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Courtney

When it comes to relationships, maybe we're all in glass houses, and shouldn't throw stones. Some pe

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I'm a girly girl and I LOVE to be LOVED!!
You have to forgive to forget, and forget, to feel again...
"To love at all is to be vulnerable. Love anything, and your heart will certainly be wrung and possibly broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact, you must give your heart to no one, not even to an animal. Wrap it carefully round with hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements; lock it up safe in the casket or coffin of your selfishness. But in that casket- safe, dark, motionless, airless--it will change. It will not be broken; it will become unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable.”
When it comes to life, I am by no means perfect. I always try to do my best in everything I do...Love, Career, Friendships. Sometimes no matter how hard I try, I still manage to mess something up but so does everyone else. I have always been someone to give people second and sometimes even third chances. After that I tend to write people off. No one is perfect, I do know that, but when you hurt me over and over again, I will not be around to take it. I have a tendency to look at people differently after that. Like everyone else, I have been hurt 100 times over in friendships and in relationships. I am one that tries to learn from my mistakes and take them with the grace that they are given. I try my hardest to be the best I can be and that will never change. People will always screw up, that is a fact of life. It is when you do not take a second to step back and look at the mess you have made that you will not grow from it. I will always try to move forward in life, not looking back any longer than to comprehend my mistakes. The world is here for the taking and I wish to take the most out of life. I have no regrets of the past. The past happens for a reason, sometimes unknown but it does. I grow from what I have experienced in life and try to never make the same mistake twice, as hard as it may be sometimes. In life I have never been someone to step on other people to get where I want to be, although I have been step on numerous times. People who do that will have to live with themselves afterwards.
"I don't have nothing to regret at all in the past, except that I might've unintentionally hurt somebody else or something." Jimi Hendrix
Um, well when it comes to me I'm someone who is some what of a social butterfly. I love meeting new people and sharing life experiences. I get over things fast. In relationships my problem is that I give too much and forgive too often. I make that person number one and put everything else aside. I’ve realized how unhealthy that is. You need to put your life first and then fill in the gaps with the person you love. I’ve always been someone to say what’s on my mind and I don’t run from my problems. I will admit when I’m not over it because I don’t care if it makes me look weak. Weakness is not being true to yourself, it is denying what is right in front of you. Everything takes time to work out. Some more time than others. Denying a problem and avoiding it to me is a sign of immaturity. I will always say hi to an enemy. What’s the point of acting like they’re not there, because they are. The mistake made by others about me is the fact that I like to fix things which can be construed as me wanting them. Let me get this straight: I do not want you, I will never want you, and I am over it. I realized how ready I am to move on. I am open to new opportunities with arms wide. I am someone who knows what I want so if you’re not it, I don’t bother. What’s the point of keeping someone around who is not right for you? Life is now and I’m moving forward!
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Your Heart Is Purple
For you, love is about establishing and developing a deep connection.
If it's true love, it brings you more wisdom and inner strength.
Your flirting style: Sincere
Your lucky first date: An afternoon at a tea house
Your dream lover: Is both thoughtful and expressive
What you bring to relationships: Understanding What Color Heart Do You Have?
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Which Victoria's Secret Angel are you?

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You are a girly girl and love pink!
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I truely like these quizzes because no matter how long it has been or how many times I take the same one, the same reading comes up. If they were that wrong then I feel it would say something different everytime.

How You Life Your Life
You are honest and direct. You tell it like it is.
You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think.
You prefer a variety of friends and tend to change friends quickly.
Some of your past dreams have disappointed you, but you don't let it get you down. How Do You Live Your Life?

You Are The Hanging Man
You represent the seeking of enlightenment and spiritual clarity.
You tend to confuse others, but your oddities seem deeply satisfying.
Self sacrifice is easy for you, especially if it makes you a better person in the end.
You are the type of person who is very in touch with your soul and inner spirit.

Your fortune:

Right now is a good time for reflection and meditation.
You should stop resisting the problems in your life, and let yourself be vulnerable to them.
You may need to sacrifice something important to you to move ahead in your life.
Accept your destiny with courage, and learn to let go of what you think you need. What Tarot Card Are You?

http://www.joeedelman.com/port/model/model10.shtmlHanging out with friends, going to the bar, and meeting different people

I'd like to meet:


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Your Candy Heart Says "Hug Me"
A total sweetheart, you always have a lot of love to give out.
Your heart is open to where ever love takes you!

Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a surprise romantic evening that you've planned out

Your flirting style: lots of listening and talking

What turns you off: fighting and conflict

Why you're hot: you're fearless about falling in love What Does Your Candy Heart Say?http://www.joeedelman.com
"If all my friends were to jump off a bridge, I wouldn't follow. I'd be at the bottom to catch them when they fall.”

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Your Stripper Song Is
I'm a Slave 4 U by Britney Spears

"I'm a slave for you. I cannot hold it; I cannot control it.
I'm a slave for you. I won't deny it; I'm not trying to hide it."

You may seem shy, but you can let your wild side out when you want to! What Song Should You Strip To?
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The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Movies:

C: BEST SMILER
O: Loved by everyone
U: Gets huggs
R: Has been Heartbroken
T: Lives life for fun
N: Freakin SEXY
E: Easy to fall in love with
Y: Has a nice ass.
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A: The best freakin bf/gf u could ever ask for
B: Loves people
C: BEST SMILER
D: Has one of the best personalities ever
E: Easy to fall in love with
F: People wild and crazy adore you.
G: Never let people tell you what to do.
H: gets blamed for EVERYTHING
I: LOVES TO LAUGH
J: BEST kisser
K: best smile
L: popular with people from all types of groups
M: Makes dating fun
N: Freakin SEXY
O: Loved by everyone
P: Loves to flirt
Q: Not judgemental
R: Has been Heartbroken
S: Really silly
T: Lives life for fun
U: Gets huggs
V: A hypocrite.
W: Very broad minded.
X: Never let people tell you what to do.
Y: Has a nice ass.
Z: freaking rowdy

Television:


Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover
You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you!
Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter.
You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you.

You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable
Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life
By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover.

Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives.
Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours.
No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover. What Kind of Seducer Are You?

Heroes:


How You Are In Love
You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often.
You tend to give more than take in relationships.
You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.
You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.
You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.
Your Power Color Is Teal
At Your Highest:
You feel accomplished and optimistic about the future.
At Your Lowest:
You feel in a slump and lack creativity.
In Love:
You tend to be many people's ideal partner.
How You're Attractive:
You make people feel confident and accepted.
Your Eternal Question:
"What Impression Am I Giving?" What's Your Power Color?
Your Love Element Is Fire
In love, you are a true listener and totally present.
For you, love is all about feeling more alive than you've ever felt.
You attract others with your joy and passion.
Your flirting style is defined by your strong ability to communicate.
Fun and play are the cornerstones of your love life.
And while your flame may burn too brightly, it's part of your appeal.
You connect best with: Wood
Avoid: Water
You and another Fire element: will likely burn out quickly What Element Is Your Love?

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Dating Application......

Dating Application...... (Did say boyfriend, but I don't want one of those...unless you are the most awesome person I have ever met, LOL) I think this is so great! Fill it out, ill get back to u ...
Posted by Courtney on Thu, 15 Mar 2007 11:25:00 PST

Says it all...

"I don't have nothing to regret at all in the past, except that I might've unintentionally hurt somebody else or something." Jimi Hendrix
Posted by Courtney on Wed, 14 Mar 2007 07:47:00 PST