I like to consider myself a friendly nutcase. I have general apathy to the world, but inspiration inspires me. I do what I want, when I want, all the time. I love my friends. I'm immensly proud of my dorm room, in which I work hard to make it seem as much as a crack den as possible :D My car has a new rattle every time I drive it, I collect cans for deposit, and my bed is the most comfortable space in the world.
I do have a few pairs of girl pants, but I don't wear them religiously. I lost my creativity two years ago. I hate my school, the future makes me uneasy. I forgive and forget.
On my desk, you can find:

6 different chapsticks

cup of change

broken crayons

goggles (for saftey)

lightbulbs

tea and sugar

a webcam (hey, get on msn?)

my broken glasses

dirty forks and spoons

ipod with headphones

stacks of drinking glasses, salt, pepper

miniature dog figurines

shot glasses

cool mint and citrus listerine

sketchbook with nonsense

In 10 years I want to live happily with a woman I'd proudly call my wife, our child, and our puppy. I want a neighbor that comes over for dinner occasionally, and my bedroom will be covered in drawings that my child drew for us. :)

I SHARE MY MUSIC.

Share your favourite artists with me, and I'll do the same. I love music swaps. If you need an album, I have collected over 1000, just get on AIM and ask me.

(if you love something, give it away?)

THE OCEAN

in its entirety
a warm blanket

an orchestra

with bow to string reed to mouth sticks in hand
but no motion
no sound
(like the silence between us)
yet that too, is only in apperance
AND THESE ANGRY SHORES
WHITE WITH ANTICIPATION

an outlet

a song

a pulse
attack and recede
attack and recede

with no motive, save its own sake

(My favourite written words, unknown author)