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sweet becky

Wakin up to find another day. The moon got lost again last nght, but now the sun has finally had it'

About Me

i love my life, but sometimes it doesn't love me. i am prone to emotional extremes. i feel everything completely, and express everything i feel. it takes a strong person to be my friend, and i am blessed with some strong people in my life. i feel like my life is about to spin out of control in the very best of ways, and that amazing things are in store for me, i just have to keep my eyes open until it happens.

My Interests

Theater, film, photography, cooking, the arts in general, politics, religion, the human mind (why do you people make the choices they do?), getting into the prefect amount of trouble, happy hour followed immediately by cocktail hour, dance parties in my living room, the friends who i will still be dancing in my living room with when we are 80, dressing up for whatever reason i want, staying in pj's all day just because i can, reading, spending lazy afternoons window shopping and being girly, learning new things, really good mexican hot chocolate, red wine, playing chess with worthy opponents, or really any game for that matter, listening to a gifted friend play the piano, teaching myself to play the piano, irish car bombs, seriously getting caught up in the energy at a really good concert, and hugs. oh yeah, and being right...


I'd like to meet:

people who understand me, and who understand themselves. at least enough to understand they are still learning about themselves, and i am still learning about me. people who love me because of my flaws, not despite them. people who are constantly seeking knowledge, and most importantly people who dont bring drama to my life unless it is that good las vegas sort of drama.... then... bring all you want... as my friend matt says..."no drama. no crunk-a-funk. thank you mary j. blige..." no... thank you matt...

Music:

anything that makes me feel alive.

Movies:

as long as it makes me either cry, laugh, hide under the covers, think, cringe, bite my nails, i will watch it. 2 movies i will never under any circumstances ever watch: snakes on a plane and killer clowns from outer space. i would rather die.

Television:

damn the writer's strike... give them what they want already...

Books:

She's Come Undone, The Rapture of Cannan, The PoisonWood Bible, Memoirs of a Geisha, The Life of Pi, Wurthering Heights, all Tenessee Williams, Shakespeare, and Jane Austen, White Oleander, Wicked, The Thorn Birds, The Devil in the White City, Little Children, Lamb: The Gospel According to Bif, Christ's Childhood Pal. please reccomend something. i always love new books...

Heroes:

anyone who lives each day with the passion and compassion needed to change people's lives is a hero in my book. people who are honest with themselves and those around them, despite how hard it may be. also the boys i nanny for. they are beautiful. and everyone could learn a thing or two about life from them.


My Blog

saturday night...

so i got a text from camron. he is spending his saturday partying with jodi foster. i spent mine babysitting and then watching there will be blood and drinking a bottle of red... i think he wins....Wh...
Posted by sweet becky on Sun, 15 Jun 2008 02:19:00 PST

meh...

why can't life ever stay simple and easy. things are great for such a short period before they go all to hell again. i can't keep up...say what first comes to mind....My ex... what exMaybe I should......
Posted by sweet becky on Fri, 13 Jun 2008 11:05:00 PST

riddle me this...

i have had enough coffee today to kill a horse, and am still so tired i think i may die. or throw up. or throw up and then choke on it and die. i am that tired. how is this possible? i would understan...
Posted by sweet becky on Tue, 22 Apr 2008 06:39:00 PST

is it sad...

that i decided upon getting home (about 8pm pacific standard time) that i wanted to make home made baked spaghetti. proceeded to do so, making in the process enough for 6 people? and in the process (w...
Posted by sweet becky on Mon, 21 Apr 2008 12:05:00 PST

i wonder sometimes...

about the ebb and flow of my life. just when i think i am getting past one point  i turn the corner and the same crap is waiting for me around the bend... why is that? Tears are falling from your...
Posted by sweet becky on Fri, 18 Apr 2008 12:30:00 PST

coughing...

is the worst form of punishment i can think of. the kind of shallow cough that never stops or helps anything... someone make it stop.... 1.What were you doing at 2:02 AM this morning?not sleeping... m...
Posted by sweet becky on Sun, 06 Apr 2008 12:55:00 PST

my head hurts...

and except for exhaustion, there is no reason for it to. sad. i am going to relish in this upcoming weekend free from any commitments at all. well except for the one sat. night and sun night. oh bothe...
Posted by sweet becky on Fri, 04 Apr 2008 07:22:00 PST

spring has sprung?

if this is the kind of weather i can expect this spring, count me out... hail the size of peas? granted i was in shoreline at the time, but seriously... it is almost april! wait. maybe the weather is ...
Posted by sweet becky on Tue, 01 Apr 2008 07:14:00 PST

i just want to enjoy...

my good mood. but sometimes life wont let you for one reason or another. you have to put on a grim face so that you are socially appropriate for certain situations, but dang it i just want to enjoy th...
Posted by sweet becky on Mon, 24 Mar 2008 11:45:00 PST

being an adult...

why is it that i am compelled to drop everything and travel for awhile, but am at the same time hesitant to just drop everything? a person is only young once, and now is the time to see the world, but...
Posted by sweet becky on Fri, 14 Mar 2008 11:00:00 PST