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A Ship Named Despair

There is no way to penetrate this barrier. It has the strength of a million souls. The power of the

About Me



My Interests

ok -this will be the first time I am actually going to put intrests down... this should be amusing... I love throwing parties, graphic design, taking photos (this is new), writing, filmmaking, drawing, creating, arts and crafts, reading, tarot cards, champagne, chess, wine (mostly reds), cheeses, walking, hiking, cooking, discovering new restaurants, discovering new foods I never have tried, board games with friends and family, video games, night drives with great music, Vegas, L.A., incense, playing/writing music, singing, karoke (yeah, I know, I know), humor, natural healing, healthy living, psychology, parapsychology, science, history, quantum metaphysics, metaphysics, mythology, mysticism, esotericism, philosophy, astronomy, astrology, spiritism, the supernatural, meditation, yoga, I love clove cigerettes, but I don't smoke. I absolutely love movies!!!

I'd like to meet:


Ayn Rand
Adam Carolla
Al Jourgensen
Anne Rice
(again)
Brad Pitt
Bruce Lee
Carl Sagan
cEvin Key
(again)
Clive Barker
(again)
Dane Cook
Daniel Ash
Dario Argento
Dr. Drew Penske
Edgar Allen Poe
Edward Kaspel
(again)
Herman Hesse
Homer (author of the Odyssey, and Illiad not Homer Simpson)
James Cameron
Leonardo Da Vinci
Marquis de Sade
Morrissey
OgHr
(again)
Peter Murphy
Quentin Tarantino
Robert Smith
Scarlett Johannsen
Socrates
Stormy Daniels
Tony Scott
Valérie Allain
William Shakespeare

Music:

Music Alien Sex Fiend
Alien Jourgensen
Andi Sexgang
Apoptygma Bersek
Aphex Twin
Bauhaus
Beborn Beton
Billy Idol
the Birthday Party
Björk
Black Heart Procession
Black Tape For a Blue Girl
Buck Satan and the 666 Shooters
Cat Power
cEvin Key
Chriatian Death
Chris and Cosey
Chris Connelly
Clan of Xymox
Cleen
Cocteau Twins
Coil
Coldplay
Concrete Blonde
the Cramps
the Creatures
Crispin Hellion Glover
the Cult
the Cure
Culture Club
Current 93
Cyberaktif
Daft Punk
Daniel Ash
the Dandy Warhols
David Bowie
deadboy and the elephantmen
Dead Can Dance
Death In June
Depeche Mode
Dif Fuz
Doubting Thomas
download
Duran Duran
Echo & the Bunnymen
Edward Ka-Spel
Einstürzende Neubauten
Electric Hellfire Club
Elizabeth Fraser
Erasure
Faith and the Muse
Feilds of the Nephlim
Front 242
Frontline Assembly
Funker Vogt
Gary Numan
Gene Loves Jezebel
Genesis P. Orridge
Georges Bizet
Gitane Demone
H.I.M.
His Infernal Majesty
the Hope Blister
Human League
Ian McCulloch
Interpol
Jane's Addiction
Johann Sebastian Bach
John Lydon
Joy Division
the Killers
King Missile
KMFDM
Kommunity FK
MDFMK
Laughing Stock
Læther Strip
Laibach
Lead Into Gold
Led Zepplin
Legendary Pink Dots
Leonard Cohen
Lisa Gerrard
Lords of Acid
Loreena Mckennitt
Love and Rockets
Ludwig Van Beethoven
Madonna
Marilyn Manson
Maurice Ravel
Mazzy Star
Ministry
the Mission U.K.
Moev
Moon and the Melodies
Morrissey
My Life with the Thrill Kill Kult
New Order
Nick Cave
Nine Inch Nails
Nitzer Ebb
ohGr
Pailhead
Peter Murphy
Pigface
Pink Floyd
Poe
the Police
Portishead
Project Pitchfork
the Prophet Qá-sepel
Psychick TV
PTP (Programming the Psychodrill)
Public Image Limited
Pulp
Radiohead
Rammstein
Razed in Black
Red Lorry Yellow Lorry
Revolting Cocks
Ritalin
Samuel Osborne Barber
Sex Gang Children
the Sex Pistols
Silverman
Siouxsie & the Banshees
the Sisterhood
Sisters of Mercy
Skinny Puppy
Slowdive
Smashing Pumpkins
the Smiths
Soft Cell
Strange Attractor
the Stray Cats
Suede
the Sugarcubes
Switchblade Symphony
the Tear Garden
Tenacious D
This Mortal Coil
Throbbing Gristle
Tones On Tail
Tori Amos
Ultra Vivid Scene
Ultravox
U2
Vast
the Verve
VNV Nation
Weezer
the White Stripes
the Wolfgang Press
Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart
Xmal Deutschland
Xymox
Yaz
Yazoo

Movies:


Movies 2001 A Space Odyssey - 300 - A Clockwork Orange - Alien - Aliens - Amores Perros - Anchorman - Angel Heart - Basketball Diaries - Being John Malkovich - Billy Madison - Blade Runner - Borat: Cultural Learnings of America for Make Benefit Glorious Nation of Kazakhstan - Bram Stoker's Dracula - Braveheart - The Breakfast Club - Buffalo 66 - Bully - The Butterfly Effect - Cannibal Holocaust - Carlito's Way - Casino - Chinese Connection - Crank - Copland - The Count of Monte Cristo - The Crow - The Cube - Cult Films - Curdled - Damien: Omen II - Dawn of the Dead (2004) - The Dead Zone - Desperado - The Devil's Advocate - Donnie Brasco - Donnie Darko - Dune - Edward Scissorhands - The Empire Strikes Back - Enter the Dragon - Equilibrium - The Exorcist - Eyes Wide Shut - Fearless Vampire Killers - Ferris Bueller's Day Off - The Fifth Element - Fight Club - Final Destination 1 & 2 - Fists of Fury - The Fly - The 40 Year Old Virgin - The Fountain - Freaks - Game of Death - Ghost World - The Godfather (also Godfather II and III) - Goodfellas - Groundhog Day - Gummo - Hannibal - Heat - Heathers - Hellraiser 1 & 2 - Henry: Portrait of a Serial Killer - House of 1000 Corpses - The Hunger - Ichi the Killer - Iron Monkey - Jacob's Ladder - Kids - Kill Bill - Labyrinth - Lair of the White Worm - Leaving Las Vegas - Legends of the Fall - Léon (The Professional) - Life Is Beautiful - The Lord of the Rings: Trilogy - The Lost Boys - Lost Highway - Mad Max - The Matrix - Memento - The Nightmare Before Christmas - Napoleon Dynamite - Night of the Living Dead - Nosferatu - Old School - The Omen - One Flew Over The Cuckoo's Nest - Orange County - Pee Wee's Big Adventure - Predator - Pretty In Pink - Profundo Russo - Pulp Fiction - Punch Drunk Love - Raging Bull - Rebel Without a Cause - Requiem For a Dream - Resevoir Dogs - River's Edge - Rob Roy - Robocop - Romper Stomper - Rosemary's Baby - Rushmore - The Salton Sea - Saving Private Ryan - Saving Silverman - Scanners - Scarface - Sex Lies and Videotape - She's So Lovely - The Shining - Shockumentary - Sid and Nancy - Sin City - Sixteen Candles - The Sixth Sense - Star Wars (original) - Starship Troopers - Suspiria - Swingers - Talladega Nights: The Ballad of Ricky Bobby - Tenebre - Terminator - Terminator 2: Judement Day - Terror At the Opera/ Opera - Texas Chainsaw Massacre (old and new) - Traces of Death - True Romance - Two Girls and a Guy - The Wedding Singer - Weird Science - Welcome To The Dollhouse - White Oleander - Willard (original) - Zoolander
Actors/ Directors
Adam Sandler - Al Pacino - Alfred Hitchcock - Alison Lohman - Alyson Hannigan - Amy Smart - Angelina Jolie - Anna Faris - Asia Argento - Ben Stiller - Benicio Del Toro - Brad Pitt - Brandon Lee - Bruce Lee - Charlize Theron - Chloe Sevigny - Chris Farley - Chris Penn - Chris Rock - Christian Bale - Christian Slater - Christina Ricci - Christoper Lee - Christopher Walken - Colin Farrell - Crispin Glover - Dario Argento - David Bowie - David Cronenberg - David Lynch - Drea DeMatteo - Drew Barrymore - Edie Falco - Edward Burns - Edward Norton - Elijah Wood - Eliza Dushku - Elizabeth Hurley - Ethan Hawk - Ewan McGregor - Fairuza Balk - Fracis Ford Coppola - Gary Oldman - Harmony Korine - Harvey Keitel - Ian McKellan - Jack Black - Jack Nicholson - James Dean - James Spader - Jason Lee - Jenna Jameson - Jimmey Fallon - Joe Pantoliano - John Woo - Johnny Depp - Jon Favreau - Kate Beckinsale - Kevin Smith - Kevin Spacey - Kirsten Dunst - Kyle McLachlan - Larry Clark - Leonardo Dicaprio - Lorraine Bracco - Luc Besson - Maggie Gyllenhaal - Marla Sokoloff - Marlon Brando - Michael Imperioli - Michael Madsen - Mickey Rourke - Mila Kunis - Milla Jovovich - Molly Ringwald - Monica Bullucci - Morgan Freeman - Natalie Portman - Natasha Gregson Wagner - Natasha Lyonne - Norm McDonald - Owen Wilson - Parker Posey - Philip Seymour Hoffman - Portia De Rossi - Quentin Tarantino - Ridley Scott - Robert DeNiro - Robert Downey Jr. - Roman Polanski - Ron Jeremy - Rose McGowan - Salma Hayek - Sam Kinison - Samantha Mathis - Sarah Michelle Gellar - Sarah Polley - Scarlett Johansson - Sean William Scott - Selma Blair - Sharon Tate - Sigourney Weaver - Stephen Dorff - Steve Buscemi - Thora Birch - Tim Burton - Tim Roth - Tina Fey - Tom Sizemore - Tony Scott - Traci Lords - Triumph the Insult Comic Dog - Uma Thurman - Vincent Gallo - Will Farrell - Willem Dafoe - Winona Ryder
Anime
3 X 3 Eyes - Akira - Animatrix - Battle Angel - Biohunter - Dragonball Z - G Force - Ghost In The Shell - Kite - Madhouse Studios - Ninja Scroll - Princess Mononoke - Vampire Hunter D - Vampire Hunter D: Bloodlust - Wicked City - X

Television:

Jack Black and Conan O'Brian!!!

Television 30 Rock - Adult Swim - Aqua Teen Hunger Force - Bam's Unholy Union - Batman the Animated Series - Ben Stiller Show - Chappelle's Show - Conan 'O Brian - Dragonball Z - Elimidate - Entourage - Family Guy - Friends - Futurama - Get A Life (Chris Elliot) - Home Movies - Mad TV - Mr. Show - Pee Wee's Playhouse - Ren & Stimpy - Robot Chicken - Saturday Night Live - Seinfeld - Sopranos - Spongebob Squarepants - The Addams Family - The Oblongs - The Simpsons - Viva La Bam - Wonder Showzen -

As a child I was obsessed
with French Actress Valérie Allain
who played Mireille on the PBS
French Instructional series, French In Action.
She was amazing!!!

Books:



Authors
Alexander Dumas - Anaïs Nin - Anne Rice - Ayn Rand - Bram Stoker - C.S. Lewis - Carl Jung - Carl Sagan - Charlotte Bronte - Clive Barker - Dante Alighieri - Edgar Allen Poe - Edward Gorey - F. Scott Fitgerald - Fyodor Mikhailovich Dostoevsky - George Bernard Shaw - George Orwell - H. P. Lovecraft - Harmony Korine - Herman Hesse - Homer - James Joyce - J.K. Rowling - J.R.R. Tolkien - John Milton - John Stienbeck - Kurt Vonnegut Jr. - Lewis Carroll - Marion Zimmer Bradley - Marquis de Sade - Neil Gaiman - Oscar Wilde - Percy Bysshe Shelly - Poppy Z. Brite - Ralph Waldo Emerson - Robert Louis Stevenson - Robert Ludlum - Stephen King - Taylor Caldwell - Thomas Harris - Victor Hugo - Virginia Woolf - Vladimir Nabokov - Voltaire - Walt Whitman - W. B. Yeats - William Shakespeare

My Blog

disillusioned...

I was once convinced we were alike...misunderstood and unfulfilled kindred souls in this cold, desolate greyness.......Together, I believed we could seek out and discover an appreciation...... an ...
Posted by A Ship Named Despair on Sun, 18 Mar 2007 04:05:00 PST

loaded guns attract... (not the title)

wistful ladfilled with solitary yearningdark haired lassprovocatively discerningyoung woman of the bodyyet ageless in spirityoung man of adversityknows life enough to fear ithis eyes hint of lonelines...
Posted by A Ship Named Despair on Sun, 04 Feb 2007 03:54:00 PST

quote

I've thought about it very hardI've considered every possibiltyI've examined it through and throughand I've come to the conclusion:....I'm very analytical- Duke
Posted by A Ship Named Despair on Wed, 17 Jan 2007 01:19:00 PST

The Labyrinth...

I sadly gaze down upon youWatching as you struggleWandering throughThe vast, and twisting LabyrinthFighting the raging storms,... Searching for your one true destiny,... Suffering in your endless fail...
Posted by A Ship Named Despair on Sat, 06 Jan 2007 08:12:00 PST

derelict...

asleep.......darkness surrounds mea coldness, a loneliness....... without youunconsciously, longingly... i stirsearching for your warmthi driftaway from myselfseeking my angelseekingirrecoverable inti...
Posted by A Ship Named Despair on Fri, 05 Jan 2007 09:01:00 PST

circa 93

On a tranquil, cloudy dayi sit at the bay windowupon faded paisley pillowsand finish a good bookby the overcast luminescencei sip some teai puff on a clovei look outside... and wonder where you areon ...
Posted by A Ship Named Despair on Wed, 03 Jan 2007 02:27:00 PST

A celebration of mediocrity...

Simple primitive sheepI envy youNot questioning your significanceAccepting irrelevanceI would give anythingTo be simple, dumb, and blindTo hold the asperations of a plantNever to acknowledge the immor...
Posted by A Ship Named Despair on Wed, 03 Jan 2007 12:48:00 PST

A Great Idea!!!

OK I have this great invention!!  Posh, elegant public restrooms placed throughout the world should be built in tourist locations, in generally busy areas, like airports and such. Restrooms which...
Posted by A Ship Named Despair on Mon, 11 Dec 2006 12:50:00 PST

IMDB Movie Poster Contest RESULTS!!!

OK kids, here are the Movie Posters I had in the as entries in the Internet Movie Database 'Pitch Your Movie' movie poster contest held at www.imdb.com during the month of October, where the 1st prize...
Posted by A Ship Named Despair on Fri, 25 Nov 2005 07:42:00 PST

You say you know me?

Copy and paste and reply!!! And I will do yours too! MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Do you have a crush on me? 5. Would yo...
Posted by A Ship Named Despair on Mon, 07 Nov 2005 02:06:00 PST