I keep reading my 'about me' and hating it and wanting to change it so... i apologize for how much this changes.
The worst part is, i think about something and then i can't even think about what i thought about when my fingers touch the keys.
Basically... i love music. It's something that amazes me. I love my guitar. Especially at the moment, it's helping me keep my mind off things that i don't want to think about.
I love to draw, but I don't think I'm that great at it, it's just something that i do when the feeling hits me. I've been told I have a way with words but I just let the words flow.
I love photography and i want a career in it, i just don't believe i'm good enough.
I like to help people and like it when people tell me they want my help. It makes me feel as though i have a purpose.
I hate feeling confused. It's amazingly frustrating.
I believe we all have one perticular talent. You may be good at something but it doesn't mean its your talent. Your talent is something you love doing and you're good at. Everyone has one. I don't think i've found mine yet.
I'd like to believe that we all have someone out there for us, someone who makes us comfortable around them, makes you laugh, makes you smile with just the thought of them. I believe that we all have someone out there for us who makes us complete, but i worry the person out there for me, won't notice me or if they do, they won't wait long enough to get to know the real me.
I over think everything and worry constantly whether i've hurt or upset someone. I hate feeling left out or forgotten. I hate thinking i've lost something or feel like i'm drifting away from people. I hate it when i type something wrong or someone else does, also when people type and you can't understand a thing it says unless you take an hour to read it. Learn to type properly, please. I also hate when someone just decides to stop getting in touch. I don't believe in love, why should i, when it doesn't give me the time of day? I'm afraid of everything.
I'm afraid of getting hurt, taking risks, falling in love, being let down, letting people down, saying the wrong thing, time, fire, the thought of drowning, the deep sea and worst of all, holes.
In my opinion Final Fantasy's are the best games out there. Along with Shenmue which everyone seemed to have forgotten. I also believe everyone needs to educate themselves from when they were younger and find out about and play on Toejam and earl and Zombies ate my neighbors because they were two of the best games of their time.
I read not long ago that dreams can be your reality too. We just don't know it... it scared me, but it made me happy at the same time. Whats stopping the dreams from being real? I love my dreams.
I like my personal space and hate to be around lots of people i don't know. I also hate it at gigs when someone else is jumping in front of you and their hair goes in your face. I can't touch other peoples hair unless i truely have to or unless i've known them for a while. I also dislike touching peoples faces or people touching my face. It freaks me out. I love soft material and love
ribbon.
Erm... i think thats it for now. I'll probably be changing it soon anyway.
I'll be nice to you if your nice to me. So message/comments are very welcome.
Hope you enjoyed reading this.
-Emma Elizabeth. xxx
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