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[.sweet.pea.]

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About Me


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"Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life"
[.simple.plan.]
"Small, simple, safe price
Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets
This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals
And I am not afraid to die
I'm not afraid to bleed, and fuck, and fight.
I want the pain of payment
What's left, but a section of pigmy size cuts
Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks
Would you be my little cut?
Would you be my thousand fucks?

And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid
To fill, and spill over, and under my thoughts
My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter
I'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart
Love is not like anything

Especially a fucking knife.."
[.the.used.]
"Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens
A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins
I will never ask if you don't ever tell me
I know you well enough to know you never loved me "
[.taking.back.sunday.]
"What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been

And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do"
[.rascal.flatts.]
"My arms the hose and you're the fire
Out of control and I've got put you out

Before there's nothing left at all..
I'm gonna tear your ass up like we just got married
And you're all mine now
Tonight is the night we've been waiting for all our lives
Or maybe for just tonight"
[.the.starting.line.]
"Did you ever notice that in the Bible,
Whenever God needed to punish someone..
Make an example..
Or whenever God needed a killing..
He sent an angel.
Do you ever wonder what a creature like that must be like?
A whole existance spent praising your God..
Always with one wing dipped in blood..
Would you ever really want to see an angel?"
[.through.the.eyes.of.the.dead.]
"I got a feelin'
My head's a reelin'
My heart is screamin'
I'm about to bust loose
Bottled up emotion
It's more than a notion
It starts with an "I"
And ends with a "U"

I got a feelin'
Are you feelin' it too?"
[.billy.currington.]
"Cuz I'm a picker, I'm a grinner
I'm a lover, and I'm a sinner.
Playing my music in the sun..
I'm a joker, I'm a smoker, I'm a midnight toker
I get my lovin' on the run"
[.steve.miller.band.]
"In this room I'm sitting by your side.
'Cause it rains for hours and the phone is off its hook.
Standing on the edge, casting lots to set me up before you knock me down,
off the summer's edge and drown me.

We're betting on our own lives, making up for all the time we lost.
In this house of cards we're all holding hearts and spades
but you lead with your eyes and you give it away
When the people you love get lost in the shuffle,
you let it go and then you fold.

[.thursday.]
"And all I had was the memory of what was
so let's pretend it never mattered to us
I hope this message finds you well
Never thought I'd live to tell
what's a dream and what is real,
the way I really feel"
[.hawthorne.heights.]
"I got no money in my pockets
I got a hole in my jeans
I had a job and I lost it
But it won't get to me
And I got the one I love beside me
My troubles behind me
I'm alive and I'm free
Who wouldn't wanna be me?!"
[.keith.urban.]
"You won't ever get too far from me
You won't ever get too far...
I just wanna break you down so badly
Well I trip over everything you say
I just wanna break you down so badly
In the worst way
"
[.taking.back.sunday.]
"Hold on to you
Cuz I don't want to lose you
I don't want to become a memory
So hold onto me"
[.waking.ashland.]
"Splintered piece of glass falls, in the seat, gets caught
These broken windows, open locks, reminders of the youth we lost
In trying so hard to look away from you
we followed white lines to the sunset
I crash my car everyday the same way"
[.thursday.]
"I'm reading your note over again
There's not a word that I comprehend,
Except when you signed it
'I will love you always and forever.'"
[.dashboard.confessional.]
"As years go by..
I race the clock with you
But if you died right now
You know that I'd die too
I'd die too...
Until the day I die..
I'll spill my heart for you.."
[.story.of.the.year.]

My Interests

recipe for allie bear...shaken not stirred

GOD
FRIENDS
STAR GAZING
THE BEACH
RAIN
THINKING
HUGS
LAUGHING
SWINGING
MILKSHAKES
LONG WALKS
VACATIONS
VANS (THE SHOES LOL)
CUDDLING
SNOW ANGELS
HOLDING HANDS
SHOPPING
CHINESE FOOD
SOFTBALL
COOKIE DOUGH
FLIP FLOPS
SINGING IN THE SHOWER
REESES
FEATHER PILLOWS
SUNGLASSES
PEANUT BUTTER

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Music:

my musical cocktail...

waking ashland
underOATH
olivia the band
hawthorne heights
spitalfield
hellogoodbye
atreyu
senses fail
from first to last
thursday
straylight run
the starting line
silverstein
saosin
panic! at the disco
number one gun
the juliana theory
jack johnson
the higher
taking back sunday
the used
my chemical romance
dashboard confessional
switchfoot
emery
early november
the bled
acceptance
ALO
boys night out
saves the day
sinai beach
story of the year
showbread
system of a down
brad paisley
billy currington
keith urban
toby keith
alan jackson
shania twain
kenny chesney
dixie chicks
montgomery & gentry
rascal flatts
reba mcentire
tim mcgraw

Heroes:

the love of my life is the love between [friends]

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My Blog

fo shizzle...

so i got a job at GE...and i am pretty stoked !!!you know what this means...NO MORE BEING BROKE!wow..i never thought that could happen...haha..things i am going to do first..1. buy Ky's phone2. move o...
Posted by [.sweet.pea.] on Sat, 03 Feb 2007 04:46:00 PST

"i put all of my faith in this knife.."

.. i hate not knowing how i feel..... i hate not knowing what i want..... i hate now knowing what could have happened..... i hate the feeling of loving someone you can't have..... i hate not knowing i...
Posted by [.sweet.pea.] on Wed, 30 Aug 2006 12:52:00 PST

...WAITING...

DO YOU EVER FEEL LIKE YOU ARE WAITING.... FOR WHAT SEEMS LIKE AN ETERNITY? LIKE IT WILL NEVER SHOW UP... YOU JUST KEEP WAITING... HOPING THAT YOU WILL GET SOME ANSWERS... BUT THEN NOTHING... YOU ...
Posted by [.sweet.pea.] on Sat, 19 Nov 2005 01:36:00 PST

a piece of my heart....

life is so confusing.... there is always a constant change. thigns will be going good.... then in a split second the ground crumbles beneath your feet... and you have nowhere to go but down... and som...
Posted by [.sweet.pea.] on Fri, 09 Sep 2005 05:24:00 PST

alone?

ever felt alone? like no one cares about you? do you ever feel like no one wants to listen to word you say... no matter how important it is??? well, welcome to my world.... i have been feeling like th...
Posted by [.sweet.pea.] on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST