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fuck my space.

the point to life is there might not be one.

About Me

fuck my space.
i have never seen any of the star wars.
i love music. i'm strongly doubtful towards the thought of any god figure. i fall asleep drunk in the tub with a bottle floating half empty next to me every other night. it's a good feeling waking up knowing i've cheated death somehow and not died. i've got super friends who care about me, i live alone. all i really do is drink. and write. and write. and drink.
being dead tired but still not being able to sleep.

lost.

My Interests

i love music more than anything. alcohol. i love art, philosophy, poetry, bukowski, drinking alone, writing, fashion, skateboarding, snowboarding, rock climbing, pointless drives, playing shows, traveling, sleeping, not working, going to the beach at night, NOT Alston, boston, synthesizers, guitars, hugs, big comfy down comforters, good people, looking at my ceiling and finding new faces to smile at, thinking, i love how i'm not afraid to die anymore. i love the feeling of body's against eachother.
road trips across the U.S.

search for yourself.

I'd like to meet:

a deep thinker or two.

a mystery.
people who love driving for hours.
camel peanut waffle house.

Music:

rubinstein, the books, prefuse 73, led zeppelin, savath and savalas, squarepusher, aphex twin, beck, the doors, boards of canada, aesop rock, delarosa y asora, jimmy edgar, two lone swordsmen, plaid, luke vibert, bjork, fischerspooner, modest mouse, bright eyes, dakota dakota, do make say think, death cab, the postal service, the mars volta, radiohead, the sound of animals fighting, coldplay, queen, meshuggah, louis prima, jack johnson, pink floyd, cream, ozric tentacles, widespread panic, phish, grateful dead, the stones, bob dylan, some at the drive in, moe, the future sound of london, jimi hendrix, janis joplin, the beatles, the decemberists, elliot smith, bright eyes, rilo kiley, explosions in the sky, joanna newsome, hella, doom riders, probably more, i can't think of anything else right now.

look at yourself.

my babies.

bitch, 80's or somethin', what?

Movies:

in no specific order: The Doors, The Wall, Jackie Brown, Pulp Fiction, Fight Club, Memento, Four Rooms, Requiem, Pi, Snatch, Blow, C & C up in smoke, Heat, Insomnia, Falling Down, Casino, Altered States, Lock Stock, Office Space, Once Apon a Time in Mexico, Kill Bill 1 and 2, boogie nights, ju on, ringu, the ring, the life aquatic, Punch Drunk Love, Versus, Eternal Sunshine, Scarface, Taxi Driver, Boondock Saints, Fear and Loathing, True Romance, Super Troopers, The Godfather 1 and 2, Goodfella's, Reservoir Dogs, dancer in the dark, sex lies and video tape, monster, leaving las vegas, the cooler, matchstick men, borat, and plenty more...

anything that keeps me awake.

intelect.

Television:


television is full of people who make you believe that money is everything.

this is usually what my television looks like.

Books:

dante's inferno, anything by Poe, CAPOE the man and the era, The Essays of Henry David Thoreau, anything by Emerson, bukowski, bukowski, bukowski, sarte, dawkins, hawking, oh and invisible monsters, and choke.

Heroes:


daydreamers.
my grandfather, for inventing rock art. he was so amazing.

people with interesting thoughts, ideas, views, opinions, imaginations, eyes, looks, knowledge...anyone who is truly different.

speed racer.

My Blog

a new begining.

lack of correct sleep causes crazy things. who knows if any of this matters, but maybe it could. some things i guess i just can not handle in life. who knows what will happen. woopie cushion.so i don'...
Posted by i'll probably end up dead. on Thu, 01 Dec 2005 12:52:00 PST

an even magical-er night with the crossdressing Munch.

it all started when me and Space went into his sisters pit of a room and found the booty shorts. we both laughed and said this is it. we gathered up some hot accesories and sped over to the band room ...
Posted by i'll probably end up dead. on Tue, 29 Nov 2005 01:02:00 PST

the story of a magic night with why versus rome.

so i got to the room. and took a picture of munch's drum. and then space, papi, and me went to rip off guitar center, and space saw a ghost... and then he made a weird face and got kind of fa...
Posted by i'll probably end up dead. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

more pictures.

shower, dry, clean. ...
Posted by i'll probably end up dead. on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST