The laugh of a .MADwoman. |
well what do you want me to do?
paint my blank canvice face beautiful for you everynight,
sit on the edge of my empty bed and admire my cream colored walls
waiting, hopeing, daydreaming for your ariv... Posted by whitneyrose. on Sat, 27 Oct 2007 09:42:00 PST |
different |
your not supposed to read my blogs.
no you are not.
ecspecialy when they are about you.
and if and when you do, you are most certainly not supposed to know they are about you
you should clueles... Posted by whitneyrose. on Mon, 27 Aug 2007 04:09:00 PST |
A cry for help? |
can you hear the yelling?
the strong language?
the shouting
the absence of love?
all smothered away by the piano playing on my ipod..
drowned out..but not completley..i can hear it deep and frightenin... Posted by whitneyrose. on Fri, 15 Jun 2007 06:04:00 PST |
"Flaws and Restless Mistakes.." |
hold me?
until the sky comes crashing down,
or atleast until i pass on to the next life..?
sit with me on the pathetic dirt floor of the lot next door, and hold me..
wrap your arms around me..so close... Posted by whitneyrose. on Sat, 12 May 2007 01:31:00 PST |
Decisions |
i really dont understand all of this.
i try and i try
i struggle to choose good over bad
i stand up for what i have ben told i believe in, in hopes that some how, one day i will be rewarded.
its ben t... Posted by whitneyrose. on Sat, 24 Feb 2007 10:18:00 PST |
dig deeper into the pain |
the dirt lot next dooris cold and dampi cant feel itthe angry bite of winter numbsmy kneeling body from the coldas i dig, my frozen palms can feelpebbles brush against themon after anotheri can taste ... Posted by whitneyrose. on Fri, 22 Dec 2006 08:17:00 PST |
heart attach ... why does it pain me so ..? |
its poundinglike the roar of an africandrumi can feel itagainst my chestpoundingpoundingever so steadilywhat does it want?why does it insist on poundingpounding..it wants to be let freeto burst out of... Posted by whitneyrose. on Mon, 23 Oct 2006 04:37:00 PST |
rememberance ... wich i lust after |
"Prospérer avec la convoitise."
( translation ; thriving with lust )
close my eyes blinding my inner mind with lust i cant get your body.. your touch your whisper your thrust... out of ... Posted by whitneyrose. on Mon, 23 Oct 2006 04:42:00 PST |