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..* Anja* ..

..All I Can Do Is TRY...lol

About Me

All about me is just ME!! ME, MYSELF AND I THAT'S ALL I GOT IN THE END THAT'S WHAT I FOUND OUT AND IT AINT NO NEED TO CRY I TOOK A VOW THAT FROM NOW ON I'M GON'NA BE MY OWN BEST FRIENDLife is a mystery, everyone must stand alone.. I hear you call my name, And it feels like home.. When you call my name its like a little prayer. Im down on my knees, I wanna take you there. In the midnight hour I can feel your power. Just like a prayer you know Ill take you there. I hear your voice, its like an angel sighing. I have no choice, I hear your voice. Feels like flying.. I close my eyes, oh God I think Im falling. Out of the sky, I close my eyes, Heaven help me!Like a child you whisper softly to me. Youre in control just like a child Now Im dancing.. Its like a dream, no end and no beginning, Youre here with me, its like a dream Let the choir sing..Remember the first day when I saw your face. Remember the first day when you smiled at me. You stepped to me and then you said to me, I was the woman you dreamed about.. Remember the first day when you called my house. Remember the first day when you took me out, we had butterflies although we tried to hide and we both had a beautiful night.. The way we held each others hand, the way we talked, the way we laughed, it felt so good to find true love, I knew right then and there you were the one.. I know that he loves me cause told me so. I know that he loves me cause his feelings show, When he stares at me you see he cares for me, You see how he is so deep in love, I know that he loves me cause its obvious, I know that he loves me cause its me he trust, and he's missing me if he's not kissing me, and when he looks at me his brown eyes tell it so.. Remember the first day, the first day we kissed. Remember the first day we had an argument. we apologized and then we compromised, and we've haven't argued since. Remember the first day we stopped playing games.. Remember the first day you fell in love with me, it felt so good for you to say those words, cause I felt the same way too..The way we held each other's hands, the way we talked, the way we laughed it felt so good to fall in love and I knew right there and then that you were the oneI know that he loves cause he told me so I know that he loves me cause his feelings show When he stares at me you see he cares for me You see how he is so deep in love I know that he loves me cause it's obvious I know that he loves me cause it's me he trust and he's missing me if he's not kissing me and when he looks at me his brown eyes tell it soI'm so happy, so happy that your in my my life, and baby now that your apart of me, you've showed me, showed me the true meaning of love... PUT YOUR ABOUT ME SECTION HERE! Changes may take up to 2 mins to show on your profile

My Interests

Imagine there's no heaven, It's easy if you try.. No hell below us. Above us only sky.. Imagine all the people, Living for today...Imagine there's no countries It isn't hard to do.. Nothing to kill or die for, and no religion too Imagine all the people Living life in peace...You may say I'm a dreamer But I'm not the only one, I hope someday you'll join us, and the world will be as one.Imagine no possessions I wonder if you can, no need for greed or hunger.. A brotherhood of man,. Imagine all the people, sharing all the world...

I'd like to meet:

Today I saw a boy and I wondered if he noticed me, he took my breath away. I can't get him off my mind and it scares me 'cause I've never felt this way. Today I saw that boy as he walked by I thought he smiled at me, and I wondered does he know what's in my heart? I tried to smile, but I could hardly breathe. Should I tell him how I feel or would that scare him away? One touch of his hand, now I can't wait to see that boy again.He smiled, and I thought my heart could fly.Do you think that we'll be more than friends?I've got feeling we'll be so much more.. than friends. PUT YOUR I'D LIKE TO MEET SECTION HERE! Changes may take up to 2 mins to show on your profileView All Friends | View Blog | View Pics | Add Comment

Music:

I come home in the morning light, My mother says "When you gonna live your life right?" Oh,mother,dear, We're not the fortunate ones, hAnd girls, They wanna have fun. The phone rings in the middle of the night, My father yells "What you gonna do with your life?" Oh,daddy,dear, You know you're still number one, But girls, They wanna have fun That's all they really want..... Some fun.... Some boys take a beautiful girl, And hide her away from the rest of the world. I wanna be the one to walk in the sun. That's all they really want..... Some fun....You only see what your eyes want to see. How can life be what you want it to be.. Youre frozen, When your hearts not open..Youre so consumed with how much you get.You waste your time with hate and regret.. Youre broken.. When your hearts not open. if I could melt your heart, wed never be apart, give yourself to me, you hold the key!Now theres no point in placing the blame.. And you should know I suffer the same, If I lose you. My heart will be broken..Love is a bird, she needs to fly, Let all the hurt inside of you die. Youre frozen, When your hearts not open....I got dosed by you and, Closer than most to you and, What am I supposed to do, Take it away I never had it anyway, Take it away and everything will be okay. In you a star is born and, You cut a perfect form and, Someone forever warm, Lay on.. Way upon the mountain where she died, All I ever wanted was your life. Deep inside the canyon I can't hide, All I ever wanted was your life. Show love with no remorse and, Climb on to your seahorse and This ride is right on corse, This is the way I wanted it to be with you. This is the way that I knew that it would be with you. Lay on..Now i wonder if they'll laugh when im dead.. why am i fighting to live, if im just living to fight? why am I trying to see when there aint nothin in sight? why am i trying to give when no one gives me a try? why am i dying to live, if im just living to die?

Movies:

Come on come on!! I see no changes. Wake up in the morning and I ask myself, "Is life worth living? Should I blast myself?" I'm tired of bein' poor and even worse I'm black. My stomach hurts, so I'm lookin' for a purse to snatch. Cops give a damn about a negro? Pull the trigger, kill a nigga, he's a hero. Give the crack to the kids who the hell cares? One less hungry mouth on the welfare. First ship 'em dope & let 'em deal the brothers. Give 'em guns, step back, and watch 'em kill each other. "It's time to fight back", that's what Huey said. 2 shots in the dark now Huey's dead. I got love for my brother, but we can never go nowhere unless we share with each other. We gotta start makin' changes. Learn to see me as a brother 'stead of 2 distant strangers. And that's how it's supposed to be. How can the Devil take a brother if he's close to me? I'd love to go back to when we played as kids, but things change, and that's the way it is.That's just the way it is. Things'll never be the same. That's just the way it is. aww yeah...I see no changes. All I see is racist faces. Misplaced hate makes disgrace for races we under. I wonder what it takes to make this one better place... let's erase the wasted. Take the evil out the people, they'll be acting right. 'Cause mo' black than white is smokin' crack tonight. And only time we chill is when we kill each other. It takes skill to be real, time to heal each other. And although it seems heaven sent, we ain't ready to see a black President, uhh. It ain't a secret don't conceal the fact... the penitentiary's packed, and it's filled with blacks. But some things will never change. Try to show another way, but they stayin' in the dope game. Now tell me what's a mother to do? Bein' real don't appeal to the brother in you. You gotta operate the easy way. "I made a G today" But you made it in a sleazy way. Sellin' crack to the kids. "I gotta get paid," Well hey, well that's the way it is. We gotta make a change... It's time for us as a people to start makin' some changes. Let's change the way we eat, let's change the way we live and let's change the way we treat each other. You see the old way wasn't working so it's on us to do what we gotta do, to survive.And still I see no changes. Can't a brother get a little peace? There's war on the streets & the war in the Middle East. Instead of war on poverty, they got a war on drugs so the police can bother me. And I ain't never did a crime I ain't have to do. But now I'm back with the facts givin' 'em back to you. Don't let 'em jack you up, back you up, crack you up and pimp smack you up. You gotta learn to hold ya own. They get jealous when they see ya with ya mobile phone. But tell the cops they can't touch this. I don't trust this, when they try to rush I bust this. That's the sound of my tune. You say it ain't cool, but mama didn't raise no fool. And as long as I stay black, I gotta stay strapped & I never get to lay back. 'Cause I always got to worry 'bout the pay backs. Some buck that I roughed up way back... comin' back after all these years. Rat-a-tat-tat-tat-tat. That's the way it is. uhh

Television:

When I look into your eyes I can see a love restrained But darlin' when I hold you Don't you know I feel the same'Cause nothin' lasts forever And we both know hearts can change And it's hard to hold a candle In the cold November rainWe've been through this such a long long time Just tryin' to kill the painBut lovers always come and lovers always go An no one's really sure who's lettin' go today Walking awayIf we could take the time to lay it on the line I could rest my head Just knowin' that you were mine All mine So if you want to love me then darlin' don't refrain Or I'll just end up walkin' In the cold November rain

Books:

Moi je m'appelle Lolita Lo ou bien Lola Du pareil au même Moi je m'appelle Lolita Quand je rêve aux loups C'est Lola qui saigne Quand fourche ma langue, j'ai là un fou rire aussi fou Qu'un phénomène Je m'appelle Lolita Lo de vie, lo aux amours diluviennesMoi je m'appelle Lolita Collégienne aux bas Bleus de méthylène Moi je m'appelle Lolita Coléreuse et pas Mi-coton, mi-laine Motus et bouche qui n'dis pas À maman que je suis un phénomène Je m'appelle Lolita Lo de vie, lo aux amours diluviennesRepeat RefrainC'est pas ma faute Et quand je donne ma langue aux chats Je vois les autres Tout prêts à se jeter sur moi C'est pas ma faute à moi Si j'entends tout autour de moi Hello, helli, t'es A (L.O.L.I.T.A.) Moi Lolita

Heroes:

DaddyI remember when you use to take me on a Bike ride everyday on the bayou (You remember that? We were inseparable) And I remember when you could do no wrong You'd come home from work and I jumped in your arms when I saw you I was so happy to see you (I was so excited, so happy to see you)Because you loved me I overcome And I'm so proud of what you've become You've given me such security No matter what mistakes I know you're there for me You cure my disappointments and you heal my pain You understood my fears and you protected me Treasure every irreplaceable memory and that's why?I want my unborn son to be like my daddy I want my husband to be like my daddy There is no one else like my daddy And I thank you for loving meI still remember the expression on your face When you found out I'd been on a date and had a boyfriend (My first boyfriend, you should have seen your face) I still remember I called you crying cause of my tattoo Could have said Anja I told you so Instead you said you'd get one too (Even my mama said y'all get one just like mine)Words can't express my boundless gratitude for you I appreciate what you do You've given me such security No matter what mistakes I know you're there for me You cure my disappointments and you heal my pain You understand my fears and you protected me Treasure every extraordinary memory and that's why?I want my unborn son to be like my daddy I want my husband to be like my daddy There is no one else like my daddy And I thank you for loving meEven if my man broke my heart today No matter how much pain I'm in I will be okay Cause I got a man in my life that can't be replaced For this love is unconditional it won't go away I know I'm lucky Know it ain't easy For men who take care of their responsibilities Love is overwhelming Lord why did you pick me Can't stop my tears from falling I love you so much daddy(Thank you, you've done so much for me. I love you daddy.)I get so emotional daddy, every time I think of you I get so emotional daddy, every time I think of you There is no one else like my daddy No one else replace my daddy...