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I HAVE HAD A PRETTY ROUGH LIFE AND HAD TO GROW UP PRETTY FAST WHICH LEFT PLENTY OF ROOM FOR PLENTY OF MISTAKES, BUT YOU LIVE AND YOU LEARN THAT IS WHAT LIFE IS ALL ABOUT, RIGHT? I STILL GET LOST FROM TIME TO TIME, BUT I BELIEVE THAT GOD HAS A SET PLAN FOR EVERYONE AND THAT EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON. STRONGLY BELIEVE IN NOT JUDGING OTHERS!!! YOU HAVE NO IDEA WHAT THEY HAVE GONE/ARE GOING THROUGH IN LIFE. I DO NOT AGREE WITH PEOPLE THAT SAY "IM DRAMA FREE" ...BULLSHIT NO ONE IS. EVERYONE HAS ISSUES...DONT BE IN DENIAL! ITS HOW YOU HANDLE THEM THAT COUNTS :-) I STRONGLY BELIEVE IN : BEING YOURSELF NO MATTER WHAT, THAT BEING UNIQUE IS WHAT MAKES US BEAUTIFUL....FUCK SOCIETY & WHAT THEY SAY MAKES FOR THE PERFECT MOLD...I SAY BREAK IT!, THAT OUR BODIES ARE OUR CANVAS AND THEY SHOULD BE PAINTED WITH THE BRUSH FROM YOUR HEART & FRAMED WITH THE BELIEFS IN YOUR MIND, THAT YOU SHOULD ALWAYS SAY WHAT YOU MEAN & MEAN WHAT YOU SAY,IF YOU WANT SOMETHING GO FOR IT DONT LET ANYONE OR ANYTHING HOLD YOU BACK ESPECIALLY THE FEAR OF REJECTION ...WAY I SEE IT --- THAT KARMA IS VERY MUCH A REALITY ...LIKE THEY SAY TREAT OTHERS HOW YOU WOULD WISH TO BE TREATED, THAT THERE IS NO BETTER TIME THEN TIME SPENT WITH FAMILY, NOTHING WORTH HAVING COMES WITH EASE OR WITHOUT RISK, THAT YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE THAT CAN MAKE YOU TRUELY HAPPY & THAT NO ONE CAN LOVE YOU UNTIL YOU FIRST KNOW AND THEN LOVE WHO YOU ARE FLAWS AND ALL, WE ALL MAKE MISTAKES BUT EVERYONE DESERVES A SECOND CHANCE, YOU CANNOT PLEASE EVERYONE, WE ARE ALL HUMAN NO MATTER WHAT STATUS SOCIETY HAS GIVEN YOU, IN BEING HUMBLE, LAUGHING AS MUCHAS POSSIBBLE ESPECIALLY AT YOURSELF ...DONT TAKE YOURSELF SO SERIOUSLY NO ONE ELSE DOES, DO NOT LET YOUR POSSESSIONS POSSES YOU...YOU CANNOT TAKE ANY OF THAT TO HEAVEN SO WHY NOT SHARE WHEN YOU CAN AND THAT MY STRONG OPINIONS AND HOW I VOICE THEM IS NOT AN IMPERFECTION RATHER AN HONORABLE CHARACTERISTIC AND NO ONE CAN TELL ME DIFFERENTLY. I AM AN OPEN BOOK AS YOU WILL SEE IN MY BLOGS SO IF THERE IS ANYTHING YOU WOULD LIKE TO KNOW...ASK! BLONDE OR BRUNETTE STILL LOVE MM!! ~* SAILOR JERRY ADDICT *~.. MY BEST FRIEND AKA CRACK IS CHEAP/WACK AKA "LOVER" AKA MOM AKA SALISE LOL...LOVE YA GIRL!!!ToolsForMySpace.comXOXO NOTHING BU LOVE FOR MY BOY JP XOXOFirst time pro ahaha 3 in the heart??? Hell ya I aim to kill lol AND NO TRUE LIFE MEN DONT HAVE THE BRAIN NINJA ABILITY JUST ASK DANE COOK AHAHA....JEALOUS??

My Interests

HAVE BEEN SINGING SINCE I COULD TALK. WHEN I SING I SWEAR THE WHOLE WORLD SEEMS RIGHT AND ANY PAIN I AM HARBORING SEEMS TO DRIFT OUT ALONG MY VOICE!! I WRITE POETRY AND I AM STILL TRYING TO FIGURE OUT HOW TO TRANSLATE THAT INTO LYRICS. USE TO AS YOU CAN OBVIOUSLY SEE BE VERY MUCH INTO HE CLUB SCENE, BUT NOW ID RATHER GO TO A LOCAL DIVE BAR WITH SOME CLOSE "REAL" FRIENDS PLAY A GAME OF POOL AND LISTEN TO SOME GREAT MUSIC!! I ALSO LOVE PSYCHOLOGY ...NOTHING INTRIGUES ME MORE THEN LEARING ABOUT THE HUMAN BRAIN AND WHAT MAKES US ACT AND FEEL THE WAY WE DO!!! MOTO X (PASTRANA IS FUCKING AMAZING DOUBLE BACK FLIP AND THREE GOLD MEDALS 2006 X GAMES NUFF SAID , NATE MUTHA FUCKIN ADAMS ...IF YOU DONT KNOW YOU BETTER ASK SOMEBODY...HAVE YOU BEEN IN A CAVE YOUR WHOLE LIFE LOL ,JEREMY "TWITCH" STENBERG!!!! ,JEREMY MCGRATH, BRIAN DEEGAN, BMX (COREY "NASTY" NASTAZIO AKA KING OF DIRT), DAVE MIRA, SKATEBOARDING TONY HAWK!! ...BASICALLY ANYTHING EXTREME SPORTS......FUCK PAVMENT RIDE DIRT/RAILS/RAMPS ETC HAHA !! FOOTBALL (GO NINERS!!), AMERICAN MADE ONLY IF WE ARE TALKING ABOUT ANY BIKE OTHER THEN DIRT HARLEY OR DUCATI BABY!! DADDY RAISED ME RIGHT!! NOTHING IS MORE RELAXIN THEN A WARM DAY CRUISING WITH THE WIND IN YOUR HAIR IN THE MOUNTAINS ON THE BACK OF A HOG!!...SUPPORT HA, CONCERT FANATIC AS YOU CAN SEE MUSIC IS EVERYTHING TO ME!! NO BETTER PLACE THEN SUMMER TIME AT KONOCTI/ CLEAR LAKE ... 4TH ROW PROACH IS TO THIS DAY ONE OF MY FAVORITE MOMENTS IN TIME!! I AM INTO FORENSIC SCIENCE BUT HORRIBLE WIT GORY STUFF...YES I KNOW ODD LOL , MUSIC VIDEO CONCEPT(I LISTEN TO MUSIC AND AUTOMATICALLY THINK OF HOW I WOULD MAKE THE VIDEO), LEARNING ABOUT DIFFERENT CULTURES...I THINK A LARGE PART OF WHAT IS WRONG WITH THE US TODAY IS HOW FAR OFF WE HAVE VENTURED FROM WHERE WE CAME FROM AND THE VALUES AND MORALS THAT USE TO EXSIST...YES I DO WATCH THE HISTORY CHANNEL LOL , COOKING...I ABSOLUTELY LOVE LOVE LOVE COOKING...I AM HAPPIEST WHEN FEEDING FRIENDS/FAMILY ..MY MAN WELL WHEN I GET ONE LOL AND SHARIG A GOOD BOTTLE OF WINE...NOTHING!! , WORKING OUT ... I LITERALLY GET DEPRESSED IF I DONT GO FOR MORE THEN 2 DAYS LOL, SPENDING TIME WITH MY FAMILY ...NOTHING IS MORE IMPORTANT ...& FRIENDS, INTERIOR DESIGN, ANIMALS...I HAVE A BOXER @ MY MOMS TREVOR WHICH IS LIKE MY SON (RIP SHANNON & RAIDER), CHILDREN...NOT READY FOR ANY OF MY OWN YET..BUT USE TO NANNY I LOVE WATCHING THEIR INNOCENCE AND REMEMBERING WHEN ALL I HAD TO WORRY ABOUT WAS HOW LONG TILL RECESS LOL ANIMALS!! I SOMETIMES THINK I LIKE THEM BETTER THEN HUMANS LOL I USE TO FOSTER KITTEN LITTERS BUT AFTER MY LAST LOSS I DECIDED TO TAKE A BREAK...IT WAS HEARTBREAKING :( , ANTI BREEDERS I BELIEVE THEY ARE A LARGE PART OF THE REASON WHY THERE ARE SOOO MANY ANIMALS PUT DOWN DAILY....ADOPT!!, GOING TO THE SHOOTING RANGE AS YOU CAN SEE IN MY VID LOL SUCH A STRESS RELIEVER! BOWLING...YES I SAID BOWLING EVEN THOUGH I SUCK, ROMANCE...IM HOPELESS!! AND SO SO MUCH MORE!!! MY PLAYLIST IS SIMPLY....SEXY! ***
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* JAYNE MANSFIELD * "If you're going to do something wrong, do it big, because the punishments the same either way" ~JM EVERYONE LOVES MASUMI MAX ...WOO HOOO!ANIMAL RIGHTS....SPEAK FOR THOSE WHO CANNOT
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AND OF COURSE SUPPORT H&H .....BETTER NOW?? HEHE**CAREY HART** FREAKIN LEGEND.....NO INTRO NEEDED AND IF SO.... YOU CAN NO LONGER BE MY FRIEND LOL ...SERIOUSLY GO DELETE YOUR LAME ASS LOL JK JK DEFINATELY THE HART BREAKER!!!

I'd like to meet:

I AM NOT LOOKING TO MEET ANYONE ON THAT LEVEL RIGH NOW. I AM TAKING TIME FOR MYSELF AND TO GET MY LIFE TOGETHER... AND NOOOOO IM NOT LOOKING FOR A BOOTY CALL EITHER LOL ID MUCH RATHER BE GETTING NONE THEN GIVING IT TO SOMEONE UNDESERVING! **** BUT WHEN I AM IT WILL LOOK SOMETHING LIKE THIS :) I am not looking to play anyone's mother I need a man NOT a boy that can bring something (mentally & physically)to the table instead of sitting at it waiting to be served! "EASIER TO FIND WHAT'S WRONG HARDER TO FIND WHAT'S RIGHT" ~BREAKING BENJAMIN "REAL WOMAN DON'T CHASE LITTLE BOYS BECAUSE THEY HAVE FAR TOO MANY REAL MEN ALREADY CHASING THEM" ~ME Weak minds follow cold hearts while strong minds follow their own ~ me : ) Some of God's greatest gifts are unanswered prayers ~ GB "SOMEWHERE BEYOND HAPPINESS & SADNESS I NEED TO CALCULATE WHAT CREATES MY OWN MADNESS...AND IM ADDICTED TO YOUR PUNISHMENT & YOU'RE THE MASTER AND I AM CRAVING THIS DISASTER!!"

Music:


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~** PAPA ROACH **~ IN ORDER TO LOVE ME YOU MUST ALSO LOVE THEM ....YA I'M THAT SERIOUS LOL AND NOBODY DOES LIKE THEY DO....BEST CONCERT I HAVE EVER BEEN TO, ALL OF THEM & FAM ARE TOTALLY DOWN TO EARTH & CHILL AND THEY GAVE ME AN EXPERIENCE I WILL NEVER FORGET!! THANK YOU PROACH!!BREAKING BENJAMIN, ADEMA, LINKIN PARK, NINE INCH NAILS, DEPECHE MODE, Drowning Pool, Puddle Of Mudd, Dashboard Confessional, Emery, UnderOath, ROB ZOMBIE, Powerman 5000, DISTURBED, Incubus, KORN, Story Of The Year, Yellow Card, Sugarcult, AEROSMITH, Sneaker Pimps, The Cure, THREE DAYS GRACE, Pink, Hinder, MARILYN MANSON, Maroon 5, 3 Doors Down, Evanescence, Crossfade, Lifehouse, Snow Patrol, CHEVELLE, Coldplay, TRAPT, THE KILLERS, 311, Kill Hannah, THE PROM KINGS (my garage band boy Joey) , Third Eye Blind, Train, LIMP BIZKIT, Shiny Toy Guns, Hoobastank, The Fray, Porcelien & The Tramps, System Of The Down, Kid Rock, SUBLIME, Pepper, Journey, RED, DEFTONES!, OTEP ~ chicks rock too!!!, MOSTLY ROCK/ CLASSIC ROCK/ ALTERNATIVE/ SCREAMO/ METAL & INDUSTRIAL....BUT MY MUSIC LIKE MY CLOTHES & LIFE ....EVER REINVENTING OPEN MINDED.... I so like some TECHNO/HOUSE (Motorcycle - As the rush comes, Benni Bennassi - Satisfaction, Bob Sinclair- World hold on), JAZZ/ SOUL I LOVE LOVE SADE!!!!, POP like JT ya ya I know... Britney Spears back in the sane days ...SOME R&B BUT NO RAP!!! I LIKE Rihanna, T Pain, Lupe Fiasco this star can kick push ahaha, J Holiday ...trying to put you to bed !!, Chris Brown hey he's catchie lol , Ginuwine ...USE to be so anxious lol , Alicia Keys, Christina Aguilera Jessica Simpson, Backstreet Boys yup I said lol Hey I am all about lyrics and melody and they got it so what lol , Sean Kingston,Fergie, Chingy - Keep pullin me back, Timbaland feat. One Republic, Kylie Minouge - Chocolate ...soooo sexy! LATIN - SELENA my idol if you haven't figured it out yet ------

Movies:

THE SECRET....LIFE ALTERING!! Shawshank Redemption, BOONDOCK SAINTS MY ABSOLUTE FAVORITE OF ALL TIME, The Holiday, The Notebook, Old School, Without A Paddle, Wedding Crashers, American History X,Fight Club, Selena, The Game, Gladiator, Click, Just Like Heaven ,

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Books:

The Bible, anything relating to psychology ( Mind Brain & Behavior), poetry, inspirational...knowledge is power! The Secret ...life changing!! Who Stole My Cheese, The One Minute Manager ...dynamic!

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GOD! My family...who I love more then anything on earth! Doctors who give up their personal lives to save others. Teachers who recieve very little in return, but give us so much. PETA the battle is never ending, but you never give up! Fight for those who cannot fight for themselves! Single mothers/fathers raising children on their own. Shelters of all kinds be it....abuse/homeless/woman's etc.
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THE PERFECT MAN

WELL FOR STARTERS DOES NOT EXSIST LOL BUT IF I COULD CREATE HIM FOR ME THIS IS WHAT HE WOULD BE..... LOVES THAT I LOVE TO CONSTANTLY CHANGE IT UP...LOVES ME IN MY MINI DRESSES AND SHOWING ME OFF FOR A...
Posted by @mber Nico1e on Sat, 05 Apr 2008 03:55:00 PST

OPENING A NEW CHAPTER IN MY LIFE :)

When you have lived all of your life doing what everyone else has wanted to do because you thought that by making everyone else around you that you care about happy that in turn you yourself would be ...
Posted by @mber Nico1e on Sat, 05 Apr 2008 02:41:00 PST

YEAH I SAID IT.....AND?? ARE YOU SURPRISED??

All my life I have heard woman saying that when it comes to men you have to hold back. Wether it be things you wanna say....pretending not to care....pretending that you don’t want the time you ...
Posted by @mber Nico1e on Tue, 01 Apr 2008 12:11:00 PST

THOUGHTS 3.4.08

I'd much rather be loved for my heart then my possessions and I'd much rather achieve it through honesty & trust then to gain it via games of mind manipulation. Hidden indescretions don't stay sil...
Posted by @mber Nico1e on Tue, 04 Mar 2008 03:21:00 PST

******** FUCK YOU ********

I hate ..... People that feel they have to make fun of others weakness whether it be physical appearance or any other disability in order to make themselves feel better. You are full of insecurities a...
Posted by @mber Nico1e on Thu, 31 Jan 2008 03:15:00 PST

STORY OF MY FREAKIN LIFE

"I'm walking on broken glass from the wreckage of my pastI'm locked up in a cage 'cause I'm a prisoner of my ways" I now believe that my karma will be to never be satisfied and to walk this earth alwa...
Posted by @mber Nico1e on Fri, 28 Sep 2007 05:40:00 PST

RANDOM THOUGHTS 8/22

Tattoos...every where,but especially the neck & fingers (Love/Hate, Live/Fast, Hold/Fast)BUT stand for something or you'll fall for anything! Lip rings!Wish I could get mine :( Banadanas Studded b...
Posted by @mber Nico1e on Fri, 24 Aug 2007 11:44:00 PST