I love being a woman, but I'm a long way from ever doing so full time. I "Dress" but not for any sexual gratification etc. For me, it's a means of expressing myself and for every year that passes the need to do becomes more intensive and the more fustrating "Dressing" becomes. You wouldn't BELIEVE what I put myself through to achieve an image . . .to see my mirrors reflection as a woman and not just an aging man in womens clothes.OH YES WE WOULD ..SHOUT MY SISTERS!!First the shaving . . .I love this . .it makes me feel clean. Then the taping . . pull in the waist . . leaving welts across my chest as I desperately try to create a cleavage. I even use tape to lift my aging face . . remove the wrinkles and character . ."I don't want to see ANY likeness to whom I really am" Found a great Web Site that stocks theatrical makeup where you can buy elasticated stickers that can give you a face lift! . . whow! but they STING and get pulled further by the strong elastic headband I use to raise my eyebrow. The hip pads and false breasts (I have the best CHECK them out) all leave me feeling like a trussed up oven ready chicken . . but worth it if for a moment .. I get the look!So that's what I do . . . PLEASE don't judge me . . .it would not be necessary . .I do that for myself every day.Heavily into photography . . .have always taken pictures but nowadays digital is wonderful. I admit that I'll enhance my photo's BUT what girl wouldn't? To me a little clonning here and paste there are no different from mascara or foundation . . . if it makes you look better then do it.When you wish you're body were different the sometimes you go the whole hog and steal a body you'd like. So I admit I've pasted a few of my faces on other girls places.All my photo's ARE honest and I've posted no "Stolen Bodies" but heh! if I come across a nice one . . .who knows.PLEASE don't judge me . . .I do that all by myself . . every minute . .every hour of every day.
Not really looking to meet anyone .....but interested in making friends via the web
Guess I'm STILL a Led Zep kinda girl. Dazed and Confused still gives me a tingle all up my back bone ..."Lots of people talking ...pretty few of them know that the soul of a woman was created below" I appreciate all good music Classical to anything just as long as it makes me wanna dance ...tells a story or forms pictures in my mind.
Weepies ....Nuns Story with Audrey Hepburn ...Breakfast at Tiffanys ... Epics like The Big Country (When the music starts I wanna jump on a horse and ride!!) Shindlers List makes you understand the evil and goodness in our world. Lord of the Rings and all time favourite is Blade Runner.
Most of it is crap ...
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I guess my heroes (sorry . .heroines) are other T girls ESPECIALLY those few who have the courage to take the final step. Here's to the Angels who are fully fledged everywhere.