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synthetik_lust

i want florida :(

About Me


I moved back to GA :P But will be back to visit FL in jan.
I'm somewhat closed off and keep to myself but I beleive that is becasue I haven't found someone I'm comfortable enough around to open up to completey. I'm extremely shy despite a desire to be outgoing and energetic. I enjoy intelligent conversation but sadly it's not something I get to have often :/ Intelligent people seem to be a dying breed these days. When it comes to people I always see the specialness in them, what sets them apart from each other. I'm drawn to people and things that are unique or exotic. I want a simple life.
I am what I am.
I do what I want.
I am theperfect contradiction.
Always a mystery!
"Maybe no one promised me the wine and roses but no one mentioned me the blood and daggers."
"If only I could paint you a picture
Such cold colors I would use
Silver blue numbness
In never ending hues
I'd paint you a perfect world
Clear skies of velvet black
Stars that penetrate the soul
Mountains white encapped
But my candle she grows dim
I'm swallowed by the night
Perhaps I can still reach for you
If only... in spite"

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My Interests



Avoiding Stupid People, Complexity, Music, MMORPG's, Cars, Video Games, Computers, Programming, Website Design, Reading, Intelligent Conversation, Body Modifications, Japanese Culture, Anime, Foreign Contries and Language, Psychology, Philosophy, People, Movies, Racing, Writing, Dreams, Photography, Alternative Fashion, London

I'd like to meet:

Someone whos smart ass attitude can match mine. People who are confident and don't give a flying fuck what other people say or think about them. Those who are unique and individualistic. If you're an everyday average joe then gtfo now.

Music:

Chris Brown, A Perfect Circle, Marilyn Manson, Deftones, Teriyaki Boyz, Portishead, Deathboy, ICP, Aphrodite, Breaking Benjamin, Daddy Yankee, Trapt, PCD, Evanesence, Hinder, Fort Minor, Kidney Thieves, Linkin Park, Paul Wall, Cold, Drowning Pool, Finger Eleven, Goo Goo Dolls, Nickelback, MSI, Incubus, Lords of Acid, Lacuna Coil, Nirvana, No Doubt, NIN, The Academy Is, Shinedown, Say Anything, Rascal Flarrs, Black Eyed Peas, Gym Class Heroes, Lupe Fiasco, Pitbull, Stonesour, The Postal Service, Blink-182

Movies:


The Mists of Avalon, Underworld 1 & 2, The Basketball Diaries, A bronx Tale, American History X, Crazy Beautiful, Wasted, Thirteen, Memento, A Beautiful Mind, A Clockwork Orange, Step Up, Romeo & Juliet, Shawshank Redemption, Wicker Park, Queen of the Damned, Interview with the Vampire, Drumline, Love Don't Cost A Thing, Donnie Darko, The Devil Wears Prada, Fast and the Furious: Tokyo Drift, Fight Club, SLC Punk

Television:


X-Files, CSI(NY/MIAMI), Inuyasha, Cowboy Bebop, Trigun, Wolf's Rain, Witch Hunter Robin, Futurama, Family Guy, Buffy the Vampire Slayer

Books:

Anita Blavke Vampire Hunter Series, Anne Rice (vampire Chronicles, Lives of the Mayfair Witches), Anything by Shakespear, Books on Psychology and Religon, Great Expectations

Heroes:

Donnie Darko, Tyler Durden, Jack's Smirking Revenge, Lestat,

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My Blog

Whiteboy

    I have come to the conclusion that Whiteboy has got to be one of the sexiest men I have ever layed my eyes on reppin' 305. I dunno just something about him. Makes me wonder if who h...
Posted by synthetik_lust on Mon, 16 Apr 2007 10:13:00 PST

Guilty Pleasures (Anita Blake, Vampire Hunter)

I just finished reading Guilty Pleasures by Laurell K. Hamilton and I must say it has taken a top spot on my list. Although deeply disappointed in the death of one of my favorite characters It was sti...
Posted by synthetik_lust on Fri, 13 Apr 2007 11:48:00 PST

Crazy/Beautiful

Some people are simpley crazy beautiful. Like a splinter in my thumb, you're not going anywhere, Not like I care 'cause I have got used to it, Refuse to quit. You're like the label in my shirt that k...
Posted by synthetik_lust on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 02:10:00 PST

It Hurts When You Can't Remember

I started lookin for people from my past after one person from it managed to find me. I found lots of them.. infact.. almost all but ONE. And sadly enough this one is probably one of the more importan...
Posted by synthetik_lust on Wed, 25 Oct 2006 12:35:00 PST

Kids Just Die

"WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE? You think you can come in here and you can spend ten minutes and come out with all the FUCKING ANSWERS? Hey, I've got one: kids pick up guns and THEY KILL OTHER KID...
Posted by synthetik_lust on Sat, 08 Jul 2006 05:41:00 PST

heh.. nice dream..

Had a pretty nast dream lastnight... although i cant say it was a nightmare cause i would have woken up... RJ came back... something happened... he stabbed me. Then... three days later he shot me. -....
Posted by synthetik_lust on Thu, 02 Mar 2006 11:53:00 PST

ive never felt so used

like a dish rag... used and tossed aside... wtf -.-
Posted by synthetik_lust on Sat, 11 Feb 2006 11:47:00 PST

do it noobz

what's your name ? do i know you ? are we good friends ? do you find me attractive ? would you ever consider going out with me ? do you live near me ? do you have my number ? woul...
Posted by synthetik_lust on Fri, 02 Dec 2005 11:05:00 PST

After rereading this... I say Fuckitol

Wow... where to start... I miss Florida and everyone down there so much. Still haven't taken the pictures off my camera. (Yea I know I'm lazy.) Miss my Heather and Jon :( Want my life back. Did I ment...
Posted by synthetik_lust on Thu, 15 Sep 2005 01:24:00 PST

the job hunt continues

Went out looking for a job today. Filled out four applications, yay. Got called back by Party Depot within an hour to come pick up some paperwork... I'm gonna hold on to it until Friday though to s...
Posted by synthetik_lust on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST