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Hello, i'm Dee. :] I'm 14 years old and i'm currently a freshman at North Stanly Highschool. I live in Albemarle, North Carolina and i'd rather be ANYWHERE than here, trust me. I have a big heart, and i'm nice until you give me a reason not to be. I care for my friends and heroes more than my life, itself. I'll like you, as long as you don't decide to judge me before you get to know me. No one has the right to judge anyone before actually knowing them as a person. I'm highly into Dance and coreography, and i'm on my school's Dance team, class 1. I love it, even though I don't really have any friends in my class. Ballet is my favorite form of dance. I like the peaceful and calmness of it, however, i'm crazy hyper outside of my dance classes. I like doing anything that involves being fit, as in, jumping around and gaining strength. :P I HATE categories. And not only stereotypes, but being categorized under religion, etc. I choose not to be a certain religion, I believe in experience and i've had mine. The only thing you can do is accept me for who I am, if you choose otherwise... Well, then, that's your problem, I do believe, my friend. :]
There's way too much to know about me, but it's fun learning, and it's always fun for me to gain new friends. :3
I have emotions, feelings, a self-esteem, and a heart that beats. I have made mistakes just like everyone else. I know I'm not perfect and so I don't put effort in trying to be. However, I do try to be the best person I can be. I think everything happens for a reason. Whether it's good or bad. We learn from our mistakes. I'm not depressed. I don't regret anything that has happened in the past. I just try to live the life I have while I have one the best way I can and try to get a little bit closer to my hopes and dreams each day. I want to turn my dreams into my reality so I can live the way I want to. Life is short, don't waste your time. I make my own decisions and I don't let anyone control me, who I am, and who I want to be. I try to express myself as much as I can and stand out in a crowd. I'm an original person and I really don't care to be anyone else. I'm pretty content with my life. I could be happier, ALOT happier at that, I know, but I'm still really greatful for what I already have. I'm an extremely lucky person but sometimes I don't really understand why. I'm very incomplete and there's a piece of my heart that I know is out there somewhere, but I'm not sure where and if I'll ever be able to find it.
Gerard Arthur Way.
My one and only. The beating of my heart. The one who OWNS my heart. There's not one word that can describe how I feel about him. And if there was, there wouldn't be nearly enough words in the world. I'm past in-love with this man. People talk about how much they love him, they really have no idea. I love this man so much that at some points, it feels completely un-real. Being starred at by him is the best feeling someone could ever have. Having those big, beautiful hazel eyes just look dead at you... It makes you want to just die right then. He's the missing piece of my life, my heart, everything. If my feelings could actually matter, I'd be the happiest person in the whole entire world. I could go on forever about how much he amazes me. Everything he does effects me in some positive way. The way he sings, the way he looks, the way he talks, the way he acts... It's everything I could want in a person. The feeling I get when I hear someone say his name. He's my everything, he is who I am. The sound of his voice makes me so weak, I could easily fall. But I know he'd be right there, to catch me before I hit the ground, like he always does. He's one-of-a-kind and he's the perfect one for me, if only he knew.
There's no one in the world like Gerard.
"I don't pretend to know what love is for everyone, but I can tell you what it is for me; love is knowing all about someone, and still wanting to be with them more than any other person, love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of, love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone, but still getting weak knees when they walk into a room and smile at you."
-The man, himself.
And Gerard, even though you'll NEVER see this, you'll always make me weak in the knees.
I love you so much, I only hope that one day I can actually be able to tell you that to your face.
I have the guts, all I need now is you.
My Chemical Romance.
5 beautiful men, who go by the names of Gerard, Mikey, Ray, Frank, and Bob. And where would I be without them? I honestly couldn't tell you.
All I know is that this band, their music, their lyrics, EVERYTHING about them, has changed my life. Without them, I wouldn't know half of what I know now. There's honestly no words at all to tell you just how much I love them. I don't even consider myself just a fan anymore. I'm more of a unknown and distant friend. The day that I heard them was the day I knew they were one-of-a-kind. Their music has sunk right into my heart and forever it will stay. Their music comforts me and puts me in a whole different world where it's just them and me. Everytime I hear their phenomenal music, my heart beats an infinity times faster. They are BEYOND 'amazing'. They're at the point where there is not even a word to describe them. Everything they do, every song they wrote and every song that they'll ever write, it all has and will continue to inspire me. There's not an existing person or thing that could ever take the love I have for My Chem away from me. I love this band so much that it's beyond existence. It's there, I know it is, but nobody can truely see how much. I am honored to have these 5 amazing guys as my heroes and role-models. They motivate me to everything and one day, I will follow in the same footsteps as them. There's not another band out there that is even HALF as incredible as My Chemical Romance. This band, there is absolutly no words that are able to describe the way they make me feel. The music they create is like no other. They shine. They're the brightest of the bright and nothing will ever take that away from them in my heart. This band has truely shown me what music is all about and never will I forget that and what they've done for me. They've not only helped themselves by creating this band, but they've helped and saved the lives of alot of fans, including myself. I don't care about what you have to say about them and what your opinions are on them. Nothing can stop me from loving them and listening to their beautiful music. This band is too powerful and so are my feelings for them. You can never destroy that.
April 26th, 2007 at about 8pm was the greatest moment of my life. My heart stopped beating the moment I saw Gerard walk out onto the stage that was directly in front of me. Ground floor, a few rows back from the edge of the stage that he pranced on and the rest of the guys played their hearts out on. Every day since then, my life has been different. And every day since then, I've felt this most beautiful, hollow, indescribable feeling inside of me. It was a feeling that I could never have for anything else but Gerard and My Chemical Romance.
It's the feeling of hope, the feeling of having one thing that's actually complete in your heart and soul.
The feeling of being alive and the feeling of invincability.
There's no better feeling than the feeling that moment when you see the people who've made your life worth living walk out onto stage,
right.in.front.of.you.
August 8th, 2007 with me being all upset because of not getting to go to Projekt Revolution and see My Chemical Romance while they were going to be in North Carolina, I still got to hear them play live that day because of a very cool kid named Will. He called me during 'Famous Last Words' and let me hear them. Even though I wasn't there seeing them too, it was still nerve-driving to hear them playing and hear Gerard singing. Thanks Will, I really owe you one, kid.
You never cease to amaze me.
I have the greatest friends that could ever walk this planet and I would do anything to make them happy, even if it means making sacrifices on some things. I worry about my friends more than I worry about myself. I care more about the people I love more than I care about anything else, because without them, I'd probably be lying somewhere in the ground right now. I have friends, but my bestfriends, I consider not only my family, but also a piece of me. I would take a bullet anyday for any of my friends. Friends are people that will be there forever, no matter what, and because of that, I love mine to death. And I'm not just saying that... I actually mean it.
You'll never amount to half of what these people are.
They save my life. All of them.
My -little- zombie sister! ♥
Even though, i'm shorter than you! xD
See this chick right here? That's my sister.
She's one of the reasons why I wake up every morning.
-One of the reasons why I'm even ALIVE right now.
We've known eachother for one whole year and I can already tell that she'll be right there beside of me forever. I love her to death and nothing in this whole universe could ever split us apart. I can always depend on her and I trust her with my life. We may argue now and then but at the end of the day, we are still the sisters we were at the beginning. Face the fact that there is absolutly no breaking this friendship. People have tried; people have failed. We were meant for this and there's no greater friendship than the one I have with her. Taylor is one of the greatest things that has ever happened to me and I don't know how i'd get by without her. We have so many inside jokes, I honestly can't keep up with them all. We're best friends and if we go down, we go down together.
She'll always be the Frankie to my Gee.
Art.
I LOVE art. Drawing, painting, writing, fashion design, cosmetology, photography, graphic design and ALOT of others. Photoshop, it's one of the many ways I express myself in. It may not seem like alot to you, but photoshop, along with my other editing tools, are some of my life essences. Photoshop, to me, is one of the greatest forms of art, and without it, I don't know what I'd do, really. I love it that much. And every picture you see on all of my sites, are ALL me. (Please, don't steal them. I work really hard on all of them.) And I don't only take pictures just to put them on MySpace. Like I said, it's the art that counts. YES, I do take alot of pictures, but for one, it's not the only thing I know how to do (obviously) and two, the pictures I take are not all of JUST me. It's another life-long dream of mine, to be an artist. An artist in anything, really. Gerard Way has inspired me with his art. His art amazes me with it's beauty and how much I can relate to it in the weirdest but coolest ways. His way of drawing is the best, from my own opinion. I want to learn every kind of art that there is, and hope to be excelent at it all. I do plan on going to Art School when I finish highschool. I know the exact one I plan to go to. But I think I'll keep that personal for now. I haven't made a Deviant Art YET, but I am working on it. That'll be the base of my art and where all of it will be kept.
"Unless you go into a dark tunnel, you can never reach the bright goal in the far distance."
xoxo,
dee.
I was killing before saying,
'I was killing before killing was cool'
was cool. ;D
This is one of the most amazing things ever.
And not ONLY because it's by My Chemical Romance, but because Michael Rooney done the most amazing job at coreographing this video.
I can watch this over and over and over, and each time, still be stunned by all of it's beauty.
It makes me cry, it's so beautiful.
This is my favorite video that involves alot of dancing.
Can you hear me?
Are you near me?
...Can we pretend?
-To leave, and then...
we'll meet again.
-When both our cars collide.-
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