she doesn't get enough |
i never write on this thing...it's rather exciting.
mostly i can pretty much assure that no one will read this and anyone that will does not want to hear me bitch and moan about how i'm upset and i m...
Posted by Lotte on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
an oatmeal day... |
happy fucking new year!
new? nope...same as before it's just got a different number on the end.
gross!
so many things to take care of and so little time.
i miss you...all of you...amanda i can'...
Posted by Lotte on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
.piss off. |
is something wrong?
are you ok?
are you ok?
are you ok?
fuck off.
Posted by Lotte on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
.>shattered heart<. |
i just wanna be with you.
i miss you.
Posted by Lotte on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
the happiest girl in the world... |
i feel like i'm just gonna break down and cry, for hours.
i feel so sick.
i feel...pathetic?
Posted by Lotte on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
"N" |
got my liscence today...
ugh.
i feel so sick.
people are stupid.
but im a HUGE idiot...
Posted by Lotte on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
Material Girl... |
it makes me sad cause i completely am...a material girl.
let's see...friday the 5th of december, i went downtown after school and my ex boyfriend Jay purchased for me a $65 case of Manic Panic makeup...
Posted by Lotte on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
tonight was a... |
night of many things.
jay took me to dinner at the bestest place ever. New York Style Pizza and Pasta! i got a salad and cheese toast, he got some pasta and garlic bread.
downtown.
saw skater boy, ...
Posted by Lotte on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
more than usual... |
more tired than usual.
more confused than usual.
more sick than usual.
more nicotine than usual.
more pain than usual.
more pathetic than usual.
more ill than usual.
more want, need, lack of......
Posted by Lotte on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
i dunno |
stuff...
is weird.
to say the least.
but i have new makeup:D
that makes me sound so pathetic...*shrugs*
Posted by Lotte on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
