I want something new.
Some things you should know about me:
- I'm single, and I'm not really looking.
- I don't like anyone right now.
- I Hate talking on the phone, so if you try to give me your phone number I am not being rude in saying that I will prolly not call you. I don't like feeling as if I am interupting, or calling when I am not supposed to or the idea of someone else answering freaks me out. I also just don't really like talking on it..there are usually things I am doing, and when I talk on the phone I stop doing everything so I can pay attention. But if it is uninteresting..I'd rather get off and get back to what I was doing.
-If you think I'm flirting with you, chances are I'm not. Ask if you really want to know.
- I'm sure people talk shit about me. But don't be stupid..remember, people who talk shit about other people generally lie to try and get others not to like that person and to make themselves feel good. Feel free to ask about rumors.
- I am honest. Period. If it is the truth, even if it is bad, I will tell you.
- I am not a whore, or a slut, don't get your hopes up.
-I AM JUST LOOKING FOR FRIENDS. People to hang out with and have fun with.
- BUT, if something does happen you can not hold it against me, for the love of god it is my life.
- There are a lot of times that I sound moody whne I am just joking. There are things people take the wrong way I am sure, but once again, you can always ask. If you don't then I assume you didn't want me around in the first place you just needed to make up a reason to hate me. Go for it.
- I am a nice person. Really I am.
- I don't hate anyone.
- I try to get everyone to like me, of course it doesn't work, and it is stupid but god I still try.
- I AM SHY..as fuck. Don't think I am stuck up or anything because, no doubt you're better than me, I know, don't keep saying it.
- I NEVER KNOW WHAT TO SAY. Ever. I will stutter and ramble and talk so quiet you can't hear me, then get too nervous and walk away. I'm sorry, It is just the way I am. I am working on it.
I like watching people live. In the mall I watch people, walmart, in cars, everywhere. I know it sounds fucking weird, but I like seeing how people interact and what things are like for them. Think about how their life might be.
- I enjoy the outdoors, video games, tons of music, tons of movies, reading, puzzles, puzzle books, walking, animals, people. I'm pretty well rounded.
- I really love groups of people. If I am in a group I am happy. Then it doesn't rely on me or another person to make conversation.
- I LOVE LEARNING FROM OTHERS. I will listen to you talk your head off. I like learning things from other prospectives. Learning things I might not ever learn otherwise.
- But I also like it when people ask my opinion. If you don't ask sometimes I might not say.
- I'm decisive sometimes, a lot of times I'm not. I need to work on that as well.
- And god, if I'm not talking that doesn't mean I'm depressed. That probably means I am thinking.
- DON'T THINK YOU KNOW ME. Chances are you don't. If you knew me before, I've probably changed. If you haven't talked to me much you don't know much of anything. Unless you are amazingly observant, and if you are, please talk to me, I have been waiting to meet you.
-there is more. I'll write later when I feel like saying it.
