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I am Aren-gar Actæonia, from the Land of Snow.


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I saw that [he] was a genius of suffering and that in the meaning of many sayings of Nietzsche he had created within himself with positive genius a boundless and frightening capacity for pain. I saw at the same time that the root of his pessimism was not world-contempt, but self-contempt; for however mercilessly he might annihilate institutions and persons in his talk, he never spared himself. It was always at himself first and foremost that he aimed the shaft, himself first and foremost whom he hated and despised.

- Herman Hesse, Steppenwolf

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My Interests

Of the Fetishes:

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• The Ahnenerbe Institute

• Ancient China

• Anime

• Anti-Semitism vs. Ethnic Cleansing

• Apiology

• Arachnology

• Aryanism vs. Nazism

• Aryanization vs. Americanization

• Asia

• Atraxotoxic effects

• Autoeroticism vs. Sado-masochism

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• Babylon

• Batrachotoxic effects

• Betty Page-style Pin-Ups

• The Black Death

• The Bolchevik Revolution

• Burlesque

C

• Cannibalism

• Cardiotoxic effects

• Chinese Pillow-books

• Christianity as Antiquity

• The Combat Sciences

• Compression chambers

• Conotoxic effects

• Coulrophobia

• The Council of Foreign Relations

• Crowley

• The Crusades

• Cultural Anthropology

D

• The Dead Sea Scrolls

• Demonolatry

• The Doctrine of Negation

• Dracontology

E

• The Edda Society

• Egyptology

• Ethnology

• Eugenics vs. Lebensborn

• The European Superstate

• Euthanasia vs. medical liquidation vs. mercy-killing

• Existentialism

• Extremist Islam

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• The Final Solution

• Forensic Anthropology

• The Fragonard Museum

G

• Gangrene

• Germania

• Germanism

• The Gestapo

• Gottfried Helnwein

• The Grand Grimiore

• The Great Terror

• Grouchomarxism

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• Hentai

• The Hierarchy of Wierius

• Humanism vs. Agnosticism

I

• Incendiary explosives

J

• Japan

• The Jewish Question and the Holocaust

K

• The Kalevala

• Kant vs. Schopenhauer

• The KGB

• Kristallnacht

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• Libertinism vs. hedonism

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• Megalomania

• Mengele vs. Clauberg

• Mind control vs. hypnosis

• Misanthropy

• Molten metal

• Mustard Gas

• The Mutter Museum

• Myotoxic effects

• Myrmecology

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• Nazi-Germany and the Third Reich

• Nazism vs. Occultism

• Nazi Occult Prophecy

• Necrotoxic effects

• The New World Order

• Nietzschean philosophy vs. Nietzschean elitism

• The NKVD

• Nostradamus Prophecy

• The Nürnberg Laws

• Nymphomania

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• Oberheuser vs. Brandt

• The Oedipis vs. Electra Complexes

• The Order of Nine Angels

P

• Paganism vs. pantheism

• Personality vs. Social Disorders

• Phosphorous

• Positive eugenics vs. negative eugenics

• The Prophecies of Merlin

• The Proto-Orthodoxy

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• Quantum Physics vs. the Quantum Enigma

• The Qur'an

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• The Racial Basis of Civilization

• Racial-Extremism

• The Reclamation vs. the Spanish Inquisition

• Red October

• The Red Orchestra

• The Rig Veda

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• Sade vs. Masoch

• Sadism vs. Nurturing

• The Schutzstaffel-SS

• The Second World War

• Serial murder

• The Sexual Acrobatics

• The Sicherheitsdienst-SD

• Sodomy

• Soviet Imperialism

• Stalinist Surrealism

• Streptococcus

• Stonustoxic effects

• Sulfanilamide

• The Surveillance Society

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• Tetanus

• Theory of the Ãœbermensch: Racial-Ascension vs. Ethnic-Degeneration

• Tootsie-rolls

• Totalitarian imperatives and views of power in government

• The [Great] Tribulation

• Typhus

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• Ultranationalism vs. Right-wing Extremism

• The U.S.S.R

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• The Wannsee Conference

• The Warsaw Pact

• The Web-Bot Project

• Wehrmacht Operations Orient vs. Barbarossa

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• Xenophobia

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Of the Anti-Fetishes:

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• The Angley Foundation

• Asia Minor

• Animal cruelty

B

• Bible Literalism

• Blood-traitors

• The Borderline Personality Disorder

• The Bush Administration

C

• Capitalist Democracy

• Christian-evangelicalism

• Communism

• Connect-Four

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• Democratic Regionalization

E

• Emotional-instability

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• Floam

• The Fur-Trade

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• Geo-political nihilism

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• Infidelity

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• Light-brights

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• National Socialism

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• Peace radicals

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• Religious-equality vs. religious-tolerance

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• Veganism vs. vegetarianism

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Music:

Pleasant Listening:

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• Acid Bath

• Alfa Matrix

• Alpha Shemale

• The Apex Twins

• A Perfect Circle

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• Bach

• Beethoven

• Bile

• Birthday Massacre

• Björk

• Blank

C

• C/A/T

• C-Drone-Defect

• Combichrist

• Conjure One

• Covenant

• Cradle of Filth

• The Cure

D

• Das Ich

• Dioxyde

• DJ Dark Choir

• DJ Dark Storm

• DJ Dark Raver

• Deadsy

• The Deftones

• Depeche Mode

• Die Form

• The Dresden Dolls

• Dunkelwerk

• Dying Fetus

• Dying Light

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• Einstürzende Neubauten

• Electric Hellfire Club

• Electric Light Orchestra

• Emergence

• Engelmacher

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• FabrikC

• Fear Factory

• Feindflug

• Fictional Lights of Euphoria

• Front 242

• Front Line Assembly

• Funker Vogt

G-H

• Hanzel und Gretyl

• Hate Dies Hard

• Haujobb.

• Heimataerde

• H.I.M.

• Hocico

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• Implant

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• Jack Off Jill

• Journey

K

• Kaligo

• Kevorkian Death Cycle

• The Kidney Thieves

• Kittie

• KMFDM

• Knorkator

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• Lacuna Coil

• The [law-rah] Collective

• Leæther Strip

• Life Like

• London After Midnight

• Lords of Acid

• Lustmord

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• Marilyn Manson

• Massive Attack

• Massiv in Mensch

• MDFMK

• Meat Beat Manifesto

• Mendelssohn

• Minerve

• Ministry

• The Misfits

• Melotron

• Mindless Self Indulgence

• Mozart

• The Murder Dolls

• My Dying Bride

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• Nine Inch Nails

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• Ohgr

• Opeth.

• Orgy

• Otep

• Otto's Daughter

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• Pigface

• Porcelain and the Tramps

• Portishead

• Powerman 5, 000

• Prodigy

• Project Pitchfork

• Psyclon Nine

• Punto Omega

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• Rammstein

• Rasputina

• Razed in Black

• The Razor Skyline

• Relative Ash

• Ringworm

• Rob Zombie

• Rotersand

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• Sister Machine Gun

• [:SITD:]

• Skinny Puppy

• The Smashing Pumpkins

• Snake River Conspiracy

• Sneaker Pimps

• Snog

• Stahlhammer

• Static-X

• Stray

• Suicide Commando

• System of a Down

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• Tactical Sekt

• TAMTRUM

• t.A.T.u

• Terrorfakt

• Tool

• Toxic Shock Syndrome

• Transmutator

• The Trans-Siberian Orchestra

• Type O Negative

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• Ultranoir

• Unexpect

• Unter Null

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• Velvet Acid Christ

• Videodrone

• VNV Nation

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• Wagner

• White Zombie

• Winterstahl

• Wumpscut

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• X-Fusion

• Xotox

• XP8

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• Zeromancer

Movies:

Notable Films:

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• The Addam's Family

• Akira

• Alice in Wonderland

• American Beauty

• American History X

• American Psycho

• ANTIBODIES

• Army of Darkness

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• Battle Royale

• Beetlejuice

• Berserk

• Blood: The Last Vampire

• Boondock Saints

• Bram Stoker's Dracula

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• Casshern

• The Cell

• A Clockwork Orange

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• Dark City

• Day Watch

• The Devil's Advocate

• Donnie Darko

• Doppelherz

• The Downfall

• Drop Dead Fred

• Dracula: Dead and Loving It

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• Escaflowne

• Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind

• Evil Dead

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• Fight Club

• Final Fantasy: Advent Children

• Forbidden Zone

• Frailty

• From Hell

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• Ghost in the Shell

• The Good Son

• Gundam Wing: Endless Waltz

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• Hannibal

• Hannibal Rising

• Happiness

• The Heart is Deceitful Above All Things

• Hide and Seek

• Hocus Pocus

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• Kingdom of Heaven

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• Legend

• The Libertine

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• Naruto: Ninja Clash in the Land of Snow

• A Nightmare Before Christmas

• Neon Genesis: The End of Evangelion

• Ninja Scroll

• The Ninth Gate

O-P

• Party Monster

• Perfume

• Pirates of the Caribbean

• Pleasantville

• Prophecy

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• Quills

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• Red Dragon

• Requiem for a Dream

• The Rocky Horror Picture Show

• Romper Stomper

• Rosemary's Baby

• Running with Scissors

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• The Secret Window

• Se7en

• Silence of the Lambs

• Silent Hill

• Sleepy Hollow

• Snatch

• Spirited Away

• Spriggan

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• Tank Girl

• Triumph of the Will

• Twelve Monkeys

• Twilight of the Dark Master

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• Vampire Hunter D: Bloodlust

• V for Vendetta

• Videodrome

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• Waking Life

• What the (BLEEP) Do We Know, Rabbit Hole?

• What Dreams May Come

X-Z

• Zeitgeist

Television:

Of Televised Fancies:

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• Aeon Flux

• Ahhh! Real Monsters

• The Angry Beavers

• Aqua Teen Hunger Force

• Avatar: The Last Airbender

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• Beetlejuice

• Big Love

• Bones

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• The Discovery Channel

• Discovery Health

• Discovery Times

• Dragon Ball Z

• Drawn Together

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• Engineering an Empire

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• FutureWeapons

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• Gundam Wing

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• The History Channel

• History International

• History's Mysteries

• History Undercover

• House

• How It's Made

• How do they do it?

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• Invader Zim

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• Lost Worlds

• Modern Marvels

• The Most Extreme

• The Munsters

• MythBusters

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• Naked Science

• Naruto

• The National Geographic Channel

• Neon Genesis Evangelion

O-R

• Red vs. Blue

• Ren and Stimpy

• Robot Chicken

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• South Park

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• Taboo

• TLC

• Top Tens

U-V

• The Venture Bros.

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• Weaponology

• WW2: Battlefront

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Books:

Literary Euphoria:

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• Aesthetic Perception as a Mode of Transcendence

• American Psycho

• The Anti-Christ

• Asceticism and the Denial of the "Will-to-Live"

• An Attempt at Self-Criticism

• Auschwitz: Inside the Nazi-State

• Auschwitz Requiem

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• Babylon Rising

• Battle Royale

• Becoming Eichmann

• Beyond Good and Evil

• The Birth of Tragedy

• The Blair Witch Project

• The Book of Mormon

• Brave New World

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• The Cadbury Tales

• The Case of Wagner

• Choke

• A Clockwork Orange

• The Complete History of Jack the Ripper

• The Communist Manifesto

• Crank

• The Crimes of Love

• Critique of Kant

• Critique of Pure Reason

• The Chronicles of Narnia

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• 1600 Days in Auschwitz-Birkenau

• The Da Vinci Code

• Daybreak: Reflections on Moral Prejudices

• Daybreak: Thoughts on the Prejudices of Morality

• 120 Days of Sodom

• Devil's Knot

• Disco Bloodbath

• The Divine Comedy

• Dialogue Between a Priest and a Dying Man

• Diary

• Dönitz: The Last Führer

• The Drama of the Gifted Child: The Search for the True Self

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• Ecce Homo

• Emerson

• Exquisite Corpse

F

• Fight Club

G

• The Gay Science

• The Geneaology of Morals

• Generation Fetish

• Great Sex

H

• Halo: The Fall of Reach

• Halo: The Flood

• Halo: First Strike

• Halo: The Ghosts of Onyx

• Hammer of the Gods

• Harry Potter

• Haunted

• Himmler: Reichsführer-SS

• History of Materialism and Critique of its Present Significance

• Hitler's Table-talk

• Hitler's Traitor

• Hitler Triumphant

• Hitler's Second Book

• The Holy Bible

• Human, All Too Human

• Hysterical Personality Style and Histrionic Personality Disorder

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• Invisible Monsters

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• Juliette

• June 1941: Hitler and Stalin

• Justine

K-L

• Left Behind

• Life of Jesus: Critically Examined

• Marilyn Manson's: The Long Hard Road out of Hell

• Lost Christianities

• Lost Scriptures

• Lullaby

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• Malignant Self-Love: Narcissism revisited

• The Mammoth Book of Best New Erotica

• The Master Plan

• Mein Kampf

• Misquoting Jesus

• Mixed Opinions and Maxims

• Monadology

• Moral Awareness as a Mode of Transcendence

• Moses and Monotheism

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• The Narcissistic And Borderline Disorders

• Narcissism and Character Transformation: The Psychology of Narcissistic Character Disorders

• The Nazi Doctors: Medical Killing and the Psychology of Genocide

• Necronomicon

• The New Anti-Semitism

• Nietzsche Contra Wagner, Out of the Files of a Psychologist

• The Nietzsche Legacy in Germany

• Nietzsche and the Origin of Virtue

• Nietzsche: Untimely Mediations

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• Occult Reich

• Of Mice and Men

• On the Origin of Moral Feelings

• On Truth and Lies in an Nonmoral Sense

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• Paradise Lost

• The Perfect Crime: Nathan Leopold & Richard Loeb

• Perfume

• Philosophy and Truth: Selections from Nietzsche's Notebooks of the Early 1870's

• Philosophy in the Bedroom

• Prince of Darkness: The Antichrist and the New World Order

Q

• The Qur'an

R

• Rant

• Requiem for a Dream

S

• The Schizotypal Personality

• The Secret Doctrine

• The Serial Killer Files

• Sex with the Queen

• Sleepy Hollow

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• Thus Spoke Zarathustra

• Transcending the Human Conditions of Conflict

• A Treatise Concerning the Principles of Human Knowledge

• Trapped in the Mirror: Adult Children of Narcissists in Their Struggle for Self

• The Twilight of the Gods

• The Twilight of Idols and The Anti-Christ: or How to Philosophize with a Hammer

• The Two-Edged Sword: A Study of the Paranoid Personality in Action

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• Unfashionable Observations

• The Unknown Stalin

• Untimely Meditations

V

• The Vampire Chronicles

• Venus in Furs

• Voltaire

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• Die Welt als Wille und Vorstellung

• The Wheel of Time

• Where the Wild Things Are

• The Will to Power

• The Will to Power as Knowledge and as Metaphysics

• A Wrinkle in Time

X-Z

Heroes:



"I hasten to admit it most freely!"



Compulsion: Networking, friends.
Romantic status: Swinger.
Sexual orientation: Straight.
Birthplace: The Black Tower of Shal, the Land of Snow.

Ethnicity: Arya-caucasian.
Stature, build: 6'1, athletic. Religious-ideal: Religio-Satanism.
Zodiac sign: Aquarius.
Nico / alco: No / No.
Children: [No.]
Education: High School Alumni.
Profession: Interpreter / translator
Income: -$40,000
Sounds like: "Ossified" isn't the right word, but it's the first word that comes to mind.
Inspiration: Friedrich Nietzsche.
See also: Reinhard Heidrich.
See also: Chuck Palahniuk.

My Blog

"Birds of a feather..."

It's just too right for me, ohI just love it all so very muchThat rail there beside the stream?Oh, it's mine, not yours, I'm two in one, don't you see?Neither of us can afford to be weak, so you'll be...
Posted by ©Aren-gar Actæonia on Thu, 01 Nov 2007 02:59:00 PST

Pitch, strike, you're out

Loss or gain has no pertinenceBeneath circumstance lies even less relevanceThere's nothing left to discuss, least of all your decadence"Egoism, the very essence of a noble soul"Don't stop me now, I ca...
Posted by ©Aren-gar Actæonia on Mon, 29 Oct 2007 02:58:00 PST

Tattered and torn

My arms are outstretched, searching for youNumb, my finger tips probe for you, but they keep slipping on the aftermath of our last long, hard screwI sense you in the airMy tongue is caught between my ...
Posted by ©Aren-gar Actæonia on Thu, 25 Oct 2007 08:53:00 PST

Aren-gar Actæonia vs. Marie Mashiara

The desire feels like a writhing eel, slick with sweatThis horrible longing must surely be atonement, payment for my every debtGodless, we run, suet underfoot, ignoring the angels' screams,mindlessly ...
Posted by ©Aren-gar Actæonia on Thu, 18 Oct 2007 07:59:00 PST

Aren-gar Actæonia vs. Osen-gar Octavatia

Can the loveliest works be coined merely for play? You squirm and scream, twist and twitch, composing futilely all day.I say nay, but that they must be skinned and dissected away,an autopsy of hy...
Posted by ©Aren-gar Actæonia on Mon, 24 Sep 2007 12:21:00 PST

Just say goodbye

Why so determined to end my life?So quick, aren't you, to unsheathe that knife?Oh, but you haven't the answersI suppose God failed to answer your prayers Go ahead and bow your head low, Loosen your in...
Posted by ©Aren-gar Actæonia on Sat, 22 Sep 2007 01:08:00 PST

Seems like yesterday

The television's feeding you with what you want to hearAnger and fear, meant to make you suffer"Never forget, always remember," said Mother.The animosity lingers, you're all programmed tofeel this way...
Posted by ©Aren-gar Actæonia on Fri, 21 Sep 2007 12:45:00 PST

The difference between you and I

You fucked me for the attentionYou fucked me for who I amYou fucked me for controlYou fucked me to belongYou fucked me to fuck me overYou'd have fucked me until I found someone betterYou would ha...
Posted by ©Aren-gar Actæonia on Wed, 19 Sep 2007 08:06:00 PST

Not for your fucking vanity®

I am not concerned with the authenticity of persons whom I meet on this website.What concerns me is the number of views I receive, the number of Comments committed which appertain to anything involvin...
Posted by ©Aren-gar Actæonia on Thu, 13 Sep 2007 10:28:00 PST

Cycling nights in friendly colors

The times seem good Cycling nights in friendly colors Spinning is all I ever do Anymore   Can these actions take some toll? Sometimes in dreams you never know But am I really under control? Tim...
Posted by ©Aren-gar Actæonia on Sun, 05 Aug 2007 01:14:00 PST