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milleon.

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About Me


FEATURED Content.
Eff Me Pumps.
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2007.
CLASSY is Beautiful .click on my groups and join it.
mood: complacent
intro: Comments and messages are welcomed YES. I have a boyfriend. NO. I don't care that you have an Asian fetish. and YES I do think it's creepy that you've been here a few times and still haven't commented or anything o_O
the
breakdown...
Kamile Vianca
Mille.Milk.Milleon.
I'm not your average type to be stereotyped ...
So don't even try...

not your ..
pom pom girl pum pum shorts coffee maker
town whore belly dancer private dancer
la malinche venus hottentot laundry girl
your immaculate vessel emasculating princess
don't wanna be
your erotic
not your exotic


CLASSY. = BEAUTIFUL.


My Xanga
i'm simply
complicated
Filipina Girl Respect. Perseverance.
Kamile through words
"Anyway, I guess it's like those sappy sad movies where the main character gets motivated to do something great because of a loved one, but I'd like to do it for her. Moments, these are what you cherish the most. And if your own brain can't even savor these moments, then what are you left with?"
"We rush ourselves, forgetting that life is not a race and we can take all the time in the world to PREPARE rather than BE ready. Being "ready" is like being "perfect." It's nonexistent."
"It's like we forget what our priorities are, but as long as we're okay and we have everything we need, then everything else is fine. It's not the way it works."
"I realize that although it has been quite some time, time does not stop a heart from crying..."
"We were everywhere presenting and preserving the art of Filipino dances, leaving the new audience in awe, while allowing others to reminisce."
"But no... it is motivation within myself because that is my motto, "everything happens for a reason" and if that frikken window doesn't want to open for me... SCREW IT!"
"Call it blind faith, call it whatever. I call Him my reason."
"If some how my life has reached its peak, I will be content knowing that things will be changing... and for the better. In this life we are blind, we are suffocated, and as a result of being too weary- careless. So open your eyes, take a deep breath, and make an effort to make advancements. Your friends are there. Your family's there... just speak and take action"
"Though you can't rewind this movie of yours, you can always fast forward to move on. It's always in your hands, you make the call."
I laugh. I giggle. I goof off. My name's Kamile!
What you have today may not be there tomorrow.What is said today maybe meaningless tomorrow. Carpe Diem. Carpe Momento
Let me smile til' it hurts. Let me laugh til' I can't breath. And let me love and be loved til the end of time...
total
randomness
Death is not an issue for me. My friends hate it when I talk about it but it's no biggie. It's there. It will happen. Heaven's not a place where you go when you die it's that moment in life where you actually feel alive So what? I wasn't girly =P. I didn't want pink skates, I want black roller blades, I wanted to see Stone Cold Steve Austin not Mickey Mouse, I wanted to dance hip hop, not ballet. For Christmas I wanted an Everlast punching bag, and not a dress. I hung out with dudes, not date them. Yes. People do make mistakes. You get hurt. You live. You get over I'm gonna have 24590845048 gabazillion babies
Friendship prayer: May the fleas of a thousand camels infest the crotch of the person who screws up your day and may their arms be too short to scratch...:-D
I write and think way too much
Generally guys are way cooler than girls. Generally
I'm your chick on a pedestal As my guy friends say it... I am the girl that you can't have, ain't that easy. You have to be pretty fukcin' special!!
I love tiramisu, ice cream, ice cream cake, ice cream anything...they say it'll all go to my ass as I get older.. if so bring it! =P
I can't tolerate nasty smells... wait, who can?
Girls with no class are absolutely disgusting . Respect.You must think this is pretty interesting if you're reading this far
I have no tolerance for pain >_<>
it's weird how you're still reading!
larger than
LIFE!!...wo0oh!
I have a BIG attitude for a little girl!

I live for ...


Him
Love
dreams. because they do come true
family. A heart is defined as "the vital center and source of one's being"... which is exactly what they are to me. It's an organ that carries life. Without them, I'm lifeless.
I am rich. You can see it not by the clothing that I wear on my body, not by the gadgets around in my room, not by the bed I sleep in or the places I go, but rather the people around me. To be rich is to have a great amount of something. With more than 18 aunts and uncles, 30 cousins, and 20 nieces and nephews, close friends and acquaintances with love multiplied by infinity itself. I am rich.
Fresh. Off. the. Boat.
ahaha - gotta love the filipino accent ^_^
friends.aquaintances they keep me sane
seize. each. moment.
in. this. everlasting. day

ohh.. just blabbin' 21 October 2005

Dancing is my temporary escape . I'll be the first and last to be on the dance floor. It's a form of expression. Boy oh boy you will NOT be able to keep up with me on the dance floor ! ^_^... from Hip Hop to Filipino Cultural dances,Bachata, Reggae, Merengue, Reggaeton.... o0o0f!
I am very different from those who like to rub their asses and crotches on others and consider it dancing. To me, any horny human being can do that, it's not what I call dancing. It's performing. It's expression without words. Body Language to the next level. " There's a huge sensual content but that's the function of art"
Missin' those performin' days!
Ibon dance. Kakulangan. Macarena. iiight Binasuan. Tinikling, etc.Singing. I love to sing all day every day. Usually when I'm happy
Music is....a necessity. I Speak The Universal Language Music. From reggae to rap, hip hop to rock... There's every type for every mood.
It's what connects us ALL together. MUSIC Making people smile... is my profession ... I love it ^_^. Hip hop."It was the voice of the voiceless. Once you've become the voice of the corporate, you become a different creature". -Lauryn Hill
he loves me . . . he loves me not . . .
A Message to the nosy's... Yea. viancalee. Self explanatory. Lovin' the crap outta this boy!
To you,
With Dean and Keiko, Lamps, BoomBoo, 39583 gallons of gatorade,100 trips to the Buffet, 23984 Ma-arte tears shed, 54085 million guitar notes played, 1 awkward convo. with your Mom, guy in a white van, Zo0t Rides in the summer, 270 movies watched, and 365 days later... I hope that you are happy and content. I hope that life has given you everything you have wanted at this point and will continue to do so in the future. I hope that I as a girlfriend, have given you more than anyone has offered, as a friend has helped you in your life in any way, and as a person understood you and your overall existence. I hope that as we travel this crazy path of life, I'll still be there as a partner, or even as a friend and vice versa to guide each other along the way. Toast.
Your Mahal,
Kamile
But now all I can say is that , if you were the one, I'd know because my heart would beat twenty times faster as I see you, unparalleled and incomparable. I'd be the one laughing and crying knowing that you are mine, touched by your words as mine touched you, satisfied that even if we are in lost for words, all we need are two words, no matter how we say it, to describe each other.. THE ONE
Dear Fellas... I absolutely LOVE chillin' with you guys, 'cause you guys don't bring as much drama. Sorry ladies Beer and some football? Bring it!
Dear Ladies... Pinay Luv. Not a moment wasted. Too many memories ^_^. These ladies are irreplaceable . And other ladies... no I will not step on your toes and "take your man"... A dude is not worth fighting over, my philosophy. enough said...Dude, it's the end... get over it... NO MORE INFO!!. THE END!

My Interests


Sometimes it feels good to just Melt into each other.

Dogs have what I desire; two perceptions of time.
Now. Enjoying this Moment
and
Forever. Acceptance that you might be gone Forever

A cookie shall not determine my Future!

My mind is Breathing

Don't let society allow you to misconstrue the meaning of Beauty
Captured Moments.

this is Me
seafood
naps on rainy days
discovery health
rollerblades
kids
lucky charms
peanut butter & pan de sal
standing in the rain
strawberry ice cream
Keiko's & Taz's paws
workouts
lacrosse
true life
home videos
funny socks
bubble tea
random moments of dancing
kareoke
street musicians
being wrapped in a blanket
banana peppers on steak & cheese...

Music:

different artists for every mood.
The Spill Canvas - The Tide
Unwritten Law - Rest of my Life
Zox- Eventually
The Shins - New Slang
The Format - I'm Ready I am

Love the voices of: Michael Buble Amy Winehouse Frank Sinatra
greenday
tom petty
death cab for cutie
red hot chilli peppers
sublime
pearl jam
jack johnson
the beatles

brian mcknight
112
jagged edge
lauryn hill
usher
boys II men
john legend
lyfe jennings

sean paul
bob marley
matisyahu
tok
fugees

sharon cuneta
vina morales
parokya ni edgar
bamboo
hale

common
mos def
tupac

and the list goes on..

Movies:

Awesome stuff. .. .. ..
Some of my favorites. Just for laughs ^_^

My stufffff

My Blog

Dont Stop Believing...

I sat outside of Justin's deck and realized that I am tired of using my hands as kleenex to wipe off my face...It's been a year and nothing has changed and I broke down. I knew it was coming, I just d...
Posted by milleon. on Wed, 20 Aug 2008 07:45:00 PST

"I just need a bronzer" CRAZY!!!

So tonight I wasn't in the mood to work. I went to the eye doctors yesterday after getting a really bad eye infection (gross I know). Basically I'm on this $25 5ml eye drops for a week, then artifici...
Posted by milleon. on Sat, 07 Jun 2008 07:46:00 PST

Ill be the first with a college degree on my wall DAMNIT!

Right about now I have a song about a girl who shoots down her ex-boyfriend because I just spend the last hour watching an award show for country music. Why? Because I was too lazy to get the remote.&...
Posted by milleon. on Mon, 19 May 2008 08:05:00 PST

Royally Pissed.

I have never met a bunch of people more apathetic and careless in my life as these people. I was born into a group I shouldn't be in because our personalities totally clash. It's pathetic to think tha...
Posted by milleon. on Fri, 02 May 2008 04:54:00 PST

Lakeland Girl and the Media. Reaction Blog.

Okay, there's a lot going through my head so I'm going to try to outline my thoughts in an organized way... so hopefully it can be fully understood. While at my boyfriend's house, I saw the clip on ...
Posted by milleon. on Fri, 11 Apr 2008 09:38:00 PST

never give a half bottle of Saki to an old man already drunk from wine

So I figured I’m due for some serious "bloggage."It’s been a week now since I came back from the cruise and now I’m feeling a bit... lazy. The Cruise.The cruise was amazing. Having f...
Posted by milleon. on Tue, 18 Mar 2008 08:18:00 PST

Exhausted.Let me go back to days of saving up for ice cream.

You know, the days when you spent the whole day waiting for the ice cream man on that humid summer day. As you would gather up your change to get that .75 ice cream bar because the cones, were a littl...
Posted by milleon. on Sat, 19 Jan 2008 09:41:00 PST

why would you make the choices you made when you cant take on responsibilities?!

It just occurred to me today of the people who I can relate to most. Although I don't know too many of these people, I'd like to think that there are some floating around somewhere...I can relate tho...
Posted by milleon. on Mon, 14 Jan 2008 05:42:00 PST

The Caribbeans. Neurological Research. and AVP!

Tah- dah! Guess who's going to the Caribbeans? Yup, that's right! Auntie Mille! Going there before Spring break with Justin and his family which means I get to spend an amazing time with my boyfriend ...
Posted by milleon. on Sat, 29 Dec 2007 05:43:00 PST

DISREPECTFUL PEOPLE. and Relationships.

You know what is one of my biggest pet peeves about people? Maybe in the top three? DISRESPECTFUL people. Disrespectful in regards to relationships. You know, the "outsiders" that tip toe next to the ...
Posted by milleon. on Thu, 06 Dec 2007 05:30:00 PST