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Amanda[Your Own Disaster]

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About Me


21.taken.in love.
I am a pretty rad person, get to know me and you will find out. I have an amazing boyfriend and I have the greatest sisters in the world. I go to Del Tech and I live a pretty normal life. I love to go out and drink and have a good time...so if you wannna get crunk, hit me up!!

aim it...shexxdreamsinred



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"Every song ends. Is that any reason not to enjoy the music?"-One Tree Hill

"Sometimes pain becomes such a huge part of your life that you expect it to always be there…because you can't remember a time in your life when it wasn't. But then one day you feel something else-something that feels wrong, only because it's so unfamiliar. And in that moment you realize…you're happy"-One Tree Hill

"do you ever wonder if we make the moments in our lives? or if the moments in our lives make us?"-One Tree Hill

"To be brave is to love someone unconditionally, without expecting anything in return. To just give. That takes courage, because we don't want to fall on our faces or leave ourselves open to hurt."-Madonna

"Don't compromise yourself. You are all you've got."-Janis Joplin

"Would those of you in the cheaper seats clap your hands? And the rest of you, if you'll just rattle your jewelry."-John Lennon

"When the power of love overcomes the love of power the world will finally know peace."-Jimi Hendrix

"The best thing to hold onto in life is each other.”-Audrey Hepburn

"Is that what you call a getaway, tell me what you got away with. I've seen more spine in jelly fish, I've seen more guts in eleve year old kids."-Brand New

"When I'm talking to myself, I'd always rather be talking to you."-Brand New

My Blog

Pain

Pain. It's the one thing I know you bring me And through all of it I still can't let you go So in the end I guess it all falls on me. I see right through your malice And I have lived at the hands of ...
Posted by Amanda[Your Own Disaster] on Tue, 15 Apr 2008 08:27:00 PST

Show you.

Sometimes I can hear you Even when you aren’t around Your voice piercing through me Your laughter is all around Late at night When I am up and lying awake The sound of your breath is what keep...
Posted by Amanda[Your Own Disaster] on Tue, 18 Mar 2008 09:07:00 PST

silence like noise

Sick to my stomach, shaking on the this stone cold floor you’re holding a smoking gun I’m on the one side I shouldn’t be on your breath agianst my ear telling me all the thi...
Posted by Amanda[Your Own Disaster] on Mon, 17 Mar 2008 01:57:00 PST

Sow

One day and maybe soon I will burn down the world To show you it's not the perfect place You wish it could be I am sick of myself And the world that breeds hate And suddenly most of these days I hate...
Posted by Amanda[Your Own Disaster] on Tue, 19 Feb 2008 12:30:00 PST

N-O-T-H-I-N-G

you stand there screaming my name I turn my back this time I'm the one that is walking away too many times you beat me down and proved I meant nothing to you the words you never meant hang in the air ...
Posted by Amanda[Your Own Disaster] on Tue, 10 Apr 2007 08:03:00 PST

...and then they collide

Colors and memories Crash and collide Creating majestic supernovas Like the last look in your eyes When I laid my head Against your chest Living for the rhythmic tones Of your breath But now it's go...
Posted by Amanda[Your Own Disaster] on Sat, 31 Mar 2007 12:13:00 PST

Shattered (new poem)

Shattered she crumbles in the bathroom a heap on the stone cold floor tears graze her cheeks and blood runs down her legs she sees the red pool on the floor her pride amoungst the blood her trust gone...
Posted by Amanda[Your Own Disaster] on Wed, 29 Nov 2006 09:11:00 PST

New Poem

ForgeryEven though you have gone awayyour face is all im holding onto todaythis vicodin hasnt taken awaythe pain of you leaving me this wayfeeling battered, looking bruisedfeeling worthless, bein...
Posted by Amanda[Your Own Disaster] on Mon, 02 Oct 2006 01:41:00 PST

NEW POEM

AS THE SNOW FREEZES MY TEARS I stand grounded tears frozen on my cheeks It was always easy for you to walk away. The snow starts to fall cold, emotionless just how you left me. These scars are all tha...
Posted by Amanda[Your Own Disaster] on Fri, 02 Jun 2006 11:13:00 PST

Another Poem

wasteland Here I am Like I promised, holding your hand walking you through through the valleys of the life you once knew everything around you foreign and new this is who you used to be take a look a...
Posted by Amanda[Your Own Disaster] on Tue, 18 Apr 2006 08:37:00 PST