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About Me

MyGen Profile Generatori absolutely detest filling these things out. how to describe me? alone. quiet. angry. violent. spiteful. stompy. creepy. antisocial. disdainful. scared of letting people get close to me. nervous. shy. withdrawn. cynical. negative. sad. icy. paranoid. dark. solitary. i've been told thousands of times i'm going to hell for how i live my life and the opinions i've formed based on the previous experiences of that life. i feel more comfortable by myself. there's less conflict that way. i seem to not be able to peacefully coexist with anyone. i suppose it's because i'm so different and on the fringe of their society...people have the tendency to anger me, just with their general stupidity and misunderstanding of simple human existence. what is the fucking mystery? quit making shit more difficult than need be with your stupid fucking low-carb diets and your dumbass written-in-stone-itineraries-you-don't want-to-change-because-you're-worried-about-wear-and-tear-on -your-fucking-PDA. yuppie douchebag. i suppose you see now, alot of things piss me off. the internet sucks now. i hate searching for something and getting the results bombarded with bullshit from stupid ass corporate websites that ask for your email to enter you to win a new car, and suddenly getting millions upon millions of pornogrphy advertisements, loan offers, religious shit, ads to refinance a house, so on and so forth. the bullshit factor really needs to be lowered here. whatever happened to searching for oh i don't know, dimmu borgir, and a bunch of sites made by fans of the band would pop up? now all i fucking see is DIMMU BORGIR! MP3S - ONLY .$99!!! WTF. i have soulseek for that. the internet has gone to hell over the past 10 years or so. i miss when i first started using it. ok end of rant. i don't know what else to put here, so i'll work on this later. i don't make sense i've got my pride don't need no meaning i feel no pain i will not believe that i've got no choice i'm out of control and i love it the world spreads its legs for another star. the world shows its face for another scarTwo wrongs don't make a right, but, three rights make a left.

My Interests

writing live music horror movies reading, makeup larp computers halloween decorations occult practices acting poetry history ghost hunting safety pins and needles darkness movies music dark and mysterious places really old graveyards glitter knives swords spikes vinyl leather.Candles, darkness, silence, lace, vinyl, velvet, leather, bois in makeup, the moon, kittie cats, my computer, glitter, cuddling, Boystown, blacklights and glowie stars, spikes, bondage collars, corsets, burning leaves and the smell of things burning, shiny boots, Chicago, cold weather, rain/thunderstorms, history, old graveyards, ghosthunting, photography, music, piercings, tattoos, silver, spiders and spiderwebs, black nails, vampires i also have a strange fascination with ghosts, ghouls, goblins, and other fictional characters. now kiss me, you fool

I'd like to meet:

i will vent my fucking anger until there is nothing left in the chamber. stare into my eyes forever, let me take you in my arms dance with me out in the garden where tomorrow never comes follow me into the darkness where the nightmares never fade whispered dreams, my fallen angel from which you will never wake

Music:

kill the man. become the monster.69 Eyes A Perfect Circle Abigail Williams AFI Bauhaus Black Label Society Carpathian Forest Children of Bodom Coal Chamber Cold Combichrist Cradle Of Filth Cruxshadows Damageplan Dark Funeral Death in Vegas Deathstars Dimmu Borgir Dope Godsmack KMFDM KoRn Lacuna Coil London After Midnight Marilyn Manson Metal Church Moonspell Murderdolls My Dying Bride Nightwish Ozzy Osbourne Papa Roach Psyclon Nine Rammstein Razed In Black Seether Seraphim Shock Shinedown Slayer Smile Empty Soul Staind Static X Switchlade Symphony System of a Down Theatre of Tragedy Theatres Des Vampires Three Days Grace Trivium Type O Negative VNV Nation Wednesday 13 Within Temptation Wumpscut

Movies:

blood dolls a clockwork orange the nightmare before christmas the crow tales from the hood queen of the damned lost highway 976-EVIL nosferatu the vampyre interiew with a vampire house of 1000 corpses the craft after dark london after midnight the satanic rites of dracula blade...

Television:

i dont really like TV that much...but when i do it's usually cartoon network...adult swim and the anime shows. i prefer movies. tv is too censored.

Books:

i like to read books on haunted places history vampires and werewolves the holocaust, etc. and i like to learn things, hence the obsession with history...

Heroes:

this is just a stupid question. O.o sticks and stones will break my bones but whips and chains excite me o.O

My Blog

Random musings of the mind of me.

I just finished watching the Marilyn Manson video on my profile. (It's the first one under heroes.) And as always, I always feel strangely inspired and compelled to voice some confusions and just over...
Posted by angel.scabbed.wings on Sun, 03 Jun 2007 06:04:00 PST

what pisses me off about people today.

i don't need to validate myself via your dumbass norms and god damn acceptance. and you can take your social etiquette and go fuck yourself with it. i'm not you. i don't want to be you, or be like you...
Posted by angel.scabbed.wings on Fri, 01 Jun 2007 12:46:00 PST

Some things that are pissing me off.

OK, I have, in one way or another,been having a problem with this, I have to get this of my chest before I fucking kill someone. I am me, regardless of your stupid fucking stereotypes and head-up-ass...
Posted by angel.scabbed.wings on Sun, 20 May 2007 06:04:00 PST