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.. .. I WANT TO TO WRITE A BOOK ABOUT MY LIFE. I WANT MY VOICE TO BE HEARD. ABOUT THE SEXUAL & ALCOHOLIC ABUSE FROM MY PARENTS, ABANDONMENT FROM MY PARENTS, AND ALSO THE DIFFERENT PROBLEMS I HAVE TO LIVE WITH EACH AND EVERYDAY NOW; BIPOLAR, POST TRAUMATIC STRESS SYNDROME, AND FIBROMYALGIA.FROM THE TIME I WAS 12 ALL THROUGH MY HIGH SCHOOL YEARS AND MY FIRST MARRIAGE, I THOUGHT "SEX" WAS **POWER** **MAGIC** **CONTROL** SO WOMEN IF YOU ARE OUT THERE I WILL SHARE AND WE WILL TALK. I AM TIRED OF HIDING AND FEELING SO ALONE IN THIS PAIN.WE ARE ALL---"SURVIVORS STANDING STRONG"I HAVE COME A LONG WAY THERE ARE THINGS I KNOW I AM GOING THROUGH RIGHT NOW THAT NO ONE WANTS TO TALK ABOUT ... BUT I FEEL IF WE DON'T TALK ABOUT IT WE WILL KEEP EATING US UP INSIDE AND DESTROYING OUR LIVES **** ITS A CYCLE I WANT TO BREAK. ITS A STORY OF A COPING SKILL THAT I WANT TO TALK ABOUT THAT I NEED TO SHARE WITH OTHER WOMEN THAT I KNOW ARE SUFFERING LIKE ME.MY GOAL ON MYSPACE IS TO BE A SUPPORT TO OTHER INCEST SURVIVORS. ANYONE THAT ALSO SUFFERS FROM POST TRAUMATIC STRESS SYNDROME OR BI-POLAR. I AM A 40 YEAR OLD INCEST SURVIVOR.MY HEART YEARNS TO HELP OTHERS.THIS STORY IS ABOUT THE MONSTER WHO SEPARATED MY FAMILY ONE BY ONE, AND RAPED ME FOR 3 YEARS, MY HANDICAPPED SISTER WHEN SHE WAS 5-8 YEARS OLD , MY NIECE WHEN SHE WAS YOUNG, AND GOD KNOWS HOW MANY MORE OUT THERE THAT ARE SUFFERING BY HIS HANDS I DON'T EVEN KNOW ABOUT. ALSO THE ABANDONMENT THAT HE PUT US THROUGH--ME IN ARIZONA, MY HANDICAP SISTER IN NEBRASKA, AND MY BABY SISTER IN FLORIDA. HE IS THE TYPE OF MAN YOU WOULD GIVE YOUR LAST DIME TO. YOU WOULD NEVER!!THINK HE WOULD DO THE THINGS HE DID , BUT AFTER HE HAD BEEN MARRIED 8 TIMES AND HAS NEVER!!!!PAID FOR ANY ~~~~~~~~OF THE CRIMES HE HAS DONE TO US IT SICKENS ME THAT HE WALKS AMONG US TALKS AMONG US AND NOTHING CAN BE DONE. BUT SINCE I DO KNOW HE IS STILL DOING HIS SICK DEEDS -I JUST PRAY THAT HE GETS CAUGHT AND HE GETS PUNISHED IF NOT FOR OUR CRIME BUT ANY JUSTICE WILL BE FINE. JUST AS LONG AS HE IS OFF THE STREETS WHERE HE CAN NO LONGER HURT ANOTHER CHILD.I HAVE WITNESSED SO MUCH IN MY EARLY CHILDHOOD YEARS THAT MOLDED ME AND I HAD TO CHOOSE COPING SKILLS THAT SOME I WASN'T VERY PROUD OF. MY REAL FATHER PLAYED RUSSIAN RULLETT WITH ME AND MY BABY SISTERS ONE EVENING ALL I KNEW IS MY DAD HAD A GUN I WAS 4 YEARS OLD MY MOM WAS CRYING AND MY DAD WAS YELLING AGAIN, I HAD NO IDEA ONE OR ALL OF US COULD OF DIED THAT NIGHT. I WILL WRITE MORE AS I GET STRONGER.MY MOM,DAD AND STEP FATHER WERE ALL ALCOHOLICS AND THERE ABUSE HAS SCARRED ME FOR A LIFE TIME I AM WORKING ON HEALING FROM THAT TODAY. SO I AM HERE AND WILL TALK IF YOU WOULD LIKE.... ABOUT THE DIFFERENT PROBLEMS I HAVE TO COPE WITH DAILY;MY SEXUAL ADDICTION IS JUST AS BAD TO DEAL WITH AS DRUGS OR DRINKING. WHICH AS OF TODAY I HAVE UNDER CONTROL. I NEED TO ADD THAT MY HUSBAND HAS BEEN A WONDERFUL SUPPORT THROUGH ALL THIS-I COULD NOT HAVE ASKED FOR A BETTER SUPPORT SYSTEM WITH HIM. (THANKS BABY!!) I AM HAPPILY MARRIED WITH 8 CHILDREN AND 3 GRANDCHILDREN!!WHEN I HAVE A PANIC ATTACK;SOMETIMES IT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE NO ONE REALLY LOVES OR ACCEPTS ME;I FEEL LIKE I WANT TO STAY ISOLATED; AND THAT I DON'T DESERVE HAPPINESS.I SHOULD SEE THE LOVE AND THE HAPPINESS BUT I FIGHT MY OWN SELF--AND THAT AFFECTS MY HUSBAND AND MY CHILDREN.MY LIFE WILL BE OVER BEFORE I SEE I HAVE HAPPINESS RIGHT HERE IN FRONT OF ME. MY HEAD IS MY WORST ENEMY!!! I WANT TO WRITE MY STORY TO HELP OTHERS WHO I KNOW ARE GOING THROUGH THIS SAME MESS ---MAYBE JUST MAYBE IT WILL GIVE ME THAT PEACE TO KNOW I AM NOT ALONE AND THEN IT WILL HELP EACH OF US TO SHARE WITH ONE ANOTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ___________________________________________________________

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**************************************************** TO MY HUSBAND I KNOW WE HAVE OUR MOMENTS AND ****BOY*** DO WE!!!! BUT SWEETHEART I LOVE YOU MORE EVERYDAY AND LOVE THE WAY YOU SUPPORT ME EVEN THOUGH ITS SO HARD ON YOU TO UNDERSTAND SOMETIMES WHAT I AM FACING AND GOING THOUGH. BUT YOU WERE MEANT FOR ME!!!!!!! LOVE YOU CHRISTINA ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ TO EACH OF MY 8 CHILDREN I KNOW ITS HARD FOR YOU TO UNDERSTAND WHAT I AM GOING THROUGH BUT I PRAY YOU WILL GROW TO UNDERSTAND AS YOU GROW OLDER. JUST KNOW THIS I LOVE YOU ALL WITH ALL MY HEART AND NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO IN YOUR LIFE MY LOVE IS WITH ALL OF YOU.******************************************************** ***

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Affirmations for Love
"I am surrounded by love"
"I love and accept myself exactly as I am"
"I know that I deserve love and I accept it now"
"I am a loving, beautiful, creative person
and this is reflected in my relationships with others"
"Loving myself unconditionally brings healing
and an abundance of love into my life"
"The love I give out returns to me multiplied"
"Love flows through my body, shines in my face
and radiates out from me in all directions"
Joy Affirmations
"I go with the flow and my life is easy and filled with joy"
"I see the beauty in my surroundings
and I radiate joy and love"
"I am grateful for all the wonderful things
I already have in my life
and those that are yet to come"
"As I learn to love myself
I can feel the love and joy from my own heart
flow through my body and radiate out to others"
"I increasingly relax and accept the good
that I now know I deserve in my life"
"I regularly take time out to do the things
I want and love to do, I follow my heart
and feel a sense of freedom and release"
"I now choose thoughts that nourish and support me
in a loving and positive way"
Healing Affirmations
"I know that my healing is already in process"
"Every cell in my body vibrates with energy and health"
"I am healthy, healed and whole"
"I choose health"
"I naturally make choices that are good for me,
I take loving care of my body
and my body responds with health,
an abundance of energy
and a wonderful feeling of well-being"
For those about to undergo surgery or medical treatment:
"Every hand that touches me is a healing hand"
"I now receive the treatment I need
in the perfect time, place and way for me"
"My body heals quickly and easily"
Relationship Affirmations
"I love and accept myself as I am
knowing that by doing this I can love others
more fully and they can love me"
"All my relationships are now loving and harmonious"
"I now attract the perfect partner into my life"
"I deserve love and happiness"
"I attract only loving and uplifting people into my life"
"My friends are mutually loving and supportive"
"The past has no power over me, I forgive all those
that need my forgiveness and I forgive myself"
"I love and accept myself the way I am
and I love and accept others in the same way"
"Everyone I come into contact with appreciates me
for the wonderful person that I am"
"I make friends easily wherever I go"
Prosperity Affirmations
"My income is constantly increasing"
"Abundance is mine"
"I deserve all good in my life
and that includes prosperity"
"I am a money magnet,
and prosperity of all kinds is drawn to me"
"I know that life is abundant
and I accept abundance in my life now"
"My good comes from everywhere and everyone"
"Money flows to me from expected and unexpected sources"
"New opportunities to increase my income open up for me now"
Career and Work Affirmations

"My unique and creative talents and abilities
flow through me"
"There is a huge demand
for my particular skills and abilities"
"I can pick and choose what I want to do"
"My work is enjoyable and fulfilling, and I am appreciated"
"I earn good money doing what I enjoy"
"Wonderful new opportunities are opening up for me
to use my unique creative skills and abilities"
"I am successful at whatever I choose to do"
Forgiveness Affirmations
"I forgive and I am forgiven"
"I easily forgive all those that need forgiving
and I forgive myself"
"Forgiveness is a gift I now give to myself
and those around me"
"The past has no power over me"
"Forgiving makes me feel light and free"
"The more resentment I release
the more love I have to express"
"As I learn to love myself I find it easier to forgive"
Affirmations for Releasing
"I release all dis-ease from my body and welcome
health, love and happiness into my life"
"I release old hurt, anger and resentment easily"
"I choose to live my life the way that makes me happy
and I am free"
"I release the need to be right all the time
and to judge others and I am free"
"I choose to be in touch with my own needs and desires,
I release the need to please others
and know that I have a right
to all my feelings and emotions"

My Blog

A Useful Tool for Self-Assessment

A Useful Tool for Self-Assessment Answer these twelve questions to assess whether you may have a problem with sexual addiction. Do you keep secrets about your sexual or romantic activities from those...
Posted by Survivors Standing Strong on Tue, 28 Oct 2008 11:53:00 PST

WOMAN SEX ADDICTS--IT CAN HAPPEN TO SURVIVORS

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Posted by Survivors Standing Strong on Tue, 28 Oct 2008 11:38:00 PST

just watch and listen to this video the song is so beautiful!!!!!!!!!!!

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Posted by Survivors Standing Strong on Tue, 28 Oct 2008 08:52:00 PST

PLEASE GO TO THE LINK BELOW IMPORTANT FOR THE CHILDREN

PLEASE GO TO THE LINK BELOW PLEASE AND VISIT THE WEBSITE AND GO TO TOMMY TELL-CHILD SAFETY EDUCATION BOOKS AND PREVENTION KIT DESIGNED FOR CHILDREN AGES 3 TO 7 YEARS OLD.The kit includes a book detail...
Posted by Survivors Standing Strong on Mon, 27 Oct 2008 09:30:00 PST

NOONE HAS THE RIGHT TO TOUCH YOU

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Posted by Survivors Standing Strong on Sat, 19 Jul 2008 04:01:00 PST

TYPES OF ABUSE

***Economic AbuseThe following are common economically abusive behaviors:    * Preventing you from having or keeping a job    * Interfering with your efforts to maintain ...
Posted by Survivors Standing Strong on Tue, 15 Jul 2008 08:38:00 PST

THE SHAME IN HIS BETRAYAL

The Shame  in His BetrayalI cannot tell of how I feelI cannot express the shameThat engulfs me each time I hearthe whisper of his name.I cannot bear the remotest thoughtof the memory of his touch...
Posted by Survivors Standing Strong on Mon, 14 Jul 2008 04:45:00 PST

SEXUAL ABUSE AND INCEST

Introduction   Incest and sexual abuse are at epidemic proportions. Current statistics suggest that one out of four females is sexually abused by the time she reaches the age of 18, with abo...
Posted by Survivors Standing Strong on Sat, 12 Jul 2008 10:59:00 PST

HOW DO I TALK TO MY CHILD SO S/HE FEELS COMFORTABLE TELLING ME ABOUT INCEST

Q. How do I talk to my child so s/he feels comfortable telling me about incest? From About.com About.com Health's Disease and Condition content is reviewed by our Medical A. The main thin...
Posted by Survivors Standing Strong on Sat, 12 Jul 2008 10:52:00 PST

WE CAN STOP THESE PEDOPHILES ONLINE TOGETHER

http://cybertipline. com/What Is the CyberTiplineThe Congressionally mandated CyberTipline is a reporting mechanism for cases of child sexual exploitation including child pornography, online enticemen...
Posted by Survivors Standing Strong on Thu, 10 Jul 2008 07:40:00 PST