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Alyssa

mrbrantley1922

About Me


The one thing i wish for the most right now is to turn back time to get the chance to meet him all over again Ever since i met him i felt this strange connection that i have never had with anybody else. like we are ment to be and ive found the guy im supposed to spend the rest of my life with. and when you feel like you've found the person your supposed to be with.. why would you go lookin for someone else? and i guess thats why im not sad about the situation, because i know that its not over between us it just kinda hurts and dissapoints me. but its gonna take alot to put the pieces of my heart back together. its been broken, dropped, kicked, destroyed. Just one piece remains that keeps me going and with the piece i have left i stand up and keep on living life, holding back any tears of the sadness i keep deep inside me because the pain in my chest, where my heart aches, and i can barley breathe. But then my mind flashes with memories i still wish were real and i seem to lose control and it overwhelms me. its just to much for me to think about. I feel like that person he used to be that i know is still inside him.. is beginning to wither away like the bark on the tree where he carved our names. I wish he was mature enough to reolize what he wants and be so.. like him. How does someone go from so totally whipped in love to not sure if they like you. no... it doesnt happen. I know he still loves me, i just dont get what hes trying to prove. and truthfully if he just told me what was bothering him i would try to fix it.. i wish he could talk to me.. because hes gonna wake up one day and i will have moved on.. i wont be hear waiting.. i barley am now.

My Interests

an angel chained down with barley any light or oxygen. She stairs up to the little light that remains. Slowly breathing in the air that is left. bleeding black blood of her dieing soul and feeling the pain of her broken heart, her once beautiful brown hair is fading, her soft blue eyes are filled with tears, Her wings are torn and shredded, her golden halo has fallen and sits upon the cold stone ground with a faded glow still remaining, it seems to symbolize her body and soul slowly fading away, and dieing. With each breath the glow seems to fade even more. The littlest thoughts of him, and how he used to make her happy, and treated her like she was his absolute everything, causes the light to brighten but soon fades again at the thought of how she no longer has that, and how he now treats her like she means nothing. He hurt her more than anyone ever could. He put her in that place, and left her there without a care in the world. And even when he first threw her in there he walked away listening to her choke on her own words as she begged him not to do this. but he didnt even look back he just kept walking, with a smirk on his face. Hoping that she freezes to death from the coldness from his heart, or the agony and suffering he caused her will creep into her soul and slowly tear her apart, with no escape or way to run from herself. And all the memorize of what he did to her will forever haunt her as she slowly looses her sanity and self-control. Now once in a while he peeks behind him just to laugh at how pathetic she has become. How he created and then destroyed an angel.and if her her lungs will still let her breathe who will be there for her? eyes turn green and seem to be happy

I'd like to meet:

I'd Like to meet him all over again! I love Jeffrey Brantley Webster. and i have allways loved him!

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hold on to him
MySpace Layouts & MySpace Graphics never say forever
MySpace Layouts & MySpace Graphics i miss you just being there
MySpace Layouts & MySpace Graphics in case you were wondering your everything to me
MySpace Layouts & MySpace Graphics whats better lies or tears
MySpace Layouts & MySpace Graphics thank you for making me worthless in your eyes
MySpace Layouts & MySpace Graphics alergic to bullshit
MySpace Layouts & MySpace Graphics different ending to the same old story
MySpace Layouts & MySpace Graphics just try and break me
MySpace Layouts & MySpace Graphics im gonna act like hes not hurting me
MySpace Layouts & MySpace Graphics im good alone but u make me better
MySpace Layouts & MySpace Graphics your the one i love and cant let go of
MySpace Layouts & MySpace Graphics everytime i talk to u i seem to fall a lil harder
MySpace Layouts & MySpace Graphics the truth in a tree
MySpace Layouts & MySpace Graphics my girl to the fullest. back you up sistta
MySpace Layouts & MySpace Graphics silly hearts om my paper
MySpace Layouts & MySpace Graphics behind everygirl theres a guy who madeher that way
MySpace Layouts & MySpace Graphics hard to give ur heart to someone when the last one is still breaking it
MySpace Layouts & MySpace Graphics dreams are illistrations
MySpace Layouts & MySpace Graphics remember me as the girl who smiles even when her heart is broken
MySpace Layouts & MySpace Graphics all about me
MySpace Layouts & MySpace Graphics forget him hes gone forever
MySpace Layouts & MySpace Graphics led me straigh to you
MySpace Layouts & MySpace Graphics you made my life complete
MySpace Layouts & MySpace Graphics going under- evanesance
MySpace Layouts & MySpace Graphics go ahead break my heart its useless without you anyways
MySpace Layouts & MySpace Graphics im a real girl i finish what i start
MySpace Layouts & MySpace Graphics F*** everything
MySpace Layouts & MySpace Graphics your gonna miss me i told you so
MySpace Layouts & MySpace Graphics i lied when i said i loved you and guess where i learned it from
MySpace Layouts & MySpace Graphics im stronger than this i love you
MySpace Layouts & MySpace Graphics what i want in a guy!!
MySpace Layouts & MySpace Graphics

Music:

burned pictures and memories. drowned by you fake personality i wasnt askin for the world promise me you will be there untill the red light will change