What makes it's way onto my path will walk with me or will stand aside. My heart is here:I like all the details & appreciate the small things. Truly a perverse but old fashioned romantic. I can be prudish & modest & i can be unbridled & endlessly limit pushing. It all has it's purpose, it's place & it's reasons. If someone is just true & forthright with me i will tolerate quite a bit.I will walk beside you through your private Hells if you understand your loyalties. Respect & honesty are the highest things on my list. If you don't have that, you will never have anything, especially from me. I do not tolerate racism so do not bring that into my home here. I accept all ages, shapes, sizes, races, sexual genders, cultures & religions as long as you respect what i am . I am very aware of just what that is & is not. That will never change. I also do not embrace drug lifestyles. I believe that is for weak minds with no self discipline or respect. Perhaps that is arrogant or improper of me to say but it is something that means a lot to me. That is not for my highest good & won't share in eating poison in anyone's temple garden. Shamanism, Native American & Celtic, Have broom, will travel. Looking to work with people of many paths & tribes , also to bring unity within the tribal communities. I believe we are all connected. I'm open to the traditions of others & embrace them within my own journey, all the while being aware of what i am & what i am not on a soul level.I don't turn anyone away who chooses to bask in inner light. If you are into dark or chaos ways, please pass me by. I simply will never be in that space.Power trips, manipulating games, & arrogance are not the ways of the true Magick.Frankly i won't even take it seriously.MY HOBBIES AND PASSIONS INCLUDE: Medicine ways DANCE (Gothic/tribal/belly dancing/ diverse. Pushing ones limits to their core. Spiritual work of all kinds Helping others therein helping myself. Wood burning Fencing & all types of blade play. Gardening of all kind/ medicinal/food/edible flowers Decorative flowers of various kinds. Love of nature & all it's beautiful wonders. Sharing an intelligent conversation with someone that can show a bit of class who has something to say. People who truly speak their minds about what they love. Walks in the cemetery to visit a cat called Leo. Bonding, connecting & respecting all Animals Kind people People who know what they want & aren't afraid to tell you. Honest people who don't ignore you. People who appreciate having a real friendship & can be a real friend.My time is far too precious for rainy day interests.Cosmetologist/Professional beauty/theatrical & special effects make-up artistReiki Master/Healing systems/Seichims/Theraputic TouchAromatherapistFull Method DNA Regenetics Method facilitatorSound Therapy tuning forks (Solfagio scales & Other)Ozone TherapyDetox Foot bath & cleansingEmotional Transfer/Frequency TechniqueEthical HypnosisSoul RetrievementCertified Crystal healerBasic IridologyReflexology Hand/Foot/body(some acupuncture/ unlicensed)Pagan MinisterIntuitive EmpathKnowledgible with herbs/blood type diets/ somewhat on nutrition/ food elimination diet/ alkaline foods/ the philosophy of frequencies.Kinesiology/ Muscle testingNutritional SupplementingI'm a lactose vegetarian & i support the rights & welfare of animals & humans.I live a Gothic lifestyle.I appreciate all ethical types of art & a quite diverse bit of literature though i collect books, i don't often get much time for myself to read.I can be very serious or very silly & i'm a great sap. I just have to be me. It's ok if you love me, it's ok if you can't. I'm an emotional creature with my heart upon my sleeve & i'll tell you all about it whether you like it or not usually. I think life is for living & i don't care to repress my true self & what pleases me however i am very self disciplined.I don't drink, smoke, don't do drugs & it's really unbelievable i know but i'm on myspace & i still have my clothes on. Women can actually have platonic relations with men so it's ok if i send you a friend's invite & you're not single. I most likely won't bite you...no really.I think to be humble is incredibly charming.I devote all lives to the journey. I enjoy an intellectual conversation & must be mentally stimulated.I look for ways to help encourage & support friends & associates in any way that i can. I am loyal to a fault. If i make a promise it will mean something & i will keep it. I will keep your secrets. I applaud ones dark side on most levels . Nothing you could ever say could shock me. Though that is not to be confused for dabbling in dark arts nor will i keep the company of those who do.Nothing you could say could shock me. As long as you are respectful, i will talk about anything with you.I suppose in describing myself, my Motto's would be:"I say what i mean & i mean what i say"."Ask & you shall receive"."Manifest your Destiny."Bringing healing to those who want it. Ending Poverty & becoming sovereign. Animal rights & amnesty.Sincere people who understand selflessness on occasion. People that don't sell out. Self exploration on all levels. Sharing that adventure.Sharing a nice meal.Good tea. A good intellectual conversation.Extreme bedtime stories told in your ear by ones very heart.For more information on any of these therapies, please feel free to ask.
People i can relate to & connect with on a soul level.I've met most of the people i'd like to meet. However, i'd like still to meet: The online friends i've met that have touched me in some way, in person. The Dali Lama, A devout Tibetan Monk, Lisa Gerrard, Martin Gore, Jay Aston, Morrissey, Midge Ure. Do dead people count? If that were the case i think i'd have a proper list going.Here are a few of my favs for fun:I'd talk for hours with Vlad Tepes. To tell him i can appreciate him having the balls & the strength to do what a desperate man had to do to help his impoverished people.To not give into the demands of filth to rape the boys of Romania & take what little they had with their greedy back stabbing hands. Who really was the evil one here? I want to see how he ticks,explore his thoughts. Sympathize with his desperate passion. To understand what makes a man so enraged, so willing to do such things. To know the truth.Edgar Alan Poe to see if he was really not so sober. To better embrace his understanding of the ways of a gentleman. A rare specimen. I'd feed him soup & tea.Oscar Wilde to tell him how he touches me endlessly no matter how many times i've read his works. He truly gets it & i adore every hair on his head.I'd help him to see Lord Alfred Douglas because his wife was an unappreciate bitch who never deserved him.I hope their together now being as deviant as their hearts desire.The Marquise DeSade to help him cure all that ails him. he he... Ah the fancies of the unbridled & depraved. Oh it's not so bad...Dione Fortune, to walk that map with her & climb that tree of life.People who can help me make real world changes to end poverty across the world & maintain human & animal rights. People that are passionate, loyal, true to themselves & don't sell out their hearts.I'd like to meet someone that isn't full of B.S & keeps their promises for a change. Is that out of style or something? Call me old fashioned.
(very loyal)The Damned, Depeche Mode,Dead Can Dance,Lisa Gerrard,This Mortal Coil, Clan Of Xymox, Mephisto Walz, Christian Death/Rozz Williams/Shadow Project/P.E/Rikk Agnew, Faith & the Muse, Skinny Puppy ( & their 500 side projects), Specimen, Beautiful Pea Green Boat, The Smiths/Morrissey ( & i don't give a toss if you don't like Morrissey), Southern Death Cult/Death Cult/The Cult, Sex Gang Children/Andi Sex Gang, Orphaned Land, Fields of the Nephilim/ The Nephilim, Lacrimosa,Corpus Delecti, London After Midnight, Lene Lovich, The Wake, Cocteau Twins, Qntal, Funeral Party, Lengendary Pink Dots/Edward Kospell/Tear Garden, Gene Loves Jezebel, Nosferatu, Lycia, Sisters of Mercy, Stoa, Death In June, Current 93,Front 242, Dejecta Membra, Alien Sex Fiend, Klaus Nomi ( because simply he had the bullocks), Kraftwerk, Corvus Corax, Tanzwut, Rammstein, Loreena McKennit, Ultravox, Sopor Aeturnus, Samhain/Misfits/Danzig, Wreckage/ Ghost Train ( Love you Tony!), Stone 588 ( Love you Terri), Requiem in White, Arcanta, The Cure, Mission UK, Cradle of Filth, Stevie Nicks, Bad Brains, Genocide, Cro Mags, My Dying Bride, Type O Negative, Lestat, Bell Book & Candle ( the American Goth band), Adam & the Ants,45 Grave, David Bowie, Missing Persons, Pathian, ( love you Darren), Children of a Lesser Groove ( Love you Nigel, R.I.P), Order of Azriel ( Love you Niall even though you're a complete wanker who does nothing but ignore me for no reason).I'm sure i'm missing important ones but i'm old & i forget things you know...One could go on & on really...If it sounds like it may stick to your skin then i probably will bend an ear.
Looking for someone to impress me with a good film. Looking for someone to impress me at all for that matter...Classic horror. That is horror with class,something that is near unheard of now.Give me a plot, not porn.Seven, The Bone Collector, The Secret Garden, The Little Princess, The Emerald Forest, Legend, Labrynth, Puppet Master(s),Lord of the Rings, Tristan & Isolde, Bram Stokers Dracula ,Willow, Hellraiser(s) Harry Potter, Braveheart, The Cabinet of Dr. Caligari, Dragonfly,Shakespeare In Love,The Nightmare Before Christmas, Edward Scissor Hands,Shrek...I like dark & old fashioned love stories. Anything with Boris Karloff, Bela Lugosi, Lon Chaney Jr. or Vincent Price is always good. I like Frances Ford Capolla's film direction & Tim Burten films. I like silent films & foreign films.
I love case studies for Hauntings, Forensics, New Detectives, Ghost Hunters Taps & Ghost Hunters UK, Scariest Places. MTV's FEAR,old X-Files,Miracles, Ghost Whisper, Eastenders ( yes, i know, slap me), Lost... I'd like to bury the tv in the garden actually. I "know" my imagination is far better than what's on tv.I'd rather make my own.
Classics & reference i suppose.Oscar Wilde,Edgar Alan Poe,Shakespeare,Clive Barker, Ken Carey, Dione Fortune,Hudak-Clarke,Alma Daniel/Timothy Whyllie/Andrew Ramer, Diane Stein, Marquise DeSade, Raymond Buckland, O'Barr, Casteneda, Shamanism , various poetry. Lots as I collect Books on astral projection. I like books on N.D.E's & their studies. Naturopathic medicine. I have several bookcases of books. Healing reference books. If you want to know more, ask me.
I don't believe mankind are heroes. Although i appreciate the heart & efforts of people big & small that get up off their arse & not think always of themselves.I'd like to think they're sincere.The world needs more people like that coming into the Green world. It's time for sleeping people to become aware.For people who realize it's not just about them. To give pleasure & happiness to someone else fulfills your heart in ways that no money could ever buy.However in that i know it is only fitting for me to thank Martin Gore & Depeche Mode for single handedly saving me in my darkest hours for the last 18 years.It's a wonder how i am still here today. Thank you for making me feel that i was never "really" alone in my loneliest of hours, even within a room full of people. Some how Martin you understand me & that is quite a feat. You are in my heart.