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BenJee

even the homeless have myspace, stupid

About Me

I will bring home any animal I find. I am cranky when I don't eat. I am the nicest chic you will ever meet.. or not. I often smile when I'm hurt. I stand out in a crowd. You would never notice me. I think someone should be documenting my life. I'm broken hearted and I don't know why. I kiss my cat Captain Carrot in hopes that I will break a spell and transform him into a charming boyfriend. I cry at commercials and when people die in books. I am the one who will be there for you. My spirit animal is a fox named Attrice. I like to get lost, and I'm pretty good at it. I want to be found, but nobody has tracked me down yet. Sometimes I lie and I hate that about me. I will make you think.I'm afraid I will never be loved. I'm very pretty. I look like a freak. I'm very foolish. I'm a cancer. I'm not afraid of feelings, well sometimes I am. Instead of doing art projects in elementary school I played with the glue and made it look like I had rotting flesh. I wish I knew where I was going in life, but I'm wise enough to know that the wind blows from every direction and that change is inevitable. When I listen to an iPOD in public I think I'm in a musical. I think I'm funny, but not everyone gets me. My shoulder is great to cry on. I want children someday. I'm brilliantly talented, but sometimes I'm not. I've faked a siezure in public. I believe in aliens and ghosts. I'm a lot smarter than I look. I'm not as smart as I look. I wish I was a super hero, or at least a vampire slayer.

My Interests

Money+ SEX+ Coffee+ Violence onTv+ Parties+ Water+ Sleep+ French kissing+ hidden places + stargazing + painting with fingers + embarassing moments + silence + conversations at nigh + Anna Sui perfume + kissing in the rain + last second chances + unforced reactions + cheesy lips + first and last words that rhyme + procrastinating + scented candles + turning music into thoughts + creative +dreams you don't remember + moments that matter + love + being in love + tasting the sorrows + lollypop + chewing gums + good sense of humour + silly love letters + black eyeliner + night + dusk + turtles + brand new jokes + strawberry frost flavoured donuts + choices that change things + white chocolate + things that give people confidence + starcrossed + people's insecurities + lace + ribbons + an old stuffs + tights and stockings + strawberry jam + ryan caroll lashes.Honey Roasted Peanut Butter- Playing Go- Hypertext- Ideas - Anything is possible; everything is negotiable Dinner- free drinks.

I'd like to meet:

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Home | Mail | Friends Generator | privatepyro.com | Skem9 | BBZSpace | Red Dragon Designs | Bella's Dark Graphics Layout made byI see all this potential, and I see squandering. An entire generation pumping gas, waiting tables; slaves with white collars. Advertising has us chasing cars and clothes, working jobs we hate so we can buy shit we don't need. We're the middle children of history. No purpose or place. We have no Great War. No Great Depression. Our Great War's a spiritual war... our Great Depression is our lives. We've all been raised on television to believe that one day we'd all be millionaires, and movie gods, and rock stars. But we won't. And we're slowly learning that fact. And we're very, very pissed off.

Music:

akira american hi fi annie lennox autumn's embrace baby doll beastie boys bjork bloc party cursive dashboard convessional death cab for cuties dead poetic duncan sheik enya escobar franz ferdinand frou frou funeral for a friend gavin degraw goldfrap garage noise gorillaz homogenic hidden faces incognito incubus interpol jamie cullum jelly jet jimmy eat world joss stones keane kylie minogue lamb letters to cleo life house lisa loeb maroon 5 massive attack melancholic bitch muse my chemical romance nelly furtado nince inch nails norah jones oasis orange drink pul pure saturday radio head rooney ryan adams sade saucy monky stone jones the cardigans the cure the hives the killers the milo the strokes the vines the who U2 ugly cassanova velvey underground verura salt weezer white hearts xiu xiu yeah yeah yeah yellow card zero 7 zwan =) whew! the end.

Movies:

bad education- y tu mama tambien- sideways- about Schmidt- adaptation- american splendour- the children of heaven- the colour of paradise- baran- the wind will carry us- taste of cherry- gabbeh- the white balloon- waking life- before sunrise- before sunset- noi albinoi- 101 Reykjavík- the other side of sunday- the piano teacher- the tao of steve- ghost world- requiem for a dream- lost in translation- the station agent- in the name of the father- monty python and the holy grail- monty python's life of brian- monty python's flying circus- apocalypse now- igby goes down- pump up the volume- insomnia- memento- goodbye lenin- tattoo- seven- the life aquatic- the station agen- belleville- kung fu hustle- spirited away- i heart huckabees- being julia- steamboy- oldboy-Empire record-high fidelity-transpotting-casablanca-pulp fiction-200 cigarrets-blair witch project-dead poets society-pollock-donnie darkoreservoir dogs-almost famous-the virgin suicides-dance upstairs-schindler's list-psycho-lock stock and two smoking barrels-taxi driver-traffic-a clockwork orange-the pianist-eternal shunshine of the spotless mind-the sounds of music-the french connection-forest gump-snatch-

Books:

running with the scissors by augusten burroughts,escape from zion by dorothy allred solomon,the lovely bones by alice sebold,invisible eden by maria flook, the porno girl by merin wexler,the celestine prophecies by james redfield,blessings by anna quindlen,dark bride by laura restrepo,house under snow by harcourt,middle sex : the virgin suicides by jeffroy eugenides,the book of illutions by paul auster,love in idleness by amanda craig,the center of everything by laura moriarty,swimming to antartica by lynne cox,

My Blog

Here are some of my goals i would like to share with you...

  learn how to tango perform in a musical record an album learn how to play the guitar travel all over Europe move to the East Coast for 2 years volunteer to and help change the life of a hi...
Posted by Evangeline on Tue, 27 Mar 2007 01:44:00 PST

Jasper

JASPER= ... this could quite possibly be the most chilled out dog EVAH. He lay on his back like that for about 15 minutes. Before standing up, yawning, moving about three steps and lying back down ag...
Posted by Evangeline on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

it is possible!

I've always wondered, and have even tried to find out for myself if it is possible to sleep standing up--and it is!! Anyone who knows me has probably seen me pass out at parties while there are all ki...
Posted by Evangeline on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST