτmαre♥ on Thu, 12 Oct 2006 06:58:00 PST

What is a grandparent?

  Grandparents contribute a special relationship to a child that no one else can give them. They can always be counted upon to buy anything you're selling ... from all-purpose greeting cards to ...
Posted by ♥ηighτmαre♥ on Thu, 12 Oct 2006 06:52:00 PST

"LoVe"

Love is the greatest feelingLove is the best feeling Love hurts Love would make you do things that you would never doLove brings joyLove brings saddness Love would bring times you wish you would never...
Posted by ♥ηighτmαre♥ on Mon, 31 Jul 2006 11:02:00 PST

Tarzan

One day, JANE met TARZAN in the jungle. She was very attracted to himandduring her questions about his life she asked him how he engaged tohavesex."What's that?" he asked.She explained to him what sex...
Posted by ♥ηighτmαre♥ on Tue, 18 Jul 2006 06:57:00 PST

Little Red Riding Hood

LITTLE RED RIDING HOOD was walking through the woods when suddenly theBigBad Wolf jumped out from behind a tree and, holding a sword to herthroat,said, "Red, I'm going to screw your brains out!"To tha...
Posted by ♥ηighτmαre♥ on Tue, 18 Jul 2006 06:55:00 PST