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Contact TablesDecadence Vanity Flesh What's your pleasure The irony of philosophy Individualistic schisms Silent hill series and Resident evil series Best Psychological horror games ever made Quake 1 to 3 were also pretty damn good to Coffee and for those who do not drink coffee are boring tortured souls Bathysiderodromophobia The lament configuration Horror and scifi Psychological protagonist games My saying Epigram cogito ergo sum I think therefore I am The sound of imagination Pictures and vibrations of diminished cycles Ignoring both dreams and reality Avoiding the arrogance of theories suggesting deliverance Flirting with the darkest corners of reason and light Gloomy forests and dank desolate building sites Social dissecting peoples minds Exploring everyones sadismic desires and subconscious pleasures Order to the choas around me Simply getting through another single day to the next Woe be unto any puzzle solvers who unwittingly open the doors of Hell for I am there to welcome them to the fold Pain is pleasure to me so torture is euphoria I am very gifted at inducing that kind of euphoric state If a man exhausts himself in his temporal reality He is only a character a subject for a novel nothing more We are all conterfeiting the conceptual reality of hell itself to ourselves daily and to the world external and internal to others So here is more of my favourite hobbies & interests before you descend futhure down my page Film Mostly horror Sci-fi Psychological schisms Type of music Psychological noise Dystopian meloncholy and melodies unstructured in structure itself Dare I speak of the so proclaimed 'metal industrial neoclassical experimental' realm quod Band Group Composer Akira Yamaoka Person My personal labyrinth of the mind of course Place to party Isolation and solitude is a good enough party for me Place to relax Home with a coffee and a good book or a similiar sancturary Place to holiday Leviathans labyrinth Book C M Coiran The temptation to exist Sport Conversation pain pleasure and everything in between
Ecce nusquam...! From the blood of language, the seed of choas, the forge of nothing...We are forged,and into the black hole of zero gravitational nothing we return ... Thats all I am certain of.If meeting someone for good or ill reasons futhure enhances my experience into the destiny I have created for my immoralistic self, then I know it would not hurt at all meeting another human, all too human, for self-preservations against a decadent race. As for meeting new faces,personalities & ego's, such a myth, like the greatest good theory of man (more like the greatest evil, lacking the experince of doing bad & wrong) I know it will neither alter my tiny life anyway nor restore the balance I need in order to feel the need of being saved by some beyond self pity expedition into nothingness of reality nor from the language of irony, which is only the philosophist's & poet's universal bound existence using words & then destroying them into another new form.All in hating one's-self,mysticism,religion,fate or faith guides us blindly towards the eternity & the mask of death,to ever explaining our origin & matter.The narrow minded confindments, so delicately ordered & labeled.The verbal demiurgy.Never leaping through the gap outside the word!
He who is a monster, who is incapable of fitting into the world anymore, is free from all illusion's of deliverance!
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Metaphysical structures atmospheres and noise abstracts Doomy dark deathmetal EBM Electronica Ambient Darkwave Anything by composing gods Shusaku Uchiyama and Akira Yamaoka Blut aus nord The axis of perdition Front line assembly Velvet acid christ MZ 412 Vedisni to Clan of Xymox Paradise lost Xasthur etcSee my blog for more of my taste in music
If I had to name a few titles they would beThe thing 1983 John Carpenter HorrorScarecrows 1988 William Wesley HorrorIn the mouth of madness 1994 John Carpenter HorrorA clockwork orange 1978 Stanely Cusake Sci fi Dystopian timesCreep 2006 Staring Franka Potente HorrorBladerunner 1983 Staring Harrison Ford Sci fi Post modernEscape from Newyork 1982 John Carpenter Post modern Sci fiScreamers 1995 Bleak futuristic Sci fiHellraiser series Clive Barker Horror Sci fiAliens Riddly Scott Horror Sci fiEvent horizon Horror Sci fi
Even tho books are better for the mind At various stages of my existential growth Millenium The X files Sex and the city WWE ECW Family guy Scrubs Arrested developement and Most Haunted perhaps
Favourite books would have to beJohn Milton Paradise lostWilliam blake Various poetryC M Coiran The temptation to existRene Descartes Meditations and other metaphysical writingsFriedrich Nietzsche Arthur SchopenhauerThomas HobbesSoren Kierkegaard
My familyJB HifiCenobitesLeviathanAkira YamaokaShusaku UchiyamaSubwayRaison breadCerealohhh and ofcourse Starbucks Gloria Jeans and Hudsons coffee Dro0lz