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tennaya layout powered by HOT FreeLayouts.com / MyHotCommentsIM WONDERIN WHOS GONNA SAVE ME...WHOS GONNA HEAR ME...WHOS GONNA HELP ME...FEELS LIKE IM BUSY SAVIN THE WORLD TO BUSY TO SAVE MYSELF...N WHATS THE POINT CAUSE WHEN I AM DONE SAVIN U THERE WILL BE SOMEONE ELSE...I CANT BREATHE I CANT SLEEP I HARDLY EAT...MY THOUGHTS ARE CONSUMED ON WHO IM GONNA FIX N HOW...N WHEN I CANT FIX IT IM RIDDLED WITH GUILT N AGAIN CONSUMED...I WONDER WHY THOSE WHO CAN HELP THIER SELVES DONT N THOSE WHO CANT WONT ASK FOR HELP...WHOS GONNA SAVE ME...WHO WIPES MY TEARS OR LENDS AN EAR...THAT FRIEND THAT HAS TIME ONLY HERE N THERE...DONT WORRY I'LL STILL BE HERE...I'LL STILL TRY TO SAVE YOU...CAUSE AFTER ALL I GUESS THATS WHAT I WAS MEANT TO DO...I KNOW IN THE END IT WASNT YOU OR YOU...ITS GONNA BE GOD WHO SAVES ME... N THATS HOW IM GONNA MAKE IT THROUGH...

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Before I was a Mom I never learned the words to a lullaby. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Drooled on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night.I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple little grin. I never sat up for hours watching a baby sleep.I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom - I didn't know the feeling of hav! ing my heart outside my body.I didn't know that bond between a mother and her child. I didn't know that something so small could make me feel so important and happy.I had never known the warmth, The joy, The love, The heartache, The wonderment or the satisfaction of being a Mom. I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much before I was a Mom.

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Music:

I like just about anything but heavy metal...I really like old school music...like Marvin Gaye and Aretha.
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Movies:

Ummm anything that makes me cry...everyonce in awhile a good horror flick.

Television:

Greys Anatomy...Big Love...Gene Simmons family Jewels...First 48

Books:

Anything by John Saul


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Heroes:

My Heros are my children...Exspecially my oldest who is fighting Leukemia and is kicking ass...he has shown me more about life in the last year then I have learned on my own in the last 30...I love all my babys and would be lost with out them!

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What goin on?

Why do I feel so bad 4 doing things that are supposed to be right...Why can't I stop crying and go without a sleepless night...Why can't people see things that r so obvious..is it really that easy to ...
Posted by MY BIGGEST MISTAKE WOULD BE NOT TRYN HARDER ... on Sun, 18 May 2008 07:57:00 PST

WHOS GONNA SAVE ME...

IM WONDERIN WHOS GONNA SAVE ME...WHOS GONNA HEAR ME...WHOS GONNA HELP ME...FEELS LIKE IM BUSY SAVIN THE WORLD TO BUSY TO SAVE MYSELF...N WHATS THE POINT CAUSE WHEN I AM DONE SAVIN U THERE WILL BE SOME...
Posted by MY BIGGEST MISTAKE WOULD BE NOT TRYN HARDER ... on Fri, 09 May 2008 12:31:00 PST