greg

theres too much about me to just write here... too much i don't want to tell random people online... i used to have friends but they left or forgot me, only notice me when i say something... i have a girlfriend...Angel... but she doesnt really appreciate any of it... she even has single on her profile... i'm an asshole, that's what everyone says...i have mood swings... that's what my girlfriend says... im depressed 90% of the time but i show it 5% because there's no reason to because noone gives a fuck and whenever i do my girlfriend gets pissed off because i don't want to talk about it... there's nothing ever to talk about just kiss me and hold my hand for a while and ill get better... i have a hard time trusting girls with my guyfriends... i've only had two good guy friends and only two girlfriends...my first two ended up together right after my girlfriend and i broke up and my second girlfriend, Angel, and my other used to be good friend fucked a couple times, im still insanely upset about it cause i just found out a few days ago...but it happened in november so i should be over it they say...they being my girlfriend and all my good friends who dont give shit about me... but this is supposed to be about me not whats going on now in my life... i play guitar... i need to start a new band cause my old band member fucked my girlfriend... i hate my parents because they dont want me to see Angel anymore... they think she'll get me on drugs, alcohol, get me arrested or hurt me in some way... maybe they were right...seeing how ive done drugs, drank, got arrested and hurt myself many times since ive been with her...but i still love her... i'm in love with someone who seems like theyre with me for no goddamn reason... i hate everything right now really cause everything sucks, friends, family, school, and thats all i have right now... what's kinda funny is that i have no idea why im doing this... all my friends have it and they all told eachother to get it and how much fun it was but noone told me to get it... they didnt even think about me...what ever thats enough about me...even though 1/4 of it was about me and the rest was just me bitching...