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NATURALBEAUTY

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About Me

I guess the only thing that matters at this point in my life is why I made the choice to begin transforming into the person God wants me to be. How I am going about it and how I feel now than I did before the decision was made. I thought because I never gave up on my education, never got pregnant, and attended church most of my life that I was doing better than most people my age. I realized that I was in the same boat as the rest, because the devil had the tighest grip on me. I thought my life was over after my bestfriend/my left hand/the man I thought I was suppose to marry was murdered. I was in a daze for awhile thinking nobody was there, but I had to realize that God was there and I had to turn my life over to him. I had to change my actions although it was hard, still is hard, and the devil will always try to get me to come back. I honestly feel free, I still have things to deal with but I am free. When I was deep into the devil it felt like it was always something wrong, but it feel very different now. I realize Chamone was carrying me and I had to find my way to God myself, so I know that his death happened for a reason. I am still in pain, but I have joy and I know I will make it. I see all three that is responsible for his murder and feel bad for them. I know things come back, it hurt when it does, so I truly feel sorry for them. I apologize to all that I have hurt and hope that they can forgive me, because my attitude allowed me to not care for anyone truly. I hope that when younger people see me that they will want to be more educated, more successful, and begin their transformation in a better way than me.

My Interests



New Nail Shop-Opened in April 2008 FIX Salon & Aesthetics 475 Ellicott St. 858-4332, Natural Nails ONLY! Mani$18, Pedi$26, Both$40 If you want Gels Call Me on the CELL!

I'd like to meet:

RIP Chamone Lewis 1-84/7-05 (killed by gun on Buffalo's East Side), Lamonte Dow 7-84/7-06 (killed by gun on Buffalo's East Side), Devonte' Murray 5-92/9-07 (killed by gun on Buffalo's East Side), and Thomas Swan 1-83/1-08(killed by gun on Buffalo's East Side) Do You See A Pattern? Ans. Yes; Explanation: Our community has young people that don't care about their future nor any one elses My Feelings: Parents get off them drugs, that alcohol, out them clubs and raise your children right. Youth (teens and 20+) if we dont stop killing each other off there wont be a future. My love, my homeboy, nor my lil cousin should have been taken away by violence period, it hurts when another human makes them go away. PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE, DONT LET THE DEVIL WIN NO MORE

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My Blog

Why Im ColdSpringz Finest Literally

I'm ColdSpringz Finest Literally, because I have a good education which goes pass a Bachelor's Degree, I was raised by a good Christian family, I aint never been pregnant, I have natural beauty, I don...
Posted by NATURALBEAUTY on Wed, 03 Oct 2007 06:41:00 PST

New Hope COGIC

I grew up in New Hope Church of God In Christ and when my uncle died I thought I would not be in "my church" again.  I think that me and my family were fortunate that it was not closed and we got...
Posted by NATURALBEAUTY on Fri, 22 Jun 2007 06:57:00 PST